This article will explore how the brainwashing drugs work and then it will relate what ended up happening to my whole entire life because of someone who used them on me.
Tests on rats have led scientists to conclude that one of the main components of memory is a type of RNA molecule found in brain cells. Rats which learned new mazes more often than other rats had more of this type of RNA in their brain. To advance their theory that RNA is important in memory function as well as prove that a memory can be destroyed, scientists conducted experiments on planaria, small organisms found in streams. The simple structure of the planaria allowed scientists to isolate the importance of the RNA molecule as well study how a memory is lost. Scientists constructed a specialized tank that allowed the planaria to swim back and forth between its two ends by swimming up or down either of two tubes. The scientists then generated low voltage electrical current into the water which would shock the planaria when they chose to swim in one of the tubes. The result was that the planaria started remembering which tube would shock them and would no longer use it. To find out if a memory can be destroyed, the scientists then fed the planaria bits of food containing a higher than normal amount of enzyme found in their brain cells and in the brain cells of higher organisms. The planaria, after ingesting the enzyme, began using both tubes again. The enzyme effectively erased the memory.
Human beings, unlike less complex species such as the planaria, have two types of memory function: active and long-term. Active utilizes the RNA molecules and is in a different form than long-term. Long-term is more electrical in nature and no longer has the RNA molecule as part of its chemical make-up. Both memory functions take place in different parts of the brain. Active memory consists of thoughts formed by learning and by thoughts that have been reformed from long-term memory. It takes approximately ten to fifteen minutes for a memory that has been formed in active be processed into long-term.
The following three drugs discussed here only affect active memory. The first two drugs prevent a thought from making it into long-term memory.
The first drug spy agencies use destroys any new memories that are in active memory. This includes any new memories ten to fifteen minutes prior to its application. Those memories have not yet been processed into a long term memory. This allows the agent using the drug to conceal his or her identity from the person they are using the drugs on.
A second drug is used that allows conversation to take place but those memories generated can only be suppressed and can’t be destroyed. They are used so an agent can question a person about information they know without them remembering until later that they were asked since it suppresses memories that are in the active portion of memory. It is also used so an agent can suppress a targets memory when a specific event happens or when an agent knows certain information is given. It prevents memories from ever making it into long-term memory unless the drug wears off or a drug that is an antidote is given. The person the drug is used on is not very coherent but is usually coherent enough to say some things that are intelligent. When the drug is used on people, like it was used on me, the person it is used on has a tendency to try to prevent losing the ability to be coherent at all by concentrating on and saying what they are thinking or remembering even though it will be said erratically and in piece-meal. However, the drug ends up suppressing what memories are made or what was said. When someone remembers what did happen, the memories are fragmented.
Once a memory is processed into a long term memory by the brain, it cannot then be destroyed or suppressed by the brainwashing drugs. Other methods such as a complex carbohydrate diet combined with sleep deprivation can weaken or distort memories and cause one to create false memories if they know they have been brainwashed.
Periodically, during the brainwashing process, a person will lose consciousness and the process of brainwashing is started again.
The drugs can also be used to program a person into later “remembering” false facts or give someone an idea. The person thinks the information or idea occurred as the result of their own natural thought process when the suppression drug wears off or an antidote is given. Supporting facts or ideas are given with the phony information to increase the likelihood the inserted thoughts are believed and acted upon.
If the drug wears off, and the person remembers, or if the antidote is given, the memory will be processed into a long term memory if it is not suppressed again.
The antidote is the third type of drug used to manipulate memory. It is used on a subject to release memories that were suppressed by the second drug discussed. Usually after the antidote is given to find out what a person knows, the suppression drug is given again so they do not remember being questioned.
Memory reoccurs from earliest suppressed memory to newest. The government agent has the ability to control what is remembered and what stays suppressed by monitoring drug administration. How long a memory stays suppressed is determined by how long the brainwashing drug affects the mind or if the antidote is administered. Government agents know how long the drug will keep memories suppressed.
To ensure the suppression drug does not wear off at an inopportune time, at a convenient opportunity the antidote is given and then the suppression drug again allowing a longer duration of suppression.
Subjects brainwashed with these three drugs do not have any knowledge of when they were drugged unless it can be determined from the content of the memories themselves. When the drugs are used on someone, they never notice the loss of time that took place during the administration and the subsequent loss of consciousness. They simply go on with their lives as if nothing happened. The person the drugs are used on can have difficulty determining if what they are remembering is a true or false memory. But the false memories never have realistic action or depth of content that the real memories have. There can be a problem, however, if the brainwashing took place with the subject sitting directly across from the person who used the brainwashing drugs on them. Then there is no action to indicate the conversation someone is remembering is accurate and not a false memory. Sometimes, the person can determine if a memory is a true memory because it will tie into other memories or events that took place.
Brainwashing drugs could be used to put illicit drugs into someone’s system or for some other crime. It would be possible to take someone somewhere to radiate their brain and give them a brain tumor or radiate their breasts and give them breast cancer. I would be taken places, then I would go home and go to sleep, and when I would wake up, I wouldn’t remember anything unusual happening to me. Even today, I have no memory on how I would end up at places, who it was that took me there, or where I was at.
I wonder if a KGB agent’s wife could have been given breast cancer. But the risk of exposure would be too risky and the fallout too severe. However, when I think of the people who have gotten away with brainwashing me for over 40 years, I wonder if it would be as risky as one thinks. Her husband, in order to get her good medical treatment that was costly, decided to sell secrets to the CIA.
I was brainwashed with drugs in 1976 when I was fifteen years old. The people who had the drugs ended up contacting the Russian, Chinese, Israeli, Iranian, and Saudi Arabian governments. It was done as a joke to get me into trouble. The Russians were told I was obsessed with Russia and that my dad had a sensitive job at Vandenberg Air Force Base. He was in charge of computer operations. The computers would collect data on Vandenberg’s missile launches. The people responsible were Jews. The Israeli, Saudi, Iranian, and Chinese governments got contacted as well. I was drugged and ended up in a motel room not even knowing how I got there. Motel rooms are where intelligence agents conduct a lot of their business. However, as drugged as I always was, sometimes it could have been someone’s residence.
The government has never been interested in finding out who it was who contacted the governments or who it is who uses the drugs on me. But as drugged as I always am whenever anything is going on, maybe I am just supposed to think some of the people involved are agents, I had a mother who was a very strict but very abusive and neglectful mother. And very controlling and domineering. She also had a drinking problem and in retrospect it is evident she had mental illness. Supposedly, our family doctor was not Jewish, but I sometimes wonder if he was asked to be a dishonest doctor. He certainly was a very incompetent one. He definitely looked Jewish. Four times I was in his office for boils and he would have noticed my teeth were brown. He also should have initiated growth hormone shots. My mother was always sick and was a chain smoker and came down with pneumonia every year. She also was a functional alcoholic. Would that have shown up in blood tests? She worked in his office for about 6 months and he would have been told things about her personality that indicated mental illness. I now think the people who wanted to prove things about me are the ones with the brainwashing drugs and maybe even had a file on me and were the ones who contacted the governments. I sometimes wonder if it was the Jews because there were always a lot of them involved. It was insinuated that I was a sociopath and a terrorist. Somehow, I feel pretty certain that our family and especially me, somehow crossed paths with people who ended up targeting me and using our family to prove things about the Catholics. And our relatives in Ireland were very important. But if they were, why wasn’t I put into a good home? And why weren’t flight schools watched when in the year 2000 I told the commander at FAFB where I was a janitor that they needed to be watched? I was being brainwashed when I did so maybe it was just some elaborate ruse. There is probably no proof anywhere of it. But they should have been because I had been tied to numerous acts of terrorism. I was tied to the Pan American jet bombing and the first WTC bombing. I was always labeled a violent terrorist and sociopath. Sometimes the terrorists would carry out the act of terrorism I would make a prediction of which being drugged on the brainwashing drugs would cause me to do. But I was always of the mind that I was outsmarting a terrorists and preventing the act. Each time after the attack, government agents would make an appearance but maybe I was just supposed to think they were agents. They were sharply dressed and carrying a walkie-talkie. My supervisor at the company where I worked as a janitor on the base, Matt House, kept calling me a terrorist and insinuating I was going to go to jail. I almost wonder if he, Larry Croach, and Sherry Russell were from Lompoc or were Jews. I don’t know why the schools weren’t watched. About a year before 9-11, people in the US were worried about being attacked on the millennial. Norm Brown, the FBI supervisor in charge of the Spokane office was interviewed and he smirked when asked if the US could be. But I sometimes wonder if our family was targeted by the Jews, particularly me, because we were such a sick family because of our unbalanced mother and I wonder if I had crossed paths with the Jews or someone else early in my life and that maybe they have always had brainwashing drugs. They only need to work on the RNA molecule in short term memory so the formula might actually be simple and they might have been around a long time. I mean, twice, in fifth grade, I had this really hyper, out of control behavior that was really out of control. It was around an intern that my mother knew from her job as a switchboard operator at Deaconess and it happened with my brother’s friend who was a sheriff’s deputy. If my behavior both times got into a file on me, maybe that would indicate my behavior was because I was drugged by the person who made sure my behavior would get into a file. If someone did have a life-long file on me, why weren’t the fight school’s watched? I just bet there is no proof I wanted them watched. I bet someone like Collin Powell ended up getting rid of the report. I knew who he was in 1977 because someone was discussing him when I was being brainwashed. But it was always just really childish people who seemed to have the brainwashing drugs and were agents if that is who they actually were. Most of them were Jews.
Whenever I would be drugged, illicit drugs would be put into my system to cover the use of the brainwashing drugs and to explain my behavior. You just sit there, conscious but incapacitated, and you watch them inject the drugs into you with a hypo.
When a spy agency has been made aware that a target has been brainwashed, they administer the antidote and question the subject very carefully. Because of the mind’s imaginative capabilities, the person will remember both true facts and false facts and sometimes not know the difference. However, false memories never have a realistic visual portion of the memory and usually always fade away. One problem that can occur during the brainwashing process, is that the mind can create a false memory that seems very real when someone remembers it later. Only by careful thought can the person know the memory didn’t occur. It also never has realistic action in it. But there can be a problem if one thinks a conversation did occur but that the person they had the conversation with was just sitting across from them where there was no action.
People need to be aware that these drugs can be used on you very unexpectedly. An FBI or CIA agent or an agent from another spy agency or someone who has the drugs who shouldn’t have them will seem to have a legitimate reason to talk to you but instead they render you unconscious. Then you end up being brainwashed and totally under their control. Because of the first drug that is used on you, it will make you forget anything 10 to 15 minutes prior to its application so you will never remember who it was that drugged you. The person who uses the drugs on you can use them in such a way so that you never know their identity.
These drugs can destroy someone’s reputation because they can be used to take nude pictures of you without you even remembering that you were photographed. Some agents like to use the drugs to get all the sex they want because the woman is totally under their control and won’t remember anything for quite some time, if ever, afterwards. I live with great anxiety that nude pictures have been taken of me. Furthermore, because of the brainwashing, a person may not know for quite some time that they are the target of evil people.
I have always wondered if brainwashing drugs could be used with the threat of an injection of sulfur to make someone tell an agent what they want to know. However, if the sulfur was ever used, the pain of the sulfur would probably shock one out of the brainwashing and the brainwashing drugs might no longer be able to work because the sulfur would interfere. It would also probably only work on information that was not too complicated because of how drugged someone would be. However, during the brainwashing which only could be used to learn information that is not too detailed or technical or lengthy, maybe someone could be told that if they don’t tell the interrogator what they want to know, them or a loved later will be injected with sulfur.
The CIA had other drugs developed that are now used by them and other spy agencies and by people with bad intentions. One drug that is used literally forces you to say what you remember after being asked a question even though you try real hard not to say it. It can be used while being drugged with drugs that suppress memory. You try real hard not to say it but the more you try, the more impossible it is not to. You just spit it out. Then you can get brainwashed and don’t know you ever gave something away to an interrogator. But it doesn’t seem to work real well for information that is lengthy and detailed. Totalitarian governments later can use torture to get more information.
Another drug that is used can make someone respond automatically to simple commands such as “sit” or “walk”. Periodically, a person will get out of the trance they are in which causes them to do this but it isn’t too difficult for the intelligence operative to get their target back into it. But sometimes I wonder if all the different drugs that got used on me were not actually used by government agents but by someone who had the drugs who shouldn’t have had them.
The government has never been interested in finding out who it was who contacted the governments or who it is who uses the drugs on me. But as drugged as I always am whenever anything is going on, maybe I am just supposed to think some of the people involved are agents. I am always too drugged to check identification. Whoever it is that uses the drugs on me, there are always people around who are very immature and who definitely aren’t agents.
When I first moved back to Lompoc in 1975 to live with my dad, I was very excited about his job because of my obsession with Russia. He was so fastidious about what he did, that he would tell me ahead of time if there was a missile launch that was a test of a Minuteman missile or release of a weather satellite. However, he would not tell me ahead of time there was a launch if it had a spy satellite payload. But I think that is all that would have interested the Russians as far as his job was concerned. He never talked about it. I used to think the missiles going into space were something so beautiful and so powerful. But now I think the Indians way of life is what man should have chosen. My dad worked at a company called Federal Electric Company.
The FBI thought I was responsible for the Russians coming to talk to me. Sometime after the year 1985, when I started remembering some of the things that happened to me on a permanent basis, I remembered them calling me before they came, but someone knew what time and had me drugged with the brainwashing drugs when they did. I said “yes” like a robot.
But I think someone arranged for all those governments to show up as a cruel joke to get me into trouble. In Spokane, before I went to live with my dad in Lompoc, I might have told a Saudi and an Iranian, who were students who lived in our apartment building, that I wanted to work for the Russians. My idea would have been to work deep undercover. I had already started working deep undercover in fifth grade when I told my brother Brian who was living at home that I wanted to work for Russia. He told me the Russians were dangerous. Then my mother a few weeks later, invited a representative from the John Birch Society to talk to us.
I really don’t think most of the people involved with what was going on starting in 1976 were representatives from Russia’s government. I was always too drugged to check anyone’s identification. They asked me if I thought my dad would work for them. I said “No. He gets patriotic watching the Military Honor Guard at the Rose Bowl Parade.” Looking back on my life, I really wish he had not been so patriotic. If I had known the truth about our government, I would have been less inclined to have done what I ended up doing.
While talking to the Russians drugged, I came up with an idea to trick them into giving me information I could give our government. I made up the story I had been at a party in Santa Maria, California. (I was smart enough not to say I went to one in Lompoc). I said that at the party, there had been a person there who was bragging about being a spy for the Russians and showing off his little spy camera. He was a drug dealer. I told them they really needed to know about this person. He had been talking about his friend who worked for a defense company in Los Angeles. I said I couldn’t remember the name but maybe I would if I heard it again. One of the Russians fell for it. They were overly confident since their agents were in control of the case and were brainwashing me or knew the person who was. He asked me later if I had ever heard of the name of Andrew Daulton Lee. I said “Yes, he is friends with someone named Christopher Boyce who works at TRW in Los Angeles.” I had gotten Boyce’s name and TRW by playing the same trick on an American agent but altering it a little.
I always found it amusing, in a bitter way, that the American agent, who would come talk to me while I was being drugged, had to have been working for the Russians since he knew about Boyce off the top of his head. But maybe it was only the Jews he was involved with. He always wore a black suit and I think that indicates he was CIA. He once asked me for sex and once asked me what drug I was on. I can’t believe he didn’t know what drug it was. But maybe the people with the brainwashing drugs just wanted me to think he was an agent.
I would be drugged ahead of time with the brainwashing drugs whenever anything unusual would be going on in my life or when the person doing the brainwashing knew I would be talking to agents or told something important. But maybe I was just supposed to think they were agents when sometimes it was just someone playing a childish joke who had brainwashing drugs. In 1977, a really nice psychologist had come to talk to me because I was seriously underweight. He told me I had Attention Deficit Disorder and that it was really severe. I have trouble with verbal learning and I have no sense of direction but I understand and remember real well information that I read. If I had not been brainwashed while the conversation was going on, my whole life would have been transformed. I probably would have qualified for Social Security Disability right out of high school. I am sure he never contacted me again because he was told I was too embarrassed to talk to him.
I’m glad the Russians mistook my amusement over the success of the traps I set as immature joy that they were my only friends and giving me so much attention. I knew from being so obsessed with them that they looked for people who were either misfits or want money. I told them they could test my loyalty to see if I would try to tell my sister what I knew on our road trip to the Montreal Olympics. On the trip, I planned to keep a journal. I was later left alone in a hotel room for about 20 minutes after being given the brainwashing drugs and antidote and wrote everything down that I remembered. I then left the notebook behind the motel room’s bed. To prove it about the two spies, I suggested that “While the government was tracking me down, why didn’t they amuse themselves and see if either Boyce or Lee had been to the city of Vienna?” In Vienna, Austria, the Russians would meet with their agents because espionage against the US is not a crime there and they could talk to them in a secure setting. Lee had met with the Russians there in 1976. However, the notebook might not have fallen into friendly hands. But when I remembered a lot more of what ended up happening to me, I remembered much earlier in Lompoc being asked by a government agent why the Russians wanted me dead. And that might be when the government first found out about Boyce and Lee and the Walkers. But maybe he wasn’t a government agent but knew the people who contacted the government and had the brainwashing drugs and they wanted the credit for what I knew. In the notebook, I had also written down, that Boyce and Lee were from the same city and that Boyce worked at TRW and Lee was a drug dealer who would deliver the documents to the Soviets in Mexico City when he was there to buy drugs to sell.
On our road trip to Montreal, I noticed while splashing around in a motel pool, a man with sunglasses wearing brown cords and a polo shirt and tennis shoes. I was telling my sister that Rubber Soul was the best album the Beatles ever made. The government could have caught up with us at the Canadian border because I remember having to pull over for a while at the border checkpoint before we entered into Canada. Back in Lompoc, the first day of classes, that album was played in the high school cafeteria. I remembered years later American agents ended up meeting with me on our trip to discuss what I knew. They said: “You didn’t tell anyone about this.” And I said drugged: “I was working deep undercover.” But it is because everything that ended up happening to me happened very unexpectedly. But maybe they weren’t really American agents. And maybe they are the ones who ended up with my notebook.
I wouldn’t have told any American agent anything ahead of time anyway because I assumed there were a lot of double agents working for Russia that our government would think they’d know about. I told a government agent that “It should concern you that you didn’t know the Russians had TRW.” And the agent said: “It explains a few things.” TRW is now called Northrop. I was asked if I ever wanted to work for the CIA. I said “No, it would be the last place I would work after all the things I have realized.” I also told the agent that I was sure I was going to be destroyed and the CIA and FBI would let me be. And they did. But maybe it wasn’t really agents who talked to me. Maybe it was just people who knew the people with the brainwashing drugs.
I had surmised Lee would meet with the Russians in Mexico because that is where he would meet his drug cartel contacts to buy drugs. I had put down in the notebook that I wanted Lee beaten the hell out of by the Mexican police, which is something the CIA arranged for them to do. I wrote: “I request the cattle prod.” Of course, the Mexican police and the CIA couldn’t go that far with an American citizen but they did hold one over his genitals. I knew he’d attempt to contact the Russians at their embassy there because I knew the Russians at least temporarily would cut off contact with him and not use drop sites or personal meetings due to security concerns. For one thing, they considered Lee’s erratic behavior to be a risk, and secondly, they would know that I had an opportunity to tell the right government agent. He was arrested in front of their embassy and accused of killing a Mexican policeman which is what I suggested. The CIA arranged for the Mexican police to arrest him at that time, because Christopher Boyce had quit TRW a few weeks earlier and the US Government knew it would be Boyce and Lee’s final delivery of documents. In Lee’s possession was microfilm that had schematics of a satellite project that never went into production.
In the notebook that I left behind the motel room bed, I had put down “They know Shevchenko works for us.” Shevchenko ended up defecting in 1978 but he had been working for the CIA for a few years. Like other defectors from Russia, he ended up lonely for Russia and became an alcoholic. Once the CIA was done using him, they were no longer interested in his personal welfare. I knew about him because I was able to pick up and remember information during part of the brainwashing process while Russia talked to their American agents. In the notebook I suggested that the CIA needs to see if there are communication lines running through Russia’s sewer system. I said “Like IVY BELLS. Ivy Bells was the NSA tapping into the Russian Navy’s undersea communication cables. Now the CIA knew it had been compromised. I identified Ronald Pelton as one of the people responsible.
Boyce and Lee wasn’t all that I did either. I got other information too. For one thing, I had told the Russians my dad and I were seriously considering moving to Norfolk, Virginia. I said he had been offered a job there and that we knew someone who was working on the Naval portion of Star Wars. I told them that this person did a lot of work in his home but it had a lot of security. I would be babysitting his kids. This caused me to end up knowing about John Walker Jr. who had compromised the Navy’s encrypted communications. Since a few of Russia’s FBI Counterintelligence Agents were there as well as a few of their CIA agents, very sensitive information was discussed. I think I had acted unconscious before the drugs they had me on caused me to be or it was because during the brainwashing there was a time when I was still picking up information.
One of the names that made its way into my memory during brainwashing that the people discussing him had no idea I would remember was Jonathon Pollard in 1977. Eventually he ended up being arrested for espionage in 1985 and given a 30 year jail term. Originally, when he tried to get a job with the CIA in 1979, he failed the background check due to drug use and going around acting mysterious and saying he was a spy for Israel when he was a student at Stanford. He could have failed the background check if the government had found out about him in 1977 because I had a chance to tell an agent about him. Because of brainwashing I don’t know. When a man who said he was from Tel Aviv found out that I knew about him, he drugged me, beat me up, and stripped off my clothes in front of a group of people. However, later in 1979, Pollard did get a job as a civilian analyst with the Navy. I am sure it is because of the Jews and Israel taking care of the first failed background check. It is a matter of conjecture whether or not he was hired to feed disinformation to Israel and as a matter of consequence to Russia and China. Or did Israel and the Russians or Chinese take care of the failed background check and a file that might have been started because of what I knew and might have been able to tell someone? However, I am certain beyond a doubt, in 1980 or 1981, when I managed to talk to the US Marshals concerning Christopher Boyce’s whereabouts who had escaped from prison, the US might have found out about him then. I ended up talking to them because of someone reporting the Russians talking to me when I was living in a college dormitory and finding out that I had said I could get the FBI to track down Christopher Boyce in two phone calls. This was because parts of the movie “Miracle on Ice” was being filmed at the dormitory I was living at. The movie producer got told that I had been talking to a Russian. And when I was back in my room and still under the influence of brainwashing drugs which allowed me to still remember things I had said I could have Chris Boyce tracked down in two phone calls. Like Jonathon Pollard, someone had discussed Boyce’s whereabouts while I was being brainwashed. When the brainwashing drugs are being used, the person they are used on before they lose consciousness will have an opportunity to tell someone what they know. But, maybe I just thought they were the Marshals and somebody else got the credit for Boyce’s capture. Sometimes I feel an immense sense of guilt that my information led to his capture after his escape from prison. Because prison is hell. But that is tempered by the fact that he was committing armed bank robberies.
Some sensitive intelligence information Israel would get about the United States it had an agreement to share with Russia in order to let Soviet Jews emigrate under communism. Israel and the Jews in the FBI and CIA made the US think they were just sharing with the USSR disinformation given to them by the CIA but Russia would have known by testing the information and it would have demanded legit information to let the Soviet Jews emigrate. Other Soviet citizens were prisoners of the USSR. The reason Russia would have known whether or not the information was disinformation was because of double agents in the CIA working for them. Considering that not very many Russian spies working for the FBI or CIA have ever been arrested, I am quite sure there were quite a few the government didn’t know about that would have reported to Russia the information to get the Soviets Jews out was not legit.That would indicate that Jewish Counterintelligence agents in the FBI and Jews who worked for the CIA Russian Desk as well as those Jews in Presidential Administrations probably gave sensitive classified intelligence to Moscow and thwarted attempts by the CIA to obtain important intelligence. Furthermore, when possible, they would influence decision making that would benefit the Soviets and Israel. Now they seem to have an understanding that indicates cooperation between the governments’ intelligence services for other reasons. Maybe Moscow shares intelligence they have about the Middle East with Israel in exchange for Israel giving it sensitive intelligence about the US. I am quite sure Israel knows Russia would have sensitive intelligence about Iran that it would find useful.
We give at least 3.8 billion in military aid annually to Israel and at least 8.5 million of that goes towards Israel’s government. Until I moved back to Spokane, Washington, from California, periodically an extremely good looking man would show up who usually wore really expensive suits. Either he was an FBI or CIA agent or someone wanted me to think that, but a lot of the time he would show up before the person who had told me he was from Tel Aviv would show up. Whenever he would show up, I would let him in because of how drugged someone had me with the brainwashing drugs before he got there. He witnessed the person who said he was from Tel Aviv slamming me down on the floor, and my body writhing in pain from it, and he told someone who evidently was his supervisor. This person definitely was a Jew and warned him to not be so rough. But I wonder if the person who said he was an Israeli agent actually was because you would think Israel’s intelligence service would have been a lot more responsible and intelligent about the case. He had said to a Russian agent that he wanted to destroy my mind. The Russian agent, who had a distinctly strong Russian accent, said: “We want to use her mind.” But really childish people have the brainwashing drugs. About a few years ago they had me drugged with them and had these two woman in front of me hand off a briefcase saying here’s the daily morning brief. I am certain of that memory because it has realistic visuals and the false memories never do. I am a night owl and like to think of people working on the morning brief at the CIA.
The person who seemed to be an American agent, who worked for the person who said he was from Tel Aviv, once told me to take this drug and I did, and then the people from Lompoc showed up and took me somewhere but I don’t remember anything else about it. I didn’t remember any of this until after 1985. But much later I remembered a really nice woman who was the mother of one of the students at my high school saying to me: “I don’t think you knew where you were at, or what you were doing. I am going to the FBI.”
It’s very hard to resist what people want you to do when you are being drugged. One of the drugs they use on you, they tell you what to do like “walk” and you automatically do it. You sometimes get out of the trance that you are in when they have you walk but then the agent controlling you just goes and gets you back into it. Another drug they have that they give you after accosting you and using the brainwashing drugs on you is a drug where someone will make it look like they are suggesting something to you and you do it if it isn’t too complicated. I even sometimes wonder if the people from Lompoc and other people could have blackmailed an FBI or CIA agent working for Russia because as a 3rd party when Russia had them checked out they would have thought they could be trusted. Then I wonder if they worked their way into the government.
Christopher Boyce committed espionage because of the CIA being responsible for the United States’ decision to no longer share intelligence with Australia that it obtained from its spy satellites and other sources. That was because the government had tilted left. Boyce was also angry the CIA was breaking the workers’ strikes there that were interfering with the CIA’s Pine Gap facility. When the CIA orchestrated the removal of Australia’s Prime Minister, he decided to retaliate by selling secrets to the Soviet Union.
He thought it was outrageous that the United States was interfering in an ally’s internal affairs. If he had just gone and exposed that and had not compromised important defense secrets, then it is arguable he did anything wrong. But he also sold information to the Soviets about sensitive satellites. Chris learned of the CIA’s involvement in Australia because of misguided telexes that were sent to him instead of to the CIA. The CIA felt it needed to interfere because Australia’s new Prime Minister was considering shutting down an important CIA satellite relay base. Chris should have considered the fact that if we could intervene in Australia’s government, so could the Soviets. We have been very upset over Russia trying to influence our elections but we do it all the time in other countries if we can. John Bolton, Trump’s former National Security Advisor, admitted this recently in an interview citing Venezuela’s government as an example. However, he said, our attempt to influence the outcome of the election didn’t work. We had tried to influence Australia’s election but the CIA had not been successful, more than likely because of the Soviets. So, instead, the CIA manipulated the removal of Australia’s prime minister to prevent the closure of the American bases.
Chris always maintained that he never did any damage but how would he know when he admitted to the CIA and FBI after his arrest that he had no idea what he had given the Russians? In a lot of espionage cases that ends up being said: That the perpetrator didn’t really do any damage and didn’t really know what they had given the Russians. That they basically committed espionage half-hardheartedly without being fully cooperative with the Russians. That seems to be Russia’s MO. It is also interesting that Russia will help mitigate, if they can, sentences that are handed out for espionage. But that is also done to mislead the US government of the severity of the compromised secrets. They usually seem to be pretty good at doing that. Before he learned of the government’s interference in Australia’s government, Boyce was already seriously disillusioned with the government because of Watergate, Vietnam, MKULTRA and COINTELPRO. His colleague at TRW had told him that he and other soldiers would shove North Vietnamese soldiers out of a flying helicopter. He was also angry about the abuses by the FBI and CIA that surfaced regarding their intelligence activities in 1975 that led to the creation of the Congressional Church Committee.
It is with bitter irony that he did it because of abuses by the government since that is what I have had to deal with for over forty years. I also have a much better understanding now of the hypocrisy of the American government. You get involved with the United States government, you lose your freedom for life. I mean, all other aspects of our government do make us seem like champions of democracy. But if you take on the American government for political reasons because you disagree with some of their domestic or international policies, you more than likely will lose your privacy for life and they will interfere in your life in various ways. It is usually done with the intention to harass, but they come up with an excuse to do it.
I wish I had known the real truth about the United States. Especially the FBI and CIA. The government is so incredibly corrupt I was never given a new identity because they considered me guilty of espionage and dangerous because of sensitive things I would say drugged out of my mind. Israel and the Jews had a lot to do with that. I was accused of doing things for attention and out of anger over how I was being treated which agents said was because of immaturity and sociopath tendencies. Incidentally, my dad might have died under suspicious circumstances. After he died, his doctor called me up to offer his condolences and he sounded extremely confused as to why he had died. He had just had a complete physical less than a month before. But the government wasn’t interested. And it was always dishonest agents who handled my case. My dad was the only one who knew a little bit about my situation.
I am sure, Boyce got blamed for a fair amount of compromised intelligence that he wasn’t responsible for that double agents in the FBI or CIA were. Once the Russians have at least two sources, or if the information can come from multiple sources, they can be open about knowing the information if they so choose. I remember reading in the Falcon and the Snowman, although it’s been awhile, that Boyce got blamed for the Russians finding out the CIA could track their launches.
It is interesting that the Russians at one point suggested to Boyce that he quit TRW and go to school. This could have been because Lee was out of control due to a heroin addiction and because from a secondary source the Russians were getting duplicate intelligence. Also, the Russians knew that because of me, the operation could end up being compromised. There is also the possibility that the information Boyce was giving the Russians was not that valuable, although according to Boyce and Lee they received around $70,000 for the information they gave them. In the 1970’s, that was a lot of money. Boyce’s espionage complicated the SALT II negotiations since the United States felt its satellites had been compromised. I have wondered for a long time if the Russians were going to use one of the people from Lompoc who contacted them to take his place. The FBI and CIA agents who worked for them could have even helped that person get the job.
The FBI and CIA have never investigated who it was that contacted the Soviets. They were never interested in finding out. All they ever did was focus on me. But it is like the case was always controlled by the Jews and that might be the reason why. The red haired woman who worked my case for Russia ended up asking one of the people who had contacted them who Lompoc’s drug dealer was. She had wanted to use him to recruit people to work for the Russians that he knew or dealt with. I think his name was Billy Weaver because the person who the Russian asked told her that name. However, she might not have been Russian but might have been an American Jew and dishonestly proving things about me. She ended up under so much strain because of the out of control situation she helped cause that she seemed to almost slur her words after a few years of what was going on.
I found out that one of the main people from Lompoc that had contacted the Russians was a cop and people used to talk about how wealthy he was. After 9-11, which a lot of people in Lompoc had something to do with, Billy’s ex-partner said to him: “Reese, you are the most evil human being that has ever lived.” Honest agents in the FBI and CIA never knew these people even existed. They still don’t. It always seemed that it was usually dishonest agents who handled my case, but in retrospect, some of them might not even had been agents. I was always in too much of a drugged state to know. The people from Lompoc were helping out all the different groups of people that were involved and might have been responsible for Russia’s FBI agents, if that is who the older, sociopath men were, being blackmailed by Al Qaeda.
And agents might not have just been blackmailed by Al Qaeda, but from people from Lompoc, for their own purposes. I wonder if it was in 1977 that the Central American drug cartels became overwhelmingly powerful. George Bush Sr. had been the CIA Director when my notebook had been found. I can’t believe he wouldn’t have been told about my case. Evidently, he must not have had any problem with me not being given a new identity or find any of the agents’ behavior suspicious when they had negative things to say about me. But maybe he wasn’t told. However, I feel pretty certain he was a dishonest director and probably dishonest for the Jews when they realized how much trouble they were going to be in when my notebook got found in 1976. The Jews probably promised him the presidency. But maybe the people I talked to weren’t even agents and maybe someone else got credit for Boyce and Lee.
As far as the Iranians shooting down a Ukrainian jet is concerned, that Iranian that shot it down could have been framed as a double agents because of third parties in both governments that were controlled by the Jews. I walked about 200 yards not under my control into a man’s bathroom in 1982 and walked right up to a man using a urinal. And supposedly I go to parties where Satanism is going on and I worship Satan. So that could have happened to the Iranian and he even might have ended up looking like a child molester and given the coordinates. And I think I might have been drugged out of my mind as usual by the Jews and said I wanted it to be a Ukrainian Jet to impress Putin. But because of brainwashing I don’t know for sure.
I really regret double crossing the Russians. I have been obsessed with Russia since I was five years old because of my parents’ jobs. My mother had attempted suicide to destroy my dad and get her way with the divorce. This was right around the time she got a job at Martin Marietta. Now the company is known as Lockheed. She would come home and do an awful lot of talking about her job and about Russia to make it look like she was important. My mother always had to be the center of attention. She would arrogantly talk about how her security clearance was higher than my dad’s. Not only that, but, around that time our family was reseeding the lawn and I asked her if I could grow my own grass as a plant. She said “No”. But I did anyway, so she beat the hell out of me. She beat the hell out of me again a short time later, because when we got home after visiting friends, she noticed that I had a little parasol that comes with drinks for my Barbie set that had belonged to my friend. I had told her I liked it. She always seemed to to want to prove things about me because my dad had tried so hard to win custody of me during the divorce.
Russia was a form of escape. I long to be able to see Russia but I know I never can. I live the life of a night owl and periodically, late evening or early morning, I will stop and think about what Russians are doing over in their country. Not only can I never visit the country I have been obsessed with my whole life, but what I did caused me to have a terrible life. Throughout the years, I was responsible for a lot of very important information but agents used it to make themselves important and would always go and prove a lot of bad things about me. I loved being obsessed with Russia and the Russians mistook that as an indication I would work for them. What made my obsession worse was that practically every television show in the sixties were about spies or were Westerns. My mother controlled the TV, so I usually had to be tortured by Westerns, but once in a while she’d be gone so I would get to watch one of the shows about spies that were on. Somehow, not being able to watch the shows about spies, increased my longing for intrigue. For most of my life, I would alternate in my mind, between being a spy for the Russians and being a spy for the United States. I was so obsessed with Russia my whole life that my family would have to threaten me to shut up about them knowing it could get me into trouble.
Like Christopher Boyce, in the early seventies, I had an attitude about the government. I remember, in particular, the revelation in the news of the sex parties that went on in D.C. among the political elite. Years later, I read in a book, that one of the main organizers of the sex parties in Washington during the seventies was a CIA agent named Jonathon Paisley. He died under mysterious circumstances and it has always been a matter of conjecture whether or not he worked for the Russians. But I chose the United States out of a sense of responsibility. I wish so much I had not come up with the idea to trick the Russians into identifying Boyce and Lee. I wish I had known the real truth about the FBI and CIA. And they haven’t changed at all. It is interesting that with the American agents, because of their personalities being like they were the snobs in high school or the popular students, you end up having more respect for the Russian agents because of their maturity, intelligence, and down-to-earth professionalism. The American agents seem to carry over the attitude they had in high school in how they treat and perceive people as agents and how they do their jobs.
At first, when I ended up drugged in a hotel room, I started disentangling myself from the whole situation, without hopefully getting anyone mad at me, including my own government. If I had known how dishonest and stupid the FBI and CIA were, that is all I would have done. I assume the information I have given the government was critical to the security of the United States but you wouldn’t know it considering how I am always treated and the government’s attitude about the case. The government has never once done anything for me. The Russian government rewards well those people who give it information or provide it with some kind of material assistance while our government does not reward very well or at all people who do that for the United States. I mean, I wonder how many other people who have given the FBI and CIA valuable intelligence, got their lives destroyed because of their attitude and dishonesty?
I live with a lot of stress from people constantly using brainwashing drugs on me that causes me to have problems with my memory later. They use the drugs just to be evil. The stress is compounded by the fact I am lied about. My personality has been radically altered. I wish so much I had walked away from the whole situation. But the idea that I had to trick them into giving me their agents’ identities was too good to pass up. The FBI and CIA were stupid to think I would deliberately commit the crime of espionage because the Russians would have compromised me to get even. I guess that was the excuse they used to not give me a new identity. I get subtly harassed and drugged all the time but the government just says I am paranoid. That is why no one should ever be a government informant. There are things that get done to me I can’t prove. The only reason the government gives me minimal protection, is because if I got killed, the US would have even more difficulty recruiting informants or assets. Furthermore, the FBI and CIA could find out the truth about what was going on with me. Having anything to do with the US government will just ruin your life. I would say sensitive things drugged, thinking I was outsmarting dishonest people, but it would come out in such a way it would incriminate me. Then I would get framed for it. Throughout the history of this case, the FBI and CIA have always looked at it as me being the only dishonest person involved. Agents just love to get you filled with hatred and then use your behavior to prove their case. Then they like to use drugs for violent people on you. It’s easy for them to do that because of how drugged, angry, and tired you are. It gets done to me all the time. But it might always be dishonest agents. Or people who aren’t agents. I even have wondered if an FBI or CIA agent who worked for Russia that had checked out through sources people that said they wanted to work for Russia. Then they got blackmailed by those people for their own purposes. Because these people were a third party the sources the Russians used would have been able to check to see if they were dangles. So they were trusted and then they blackmailed the people working for Russia for their own purposes.
I wonder what Russia’s reaction would be if they were to get the Chinese government’s file on me. Were there things that China knew about from me that they did not tell the Russians about? Because I was being drugged by dishonest people, and because I was worried about being charged with being a child molester or other crimes, I might have told the Chinese that I did suggest in 1976 or 1977 that the CIA should check Moscow’s sewer system to see if communication lines ran along it. I also could have told them about Jonathon Pollard. After his arrest, Pollard bragged about sharing intelligence with governments other than just Israel. I had told my dad in 1977 that I needed to work for China because of all the things I was being accused of. However, those responsible for those accusations were not asked to do it by the Russian government; it was either the people who had contacted all the governments or the people from Lompoc or the Jews who did. I do not know if I did get into a detailed conversation with the Chinese government or not because of brainwashing. I don’t think I did. But if I had stepped over the line with them, they might have been able to turn around and blackmail my dad into working for them to protect me from being arrested. But I don’t know if what he did would have been useful to them. I have no recollection of really having anything whatsoever to do with China. But maybe I was brainwashed. It would be understood today that during the Cold War, Russia and China were not friends and did not cooperate with each other.
Because of brainwashing, I would have forgotten to be careful about things I could be accused of. But during brainwashing, I would know that threat existed. I mean, let’s say I would be asked to babysit somebody’s child and give him a bath. Something like that could cause a child to be misled by their parents that I molested them. There were other crimes too I could have been framed for.
I bet the woman with the red hair wasn’t from Russia and was lying about me to the government. At one point in time, while I was in her hotel room drugged, I distinctly remember 4 Saudis who were very shaken up about something. She handed them some paperwork and they looked at me really shaken up, took the paperwork, and left. The mind never makes false visual memories up that have realistic action in them that matches the memory. But there can be a problem if the memory simply involves sitting across from someone.
I do not know for certain if he was from Tel Aviv, but at one point in 1977, that agent was talking to a really sharp Russian agent. He was saying he wanted to destroy my mind. The Russian said “We want to use her mind.” Another sharp Russian agent during that time too who was saying “Saddam. Bad idea” to someone in a hotel room. That was because I had talked about Iraq attacking Kuwait. He told me, with veiled sarcasm, but politely, that “I’m sorry but we are going to have to destroy your life.” But that sharp Russian agent was the last I ever saw of intelligent agents from any government. Incidentally, a lot of spies who work under diplomatic cover are the most beautiful pieces of art God ever made.
The spy agencies and the governments of all the countries that had gotten involved ended up with really stupid and psychologically unhealthy agents. However, maybe I was just supposed to think they were agents as drugged as I always was. The Russian agents, if that is who they actually were, seemed really dull in their thinking. I wonder if a third party or Israel could have that capability. Because of how much trouble the Jews would have been in, they went and covered up what they had done and caused. I think those Jews ended up offering the Jews from Israel the opportunity to be important and powerful. In return, they would take care of anybody in the US getting into trouble. The Jews in Israel wanted Benjamin Netanyahu to become powerful. It’s like the people who like to brainwash me were responsible for a lot of agents who worked for the FBI and CIA. But maybe I was just supposed to think they were agents. All it would take is to get into the right department of the FBI. I can’t believe Israel’s intelligence service wouldn’t know the truth about what has always gone on with my case.
I sometimes highly doubt the redheaded Russian agent actually was one. If she was, I think the people who set the whole thing up somehow arranged to get her assigned to their Consulate and just switched the right paperwork. I remember her saying in 1977 “We have George Tenet” but with brainwashing drugs you suffer from tunnel vision so I don’t know who she was talking to. Maybe George Tenet had worked as a dangle. But maybe the woman was actually an American Jew and Tenet worked for them. He later became Director of the CIA. What I remember is the woman always being frustrated about his help. If the older, sociopath men who dealt with me actually were FBI or CIA agents, she left them wide open for blackmail by different groups of people, including Al Qaeda. I remember an Iranian just giving her a pleading look and she just kept turning her back on people. Sometimes it’s like our government got taken over. But not by another government. I really think it was the Jews who set the whole thing up but they were always stupid about the people from Lompoc.
Sometimes I think Lompoc might have blackmailed people the Jews bribed. There were a lot of Muslims involved too. In 1977, there were about 25 Muslims who all walked into our house during one of the times I was being drugged. This was after the younger Saudis that had originally shown up had left. There was this one Saudi in particular that showed up whose look of violent hatred for me never changed once. When he would periodically show up throughout the years, he was always so filled with hate, his teeth would show. I sometimes wonder if someone made him evil with a drug and made Al Qaeda evil who he ended up getting in contact with. Maybe someone stupid in the CIA had them developed but they fell into the wrong hands. Or maybe even the Nazis had them developed and someone like the Jews originally knew about them. But what might have had him so mad is that drugged out my mind I had said Islam was Satanism. But I knew nothing about Islam. I said it because of how drugged out of my mind I was.
In 1977, another foreigner had shown up who might have been a Saudi, and under the influence of the drugs that people had me on, I told him how the Soviet Union could split apart and the Communists overthrown. Then the countries that had been Muslim could go back to practicing it and it would be allowed to be practiced elsewhere there. I said the woman with the red hair had told me Gorbachev was a friendly communist so I chose him to do it.
I had told the Saudi I had learned of the words glasnost and perestroika and wanted the Russians to think they would improve the problems that communism had enabling a better supply of goods and services. I told him that I was going to get Gorbachev to be elected General Secretary of the Communist Party. I told him my real intention was to get the Soviet Union to go bankrupt and cause the Communists to be overthrown. This would cause the Soviet Union to split apart. I knew once certain people are in power in a government that isn’t a democracy, they entrench themselves and stay in power. This would happen even after it was evident glasnost and perestroika wasn’t working. They could be reminded that they could still be a police state. I knew that if the Soviet Union had more freedom, but was not a market economy, that the already poor supply of goods and services would get worse. I said if Gorbachev was in power long enough, things would get so bad it would get to the point where hardliners would try to overthrow him. However, by then, glasnost and perestroika would have the result of the communists no longer having any power. When people would realize that, the communists could be overthrown.
I told him I wanted OPEC at a certain point to flood the world with oil which would cause the price of oil to crash which was the Soviet Union’s main source of revenue. I also told him I needed the USSR to shoot down a KAL airliner. The fallout would cause even more hardship for the Soviet economy and would damage the USSR’s reputation so badly that to burnish their image, they would be more inclined to elect Gorbachev as General Secretary. However, in my drugged out mind, I wanted the plane to be totally empty and to be piloted by two pilots who had terminal cancer. I knew it would happen on the day of a sensitive missile test.
Four years later, I brought up the USSR shooting down a KAL again when I was pretending to go to college at California State University Northridge. Then South Korea’s intelligence service showed up. What I remember from that was a South Korean Intelligence Agent exclaiming: “My government is not going to believe this!” (That KAL was asked to sacrifice one of their jets? That the plane was to be empty and the pilots were to parachute out? That KAL jets were supposed to previously have a problem with coordinates, to have a reason to accidentally be in Russian air space? I mean, who later would believe the Russians that the plane had no passengers? Yeah, and the CIA even arranged it after Samantha Smith’s goodwill tour of the USSR?). But maybe he was someone putting on an act. Or it is a false memory but it has the visual of a South Korean Intelligence Agent. Maybe the CIA could have done some maneuvering with double agents to make sure Russia would shoot down the plane. And make sure tensions were higher than normal between the two superpowers. But this all seems too fantastic so I am sure the shoot-down wasn’t manipulated. But I remember wanting to manipulate the Russians into thinking they could blame the US for making Russia over-react.
Interesting enough is that I did not receive any flack from the FBI or CIA or South Korea after the Russians shot the plane down. If anything the US could have taken measures to make my life unpleasant over it. But on the other hand, it seems too hard to believe the jet would have been intentionally sacrificed because you’d think the US setting the Russians up to do that would have problematic fallout between Russia and the US.
If the woman with the red hair had found out what I said to the Saudi she couldn’t say anything to her government if she was Russian because a Muslim with a long black gown blackmailed her. That happened in 1977. I also hoped the woman with the red hair would feel threatened about her job security and be told to support Gorbachev by helping him with intelligence and in return he would help her. But sometimes I even wonder if she really was a Russian agent. Anymore, I highly doubt she was., I think whoever was listening to me offered to help make that Saudi important in exchange for credit for my idea and for him to lie about me.
With a little intelligence, the FBI and CIA could have used the case to ferret out dishonest agents after I got back from Montreal. They are too stupid about dishonesty and too much of a bureaucracy to have realized dishonest agents would be the ones handling my case. I had even offered to wear a wire to catch dishonest agents. Honest agents were never involved for very long. They are also very naive about dishonest ones. Agents were very patronizing when it came to me. Also, the CIA and FBI usually aren’t interested in the least about agents in the FBI and CIA who work for the Jews and Israel.
Information that should get to the right people in the FBI and CIA would get lost all the time in their bureaucracies or get taken care of by double agents or with brainwashing drugs. FBI agents just write reports and pass them on and then forget about them. Whenever I would get somewhere and something would actually end up being investigated, the case would go back again to dishonest and stupid people working it.
The CIA and FBI usually rely only on foreign intelligence to catch double agents. There is no system of checks and balances in the FBI or CIA to double check cases to detect dishonesty unless it happens someone’s unexplained wealth draws the right person’s attention. They are very compartmentalized which they think protects sensitive intelligence but in fact it protects people who are being dishonest. They think espionage is very rare and that they’d know but that isn’t how it seemed to me because of what I have to deal with. The FBI and CIA have always been really stupid about dishonesty. But that is probably because of how much dishonesty there actually is in the FBI and CIA. And they don’t seem to be interested in all Jews who are dishonest for other Jews or Israel.
The supervisors have always been a lot worse than some of the better agents but those agents never worked my case. My case was always handled by a certain department in the FBI and CIA and the people handling it were dishonest and could eventually take care of anything that they didn’t want honest agents to find out. All reports would go to these departments. Sometimes they would even get people transferred to cover things up and prevent a more detailed investigation into an incident. It was evident reports would get taken out of my files all the time or would never make it into them. Another problem that I have is that a lot of agents don’t want anything to do with my case for different reasons so they avoid getting involved.
Because of me, the US Marshals tracked Boyce down after his escape from Lompoc Federal Prison in 1980. Normally, it was always dishonest or stupid agents who worked my case. However, when I was pretending to go to college at California State University Northridge (which I would like to add is an extremely good state college), the dormitory I lived at was used to film parts of the movie “Miracle On Ice ” which was about the United States’ hockey team’s gold medal win at the 1980 Olympics. The Russians were around to deal with me and they took me somewhere but they botched it because the movie crew was informed of them being there and their security watched while the Russians had me leave with them. I was drugged and walking erratically but they shoved me into one of their cars and we left. That is all I remember about it years later.
I remember the Director of the complex later knocking on my door and asking me if I was okay. And I remember my roommate telling me that everyone was wondering where I had been. I didn’t even know I had been gone. The movie producer called the FBI and what ended up happening is that when I got back, but still being affected by the brainwashing drugs, I was being listened to by an honest agent.
I said there was a way to instantly track Boyce down. I ended up being taken to the US Marshals and I suggested that Boyce might be taking flying lessons or may take them in the future to get out of the country. Especially if it was possible to fly into Russia from Alaska. During brainwashing, you can end up picking information up that other people think you won’t remember later or be able to tell someone. Because of this, while I was still being brainwashed, I knew Boyce was robbing banks in the Pacific Northwest but wearing a disguise when he did. Even today, telling the government how to track him down has always given me an immense feeling of guilt. It always makes me hate myself but that sometimes is tempered by the fact he was committing armed robberies.
Since Boyce had been incarcerated at the federal prison in the town of Lompoc, I have always wondered if the people who had gotten involved with the Russians helped him escape by getting jobs at the prison or some other means. I wonder if that is how he actually did get hold of wire-cutters. I even wonder if it was arranged for him to be incarcerated at Lompoc so he could be helped to escape.
While talking to the Marshals, I also told them about John Walker, in case the FBI had never known I knew about him. I suggested to them, that the FBI and CIA could have his son Michael get a job on the Navy ship the USS Nimitz, and work as a clerk in the same room the burn bags were in. This was to feed disinformation to the Russians because of the documents they knew his son would steal out of the burn bags. It was also to ensure John Walker’s cooperation after his arrest in order for his son to get a lighter sentence.
One thing the government found out from John Walker, is that the Russians evidently had a device that could time the rotation of the encryption devices the Navy used which would allow them to still be compromised. The operation to feed false intelligence to the Russians didn’t last long because Michael Walker discovered the combinations to a number of safes that contained sensitive documents. In 1985, “The Year of the Spy.”, the FBI arrested the John Walker Spy Ring. I also feel pretty certain I told the US Marshals about Pollard getting a job with Navy Intelligence, unless the government had already known about him. I feel very confident that I did tell the Marshals. I mean, his behavior on numerous occasions would have gotten him fired, but they kept him on.
The Marshals, who were alarmed at my situation, wanted to give me a new identity but they were stopped because of how much dishonesty there is in the FBI and CIA. The agents I talked to kept repeating over and over again just how bad I looked because of what agents had written in their reports about me. That got said to me immediately right from the start when I talked to agents in 1976. But maybe they weren’t agents. I was too drugged to know. No agent ever went to the trouble of trying to clear my name. Nobody for any reason should ever cooperate with the FBI or CIA. But maybe it wasn’t the US Marshals I talked to and somebody else wanted the credit. I was drugged as usual.
I hope my experience makes anyone think twice about offering information to the FBI or CIA and decide not to do it. The FBI and CIA will always trust what other agents say without even having the slightest suspicion the agents are dishonest. They have always been fooled into thinking they would know if an agent is dishonest and automatically assume an agent is above reproach simply because he is an agent. Because of what I experienced, and because of how hard I would try to do something about dishonest agents, it seems there are a lot of agents who aren’t honest. Nobody in this country or from other governments should ever offer information to the FBI or CIA. Forty years later, nothing has changed. Besides, anyone who thinks they would be given a new identify if they cooperated with the FBI or CIA should think twice about it. Because of the Jews being such dishonest people, and who might find the person that asked them useful, they would probably make sure the person could be tracked down. I was never given a new identity because of the Jews and so my life has been nothing but an endless hell. Sometimes it seems like Jews aren’t capable of having a conscience.
Later, back at the dormitory, but drugged and angry and tired, I told a Chinese Intelligence agent about Pollard. An FBI CI agent asked me why I was cooperating with China and I said it is because of the way I get treated. I would have a lot of hatred because the government never protected me from being drugged all the time or from dishonest agents. I told them twice and twice the same FBI Counterintelligence agent confronted me afterwards but I didn’t seem to get into any trouble. He wasn’t an asshole about it either for some strange reason.
While pretending to go to California State University, Northridge, I had gone to an espresso shop with a friend. I ordered a cup of espresso and the owner brought it to me in a chipped and broken glass cup. I said the cup was broken so he very rudely just went and poured into a another cracked, chipped and broken cup. I don’t think I drank from it but I was in a really hazy state so maybe I did. The person who served it to me was a Russian Jew.
The FBI always lets me get drugged or doesn’t seem interested that I am and then holds me responsible for what I say drugged and angry over how I am treated. They use the excuse it is because of my immaturity. But its hard to act mature drugged out of your mind. But I am not sure agents know that I am ALWAYS drugged if something is going on. Maybe it is someone who wanted to get credit for what I knew and to do things to make me look bad.
In my opinion, the FBI and CIA might have taken advantage of Pollard being an unbalanced person. They might have let him get the job with Navy Intelligence to feed disinformation to Russia, China, and Israel. Since those governments were involved with me, they would know about Pollard. The government took advantage of a disturbed person who was a Jew who was needful of having a connection to Israel. This was from what was missing in his own life. Israel certainly did. Pollard would always say to his supervisors, “Israel really needs to know about this.” The reason the CIA had turned his security clearance down the first time was because during his college years at Stanford, it was found out he had used drugs excessively and had gone around acting like he was a mysterious spy for Israel. Israeli intelligence did take care of his failed background check the CIA gave him when he applied for work there, but it is a mystery if when he got the job with Navy Intelligence in 1979, if he wasn’t used to feed disinformation to Israel, Russia, and China. Or did that started getting done after what I told the Marshals?
Speaking of Israel, I can’t stand Benjamin Netanyahu. He is so childish and conceited and arrogant. He is also a hardcore racist. Since Israel keeps electing him, they must be too. He keeps getting suspected of graft and is making changes to Israel’s judiciary system so he can’t be investigated. He must think he is some genius. Like kicking around a soccer ball and making the statement that this Benjamin didn’t take Benjamin’s dishonestly while asserting his innocence. Or childishly and conceitedly making it look like it was a slip of the tongue when he said Israel was a nuclear power. It just goes to show how childish he and other Jews are
Israel has also been involved in a lot of controversies. Prime Minister Netanyahu played a crucial role in accelerating the invasion of Iraq, even going as far as lying before Congress about Saddam Hussein’s nuclear capabilities. He also welcomed Jonathon Pollard to Israel even after the US made the comment that Pollard was one of the most damaging spies in our history. Pollard bragged about spying for governments other than just Israel.
At least, though, Netanyahu is smart enough to publicly admonish those Jews who spit on the Christian believers who visit the Holy Land. Netanyahu had asked Trump and then Biden to keep sanctions on the World Court so they will not investigate Israel for war crimes against the Palestinians. That’s tricky, though, because the Court wants to investigate war crimes by the US done during the war in Afghanistan. Now they have indicted Putin with war crimes. But the US did remove its sanctions against the court. However, neither the US nor Israel recognize the jurisdiction of the court.
To prove how hypercritical the US is, and how much it is controlled by the Jews and Israel, the US backed off of an investigation into the killing of a Palestinian-American journalist who was investigating an Israeli raid in the West Bank. There was no active hostilities in the area but Israel’s military opened fire on the clearly identifiable reporters, killing one. Those Middle Eastern countries that established diplomatic relations with Israel must not have any values. But maybe they did thinking they could influence Israel or because Israel shares intelligence with them that they make sure the US doesn’t. Israel makes the United States limit the intelligence and defense agreements it makes with countries like Saudi Arabia to try to force those countries into establishing diplomatic relations. Maybe, somehow, those Arab countries that have established diplomatic relations, will somehow be able to better obtain intelligence on Israel.
But I guess as far as the Palestinians are concerned, we don’t really care, but because of the necessity of maintaining good relations with the Gulf Muslim states, we try to make it look that way. But it is just like we have never really cared about the Indians or the African Americans. Our country has always had an attitude of White Anglo Saxon Protestant Supremacy. I learned in a college history class that the settlers deliberately would get the Indians addicted to alcohol so they would hunt more deer and other animals for their furs. The settlers would pay the Indians in alcohol. The deer almost went extinct. The settlers also used alcohol to weaken the ability of the Indians to maintain their culture. We tried to deceptively entice them to live our way of life after causing them so much hardship. We then forced them off of their land if anybody remembers the Trail of Tears. We still have the same attitude, I think, with the Israeli control of the Palestinians. As a side note, I wish EVERYBODY who reads this should keep in mind that the Indians were right. What man did to the environment would rip the heart out of them. I mean consider global warming and pollution. And they seemed happier with their simple way of life than what we do now. They had fought us every step of the way. I mean even when there were trains we were still fighting them. They knew their way of life brought happiness where with ours with advancements in technology we are still searching for it.
But Israel is guilty of apartheid. The view that the Israeli state is racist is an assessment arguably supported by the world’s two most prominent human rights organizations — Human Rights Watch and Amnesty International, which both now define the status quo of Israeli rule over the Palestinians in the occupied territories, as well as discriminatory policies against Palestinian citizens of Israel, as akin to apartheid. Recently, the Methodist Church made a formal declaration that Israel is guilty of that. Israel then accused them of antisemitism which is what they always say when criticized about activities that aren’t just. However, with the way the Jews and Israel control our elections because of how they manipulate them and because of who they bribe (i.e. campaign donations, promise of investments), we, for the most part, never say too much about Israel’s treatment and suppression of the Palestinians. Israel’s intelligence service probably helps certain politicians in their campaigns against opponents and politicians know that they could end up being destroyed by Israel if they go against them. I think sometimes Israel somehow hires people to tamper with the vote count. They bribe the people responsible for it. That is how we ended up with Retard and Trump.
As Jared Kushner, Trump’s son-in-law, did while working as a presidential aide, when afterwards, he used the creation of a private equity firm to make a bribe from the Saudi government legal, Israel bribes politicians who support their objectives in the same way. Other political entities do as well. But it just isn’t who Israeli and American Jews bribe as to why the US always supports Israel. It is because certain politicians know they would be vulnerable at losing the next election if they go against Israel because of who Israel would then support. Politicians know that if they go against Israel, that they could end up being destroyed both financially and professionally, even if they have not broken any laws. I’m glad we have re-established giving aid to the Palestinians. But it is like we are only giving the Palestinians aid until we allow the Israelis to push them out just to look good. That is what we are allowing them to do. We don’t stand up for them very much as controlled as we are by Israel. We only help them somewhat to curry diplomatic favors with the powerful Muslim gulf states. Most of the help is just lip service.
I have always been accused of comparing apples to oranges but how can the United States say it believes in freedom and democracy when it allows Israel to suppress the rights of the Palestinian people? Is it because of their voting power? Israel uses the excuse that its occupied territories breed terrorists that are a threat to its existence. But what do they expect when they always suppress the rights of the Palestinians and let them live in poverty? They do things like push them out by granting residence permits to Israelis in areas that should belong to the Palestinians. They evict the Palestinians from their homes. And what is the US’s response because of how much Israel controls us? It is to make a mild rebuke. But the US does nothing. Most Palestinians live in poverty. Palestinians should be given back the occupied territories. And people don’t seem to understand that Israel took over area in 1948 that was inhabited by the Palestinians but had seen an influx of Jewish migration to the area. The Jewish migration was probably being done with the intent of starting the Jewish State.
However, it does not help the situation how the organization HAMAS controls the Gaza Strip and how they use violence to try to obtain rights for the Palestinians and push Israel out. They feel there is no other solution but violence. There doesn’t seem to be any other opportunity to help the Palestinians get any rights. Hamas’ brutal and violent terrorist attacks have compounded and perpetuated the suffering of the Palestinian people because of Israel’s response to the attack on October 7th 2023. But it is because of Israel’s suppression of the Palestinians and because HAMAS considers Israel’s occupation of the area to be illegal. Areas that experience oppression and poverty always tend to be taken over by radical elements. Israel has always oppressed the Palestinians. People are angry at Israel’s response of indiscriminately killing those Palestinians who were not responsible for the attack that happened recently in Israel. As of early 2025, over 67,000 Palestinians have been killed. That is not right. They are not HAMAS. Hamas feels violence will somehow acquire rights for the Palestinians because they don’t have any. They are being pushed out. They feel there is no other solution. They don’t see how the Palestinians could improve their situation any other way. Recently, the UN voted for a cease-fire between Israel and Hamas because Israel’s military response is causing massive suffering for innocent Palestinians caught in the cross-fire. But since the US is controlled by Israel, it vetoed the resolution. One must remember how fast ISIS developed after the US caused a civil war in Iraq. If Israel was successful at finishing off HAMAS, another extremist group would probably take its place. But Israel’s goal is ethnic cleansing and is using the attack by HAMAS to do so.
It seems like Israel thinks that eradicating as many Palestinians as possible and keeping them suppressed is the only viable solution. That seems to be Israel’s objective especially given the fact that Israel is not using laser guided bombs that the US could supply them but bombs that kill a lot of innocent civilians. But the US is allowing the Israeli government to engage in the indiscriminate mass murder of innocent Palestinians. It is apparent that is Israel’s intention. While U.S. officials were unable to gather all the information they needed on specific strikes, “given Israel’s significant reliance on U.S.-made defense articles, it is reasonable to assess that defense articles … have been used by Israeli security forces since October 7 in instances inconsistent with its IHL obligations or with established best practices for mitigating civilian harm,” the report said, using an abbreviation for international humanitarian law. While Israel’s military has the experience, technology and know-how to minimize harm to civilians, “the results on the ground, including high levels of civilian casualties, raise substantial questions as to whether the IDF is using them effectively in all cases,” the report said. More than 67,000 Palestinians have been killed (as of early 2025).
Some members of Congress are speaking out against the Israeli response but it isn’t very vocal and does not have any kind of an impact. Politicians that Israel knows would support them are probably helped in their election campaigns to subvert opponents by Israeli intelligence. I am also sure Israeli intelligence is used to destroy people who go against Israel’s actions. Just like they helped Trump. I am also sure that Israeli intelligence gets some of its intelligence from Jews who work for the CIA and then they might go and make it look like it comes from them to make it look like they are beneficial to the United States.
There were many things about the case that the FBI never knew about. That was due to a lot of dishonesty and what can purposely get lost in their bureaucracies. I’m not sure honest agents knew I am always being drugged if they are around. They didn’t seem to work my case very often. Or did they think my behavior was from mental illness or the use of recreational drugs? The agents who worked my case were usually dishonest but they had a lot of seniority which is one of the reasons why I never got anywhere. Agents are very patronizing people.
Some time back, I thought of an ingenious way of finally doing something about the dishonest agents and putting a stop to being drugged for no reason. Dishonest agents always controlled my case. But it wasn’t just people who worked for Russia. Some of them worked for the Jews or had things to do with Lompoc. I was being drugged as usual with dishonest people around. I said they could prove how jealous I get and that I have the bad temper the government said I had if I was at the Spokane FBI office and people proved to me how important they were. I said people with a defeatist attitude do that to themselves. But I was hoping I would be taken there because there was an agent I had seen before who seemed mature and not dishonest or anxious to prove things about me like the other agents I had things to do with. I wanted to ask him to help me do something about my situation by helping me to set this trap to catch the dishonest agents who worked my case. But maybe I just thought he was an agent.
I was taken there while being brainwashed for me to remember later. As drugged as I was, though, it might not have been the FBI. I wandered into his office. And I set up this trap with him to ask this woman agent, who I know was dishonest for Russia or Israel or Lompoc, to allow him to get in contact with this girl from Lompoc, that was one of the people doing things to me with the drugs and the foreign governments. I told him she always wore a black turtleneck and white pants as part of her “uniform”. I told him the woman agent who was just in his office knew who she was. I told him to act very immature about me and say to that girl that he could really help the people that she worked with to prove their case about me if he was to talk to them if they worked for the CIA or FBI. But I almost wonder if he was one of the people involved in this but did not know about the girl who wore white pants and a black turtleneck.
I wanted him to set up this trap involving that girl, to supposedly make me think there was a listening device that wasn’t detectable with equipment. It was to be used for a case that involved Al Qaeda that his colleague was to bring into his office with both me and her sitting there. He was to make that girl think too that this listening device might really exist so she would take it to the agents she worked with and not just steal it. Then he was to make it look like he had to leave for an emergency. I knew she would. While they were sitting at a table waiting to put it in my pocket and supposedly catch me with it, other agents were to walk up to them and bring certain subjects up and then walk off so they would discuss it with the listening device sitting there which would be on. If that wasn’t legal, I might have suggested honest agents quietly show up and sit behind those agents. For some reason, a little while after I must have pulled off this trap, she was wanted by the Lompoc Police and had given them the name of Carol King.
Some time later, after the brainwashing drugs wore off, and remembering that agent, right at that exact moment, he was standing on the street, fiddling with the bark of a tree. The exact same moment I remembered him! Since the people who know I am always being brainwashed must have had him stand there at that moment, it didn’t bode too well that being drugged for no reason was going to be stopped. All I remember later is that one FBI agent was telling another agent he was going to jail. The case changed very little after that but things did get better. Even after this incident, I wasn’t questioned, and nothing more about the case got investigated because of how ridiculous, dishonest, and bureaucratic the FBI is. I remember that my enemies’ anger over the success of the trap caused me to just be sitting at a table and injected over and over again with a drug.
I remember an asshole sometime later who was either an FBI agent or a CIA agent, telling me that it was being discussed doing something about me. And I complained about how I was treated and he goes “Deal with it.” Oh, ANOTHER FBI or CIA agent who worked for Russia that the FBI didn’t know about but maybe could have if they had used the manpower to look for dishonest agents by monitoring me. A Russian agent some time later said to me: “My government wants you dead.” I retorted: “That’s what I want, but you would make it painful.” But maybe I just was supposed to think he was a Russian agent. He was one of the types that I think is actually Jewish that have black hair and dark eyes. But it is interesting how dedicated at helping Russia dishonest agents would get. However, in two different incidences, agents who worked for Russia, if that is who that redheaded woman worked for, got so upset over what they were a party to, that they told her they wanted to quit working for her but she said they couldn’t.
Spy agencies use a tremendous amount of psychology in intelligence work to be able to coerce their targets, manipulate them, flip them, or destroy them and their reputation. You get studied very intrusively. My whole life has been a living hell. But at least I can take solace in what a Czech agent had once said regarding his dealings with other agents: “It is like going through a personality meat grinder.” That is exactly what it has been like for me. Agents are naturally assholes and they love for a reason to be one. That’s all American agents are good at except for being egotistical. Besides the people from Lompoc and Russia’s agents, I also have to deal with people the Jews use. The five spy agencies I have always been involved with wanted to break me down and use my mind. My government, because of how much dishonesty and stupidity there is, lets them.
Does anyone remember how one scientist suspected of giving Al Qaeda anthrax sued the government for seven million because the government destroyed his reputation? And does anyone remember how another suspected scientist killed himself because of the harassment and threats? That scientist had gone and approached the FBI with information about the strain of anthrax sent in the letters. He had said that the laboratory he worked for did research using the same strain. The government accused him of coming forward to cover his tracks. I’m not surprised at all he ended up killing himself because of how aggressive agents can be towards people they suspect. Then the government made it look like they had the evidence he was guilty to protect themselves. I go through that kind of hell all the time.
America just uses informants and then it doesn’t care. Does anyone remember that Iranian nuclear scientist who defected to the West? After the CIA was done using him he was left alone and was lonely for his family. He re-defected back to Iran after getting phony assurances from Iran’s government he wouldn’t be arrested. He was executed. James Clapper and John Brenner who were in charge of the intelligence agencies at the time should have remembered another defector back in the early 1980’s named Belenko. He hated the Soviet system and flew a MIG jet to Japan and defected to the United States. After being debriefed he felt lonely and considered going back to Russia but he had one friend in the CIA who cared about him and changed his mind before he did.
My reputation would constantly be destroyed. As a member of the Catholic Church, my priests would be told such evil things about me, they hated me my whole life, except for one. In 1992, I was going to St. Anthony’s Catholic Church. The Vietnamese priest who served there always gave me a hateful look. At another church, Father Dublinski was told I made Catholics look sick and perverted. He had so much hatred for me, it is like he wanted to beat me up. After him, came Father Connall, who would give me a sick, disgusted grimace every time I went up for communion. Then, after mass, he would act like a total asshole towards me in front of everyone. They have used Father Connall to exhibit certain behavior on other occasions, too, when I have done something or said something people who talked to him didn’t like. The priests were always told that I made the Catholics look bad. Father Connall has always given me a great deal of concern. At one point, he was vocation director at Bishop White Seminary. When he became rector at Our Lady of Lourdes, he had his students give sermons. And he goes: “My students”. “My Students.” I am not very good at remembering names but the first priest he had give a sermon had those kind of eyes that look unfocused and kind of watery. His sermon was completely nonsensical. He was completely incoherent. He seemed to have mental illness. If anyone had anything to say I wonder if Father Connall had said I had made him do it to be important because I was responsible for him becoming a priest. Father Seidell was one of his students too and gives very dry sermons and he seems to have an ego problem. There is another priest at a different church who gives a homily that is less than three minutes long each time.and has nothing spiritual in it at all. Then there was Father Hines. He kept spinning around and around in front of me and talking about ESP. He had said “Our Bishop is going to be assassinated.” “Another Bishop is going to be arrested.” And I know that is because one of the brainwashing drugs has an effect where you feel like you are a psychic and also I had not known at the time I had been brainwashed about something and did not know why I knew something. But Our Lady of Lourdes almost got burned down less than two years previous when Father Connall left the church unlocked throughout the day. It got desecrated and vandalized. Maybe he is even using someone else’s identity. And a priest from Mexico recently got accused of assaulting a woman and liking woman to wear thong underwear. Father Connall immediately took the woman’s side. Because of his cultural difference I am sure that is a blatant lie about the thong underwear. I wonder if Father Connall or Father Hines has any dealing with Lompoc. When he became rector this family gave him a lot of support and their children were altar servers. Maybe they were actually evil people too. I cannot believe just how powerful Satan is right now. And the children of the light are naive about it. I do not even know if this web page is actually even on the internet. And it so long and so tedious to read. And the way I have been destroyed so completely. I bet I never got credit for anything I ever did but made other people really important. You know, I sometimes think the people who have made my life an unending hell my whole life, were responsible for a lot of the bad priests that got into the Church. I mean, they had something to do with law enforcement so they could have busted a child molester and then offered him a deal: “Become a priest and we won’t arrest you.” In 1989 I had gotten a job with Marriott Food Service at Gonzaga. The first year the students managers were wonderful and I loved working there. Then the Marriott Food Service Managers changed and the next year the student managers changed. One of the student managers, named Stacy, supposedly was a Gonzaga student but was so immature I found that hard to believe. She would talk about the parties she would have at the house she rented on Gonzaga’s campus about how she would lay on the floor and they would pour drinks into her mouth and she would mix the drinks in her mouth. She would say that Gonzaga security kept trying everything in their power to do something about her parties but for some reason were unable to. The next year a student manager who was African American named Angie was my supervisors. By then the Marriott Food Service workers were like juvenile delinquents or not very good people. The people that worked with me was a mother and her son and they were Jews. And the mother was very bossy. I would leave the salad containers out to dry because I would have to rush to make my bus. So the next Saturday I went to work and the mother told Angie that she needed to make sure that I would put the salad containers away. I snapped at her and Angie gave me a verbal warning. Angie was supposedly studying law but she would go to one of the head manager who was on crutches and go “Hop along Cassidy. Hop along Cassidy.” I think they were actually all from Lompoc which is where I used to live. I hope they didn’t make any of the priests sick. Where I go, Lompoc goes or the Jews do.
I was at Our Lady of Lourdes, for God knows what, but the people who have the mind control devices and drugs, drugged me and programmed me after I got conscious to walk into Monsignor Ribble’s office. They arranged to have the Deacon there whose last name might have been Chavez and in law enforcement and in a very drugged state I talked about the Luminous Mysteries. I wonder if someone in the church had not thought of them before and someone ended up getting credit for them that then did a lot of damage to the church. There was this woman with red hair whose name I think was Pat Herrot. She was very important. I love more than anything on this earth listening to the daily mass from EWTN. But the cable company had quit broadcasting them but I do not know if they were on the internet at that time. But in the sanctuary she had been discussing with somebody having a satellite so when she was up at the lectern looking over that days readings I asked her if she could tape the Sunday mass for me. This supposedly very holy woman just kept telling me “No Mary. No Mary.” She said it front of everybody. I kept saying please and how much I missed it. So about a week later she threw me a VCR tape of their mass. She was kind of rude about it. But it was a priest I never ever listen to. His name is Frank Provone. He is really, really, radical and preachy about right to life. But I never had known him to give a Sunday homily because his sermons would not be of benefit for those masses. I wonder if people knew me well enough to know I never listened to him but had gone through a pregnancy that caused me to be humiliated. Because of the situation I am in I had the right to be paranoid about her and wonder if she got into the church to maybe harm it or to make me jealous because of the luminous mysteries. But maybe someone not connected to me came up with them. I don’t know. About a month later she ended up having a really bad heart attack and died a few months later. Did I get framed for causing her to have it? I bet I did. I have to live in constant fear and am very unstable because of things like that.
Our very technologically advanced defense industry causes people in our government to feel very important and powerful and they misjudge the capabilities of what the United States can accomplish with its war machine. Before the United States voted to invade Iraq, I went to a speech given by a professor from Gonzaga University about what would happen if we invaded. He said it would cause a serious civil war between the Sunnis, the Shiites, and the Kurd’s with countries aligned with them getting involved. He said there was deep animosity between the three groups and each would want to dominate the others.
As far as the weapons of mass destruction were concerned, before the war, it was proven Saddam didn’t have the material to make any. George Bush still tried to use it as an excuse to invade. If they did have them, a civil war could cause them to end up in the wrong hands. There was no tangible proof given that he had them. And if he was developing them, then solid evidence should have been presented so other options could be pursued like further sanctions or negotiations. When Saddam got arrested he very angrily kept saying that he had no control.
Not only that, before the invasion, there were years of deep budget cuts and personnel cuts in the CIA that started in 1994 with a Republican Congress and a Democratic President. It is Congress who controls the purse strings. George Tenet, the CIA Director, has said after the invasion, the CIA only had a skeleton staff at that time. We shouldn’t have invaded because of those deep cuts and Tenet should have realized what the Gonzaga professor realized. Only three or four countries, after pressure from the United States, supported the US invasion. I sometimes wonder, given how ludicrous it was for us to invade, if Bush Jr somehow had gotten blackmailed but it does seem to be like that is what the Jews wanted.
As an example of how ridiculous the CIA and the presidents are, one of the presidents fairly recently gave the George Tenet Medal to a Saudi prince for his efforts to combat terrorism. Tenet had testified before Congress that the invasion was necessary. But our government thought he was such a brilliant CIA Director that they named an award after him? It has been said, since then, that Tenet was pressured into advocating for the war by Bush. If that is the case, why didn’t he have the integrity to speak honestly and face being fired? Such a lack of candor on his part and the CIA’s inability or fore-site to prevent a civil war in Iraq, should make every nation at the UN question the United States leadership and intelligence. Colin Powell, who had been the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, and James Clapper, who eventually became Director of National Intelligence, also advocated for the invasion. I knew who Collin Powell was in 1977 because the people who use the brainwashing drugs on him were talking about him. He only went through ROTC and for all I know, he never got any demerits in boot camp because of some secret boot camp he had already gone through.
The war in Iraq cost at least 1 trillion dollars. It took the lives of about 4400 American military service personnel and the lives of hundreds of thousands of Iraqis. President Bush attempted to justify the destructive war by falsifying the claim it was to prevent terrorism and bring democracy to the Middle East. How could he think that when he had to have been aware of how many Muslims actually had a bias against the United States? Especially because of our support of Israel. And how could that be done with a destroyed country and after causing a war? It is always the countries that have suffered some kind of serious crisis and are unstable that end up with terrorists or violence. It is then very difficult to make them democratic. Up to that point, no terrorists had any ties to Iraq. However, the notorious Abu Ghraib prison in Iraq wasn’t just used to humiliate prisoners by immature American soldiers, Saddam used it extensively to torture political prisoners.
The US Government, in all its “wisdom” not only disbanded Iraq’s military when it had enough temporary control but it is also de-Ba’athified all of the different government bureacracies in Iraq which caused it to go out of control and before had held the country together. They didn’t first see if proper changes in leadership would be enough. Vice-President Dick Cheney had declared “We will be looked at as liberators.” Iraq now is almost a failed state rife with corruption that lacks the ability to provide its citizens with basic needs. And because of the war, there is still a serious problem with ISIS. Israel did not publicly state that the invasion would be a disaster and that Iraq had no WMD. Prime Minister Netanyahu played a crucial role in accelerating the invasion of Iraq, even going as far as lying before Congress about Saddam Hussein’s nuclear capabilities. He had to have known what the Gonzaga professor knew. I can see Iran’s viewpoint in wanting to make nuclear weapons. Especially after our invasion of Iraq but we view them as a regime that suppresses the rights of their own people and engages in political trouble making throughout the Middle East. But one reason for that is because they feel threatened by other countries who are not Shi’ite. The decadent West also gives them impetus for their behavior. Iran feels threatened by us and does not want to end up a pawn of the US.
I’m sure the Jews had to have known the invasion would be a disaster but maybe they wanted the Muslim countries to be a mess. I am sure with their voting power, they couldn’t have been pressured by Bush to go along with it. So they wanted it. So maybe we should understand that Israel’s counsel shouldn’t be listened to in the future? Furthermore, there were quite a number of important Jews in the Bush administration and in Congress, who wanted the war. I can’t believe any politician wouldn’t have known how unstable Iraq would be. I guess they didn’t know just how hard it would be to make it stable again. I mean, since the Bush Administration and Israel should have known that, I can’t believe Israel would have actually been stupid enough to want it with the idea of later using it as a staging ground to one day invade Iran. One reason we support Israel is because we consider them to be a source of valuable intelligence. Evidently they aren’t.
I mean do we really need Israel as a Middle East ally? Wouldn’t we have better relations with countries like Saudi Arabia if we weren’t controlled by Israel? They would probably provide better intelligence for us than Israel does. They don’t because of how Israel controls us. I mean, really, what use are they? They cause friction for us, especially in the Middle East, and distrust. They did not have prior knowledge of the 1979 Iran Revolution. They did not give us prior warning about 9-11. Or other terrorist attacks that have struck the United States. They wanted us to go to war in Iraq. They make our government dysfunctional because of the kind of people they get into it to bribe.
I wonder if countries like Russia know that if they want to achieve a political objective that damages the US, that they could turn to the Jews. Jews always want to be important and have allies who will help them achieve their objectives. If the Jews wouldn’t do it outright, then countries like Russia would just have to give them a reason to do something that would make them think it would benefit them. Furthermore, a Jew will never turn another Jew in and will more than likely do anything another Jew asks them to do.
It is very evident that Trump colluded with Israel. The things he did for Israel normally no president ever would have done due to diplomatic constraints. For one thing, he cut off all aid to the Palestinians, which I don’t think any president has ever done before. That caused the Palestinians to become more radicalized and more dependent on HAMAS which resulted in what happened in October 2024. HAMAS may have backers that allow them to be well-funded. Cutting off aid to the Palestinians you think would make them more inclined to sympathize with HAMAS. More proof as to how the Jews and Israel controlled Trump was when he overturned decades of US policy that viewed Israeli expansion of settlements in the Gaza strip as being opposed to international law. President Trump also signed an executive order that expanded his administration’s interpretation of race and national origin to include Judaism–a move that extends certain civil rights protections to the Jews.
More proof that Israel controls this country is how they control most of our elections, if not all. I mean, the things Trump has always done for Israel and the Jews have always gone past diplomatic restraints. A lot of people in this country and all over the world find the election of Donald Trump to the American Presidency to be somewhat of a crisis situation because of his decisions. He would be a very good argument for police states who choose their own dictator. But it is very evident that Israel had a lot to do with him being elected and the decisions he makes. I mean, no other president would have not respected the Palestinian desire for East Jerusalem to be their capital. But Trump announced that Jerusalem was the capital city of Israel and announced the US Embassy would move there, effectively signifying that it belonged to the country of Israel. He seemed to deliberately not mention that it was also to be for a Palestinian state. And about the former Honduras president being pardoned by Trump who ran a cocaine empire, well, the people from Lompoc that the Jews use to help them to do things like destroy me, probably were trusted enough to sit in on their conversations and the ones into drugs might have had a cartel blackmail Trump.. Or did he do it because of the bribe offered to one of his family members? Or something dishonest they knew about one of his family members? But I don’t know if they could have gotten the evidence. But because of those people a cartel might have gained access to Donald Trump Jr. Maybe a cartel found out something dishonest about Donald Trump Jr as a way of blackmailing Trump.
The US assassination of Iran’s revered top military commander was because Israel had asked Trump to do it. Prior to the Trump Administration, the US had been in talks with Iran aimed at slowing their progress in making nuclear weapons. One of Israel’s intentions in having Trump order the assassination was to derail any possible future talks. They have always wanted a US military response. The assassination and further hardening of relations between Iran and the US under Trump resulted in a hardliner becoming Iran’s president. This makes future talks and diplomacy more difficult. Israel knew that it would.
The assassination might have been what caused Iran to accidentally shoot down a Ukrainian passenger jet flying over their territory a short time later. On numerous occasions, Israeli fighter jets have made incursions into Iranian territory. I don’t know, if one of those jets could have bombs that were nuclear. There is also the possibility that Israel managed to have the Iranians who manned the anti-aircraft batteries have secret hatred for Iran’s regime. Or they could have been bribed. Or a 3rd party ran by the Jews in the CIA and FBI and in Iran could have blackmailed him as a double agents and as a child molester. Some years back, Israel was assassinating inside Iran scientists who worked on their nuclear program. They had to have had inside help to do that.
I get drugged all the time by the Jews which causes me to be out of control and dangerous with what I say and think. But I feel certain I had talked about Iran shooting down an airliner and had said I wanted it to be a Ukrainian jet to impress Putin. When I am being drugged and out of control I am also being brainwashed so I am not entirely certain I did say that. However, these Ukrainian janitors who clean the apartment building that I live in, had this girl with them once when they were cleaning. Her behavior indicated she was acting the way she was acting because of what I had said. I don’t know if she was there before or after Iran shot the jet down. But I am sure that is the reason why. But this could indicate that Israel somehow caused Iran to shoot it down to get them and me into trouble.
But this time around, for Trump to do as Israel bids, since he has no plans for 2028, Israel either must be holding something over Donald Trump’s head, some dishonesty they know about, or they are using some financial incentive that is probably not legal. It is also interesting to note Trump’s loyalty to his large family and how evident it is that he wants them to be well taken care of financially.
I’m quite sure the Jews and Israel were instrumental in introducing him to the right people and educating him on how to get elected. I’m sure their agents in the FBI, went and got rid of, or covered up, any dealings of his that could indicate he was a dishonest person. I mean every Presidential candidate is vetted by government agents to determine if he is honest or could be compromised.
But I’m quite sure Israel initially was the one who bankrolled Trump’s campaign. Israel and the Jews probably chose Trump a long time ago and made sure Jared Kushner would end up being introduced to Ivanka Trump. All they’d have to do is make him the Republican candidate because then he would get the support of the rest of the party.
When Obama violated the freedom of believers by making religious organizations pay a very steep fine if they denied contraceptives or abortions to their customers, that as well played a very big factor in getting Trump elected. Particularly, given the knowledge that Trump more than likely would be appointing justices to the Supreme Court who would then rule against abortion rights. Israel knew that would embolden the religious right and made sure Obama would be that stupid. But he wasn’t as intelligent as people thought. I mean how stupid could he have been to have thrown all his support and connections behind Hilary Clinton? What I would always hear about her from people who lean Democrat is that they couldn’t stand her. Because of the Jews who were Obama’s advisors, they probably knew what Hilary Clinton should offer him if he threw his support and connections behind her. And I happen to know the name Barack Obama in 2002. So that means the people who brainwash me all the time must have been talking about him while they were brainwashing me. I am sure they would have asked him to use his security clearance for something and also they are the ones who choose the CIA and FBI Directors when they choose the president by manipulating the vote count in certain states. But I told someone how he could be blackmailed if he did anything dishonest for the people who were making him president. And that was to have someone ask his best friend who owned Robin’s Nest and say that they knew an investigation was going on but they were not investigating him and to ask his best friend if he knew of anything he might have been asked to do with his security clearance for these people who helped him become president. And since those people were talking around me in 2002 about him, people who were evil to me, they might have asked him to do something that might have concerned me with his power. So I wonder if he did and then Iran turned around and blackmailed him and that is why he gave them everything they asked for including all their frozen assets. But heh, maybe he was actually a Shiite Muslim but the Jews would have known if that was the case. Or did he think it would result in better relations between the two counties? I am sure the blackmail was limited and carefully done or Obama would have just resigned. I’m sure Israel warned Trump ahead of time about the emails Russia had obtained from the Democratic National Committee about Hilary and told him to just make careful overtures. The Jews knew very well what kind of person Donald Trump was because of who his son-in-law is and what kind of President he would be by their conversations with him. However, they wanted him to be the president anyway to achieve their political interests. One way they could would be to influence and manipulate FOX News by clever distortion of the facts to make people believe what they wanted them to believe. Trump invited Kanye West to Mars Largo to try to make it appear that Israel and the Jews did not control him. Kanye West is a antisemite.
Since it was very evident the Jews and Israel were responsible for Trump because of the things he did for them, maybe they were also responsible for George Bush Jr. becoming president, especially if they did want that war in Iraq. Hopefully, Israel hasn’t manipulated the way a president is elected enabling them to “throw” an election. I mean how could we have ever ended up with Retard? On 9-11, Retard froze. Dick Cheney took over the decision making. Retard couldn’t even talk sometimes in coherent sentences. Right from the start of his presidency, Bush did nothing but press for the invasion of Iraq. Maybe that is what Israel wanted since they did not publicly have any objection to it and members of Bush’s administration who were Jewish advocated for it. Right from the start of Bush’s presidency, he started pushing for the invasion of Iraq.
With Trump, maybe the Jews deliberately wanted to wait four years for him to be in office again. Donald Trump is a serial liar, cheater, and philanderer, a six-time declarer of corporate bankruptcy, an instigator of insurrection, and a convicted felon who thrives on portraying himself as a victim. There is nothing in Trump’s personality that exhibits any kind of compassion whatsoever that is necessary when undertaking problems that a president tries to solve for the good of the nation, the good of the world. Trump is a very good argument to use for countries who do not elect presidents democratically to prove their way allows for more intelligent leaders. All the Jews would have to do is manipulate the vote counting in key states. Or maybe the people from Lompoc found out how the Jews do it. They manufactured and exaggerated the security problems with Hilary’s email server. And I am sure they drugged Biden during the first debate and maybe at other times. Either Kamala Harris’s husband who was a very important Jew (and they are always tipped off about important people to marry). or a Secret Service agent drugged Biden for the Jews.
But maybe what determines who becomes the president is not actually determined democratically but just appears to be. Maybe the Jews just have a way of manipulating the vote count in each state. If the Jews have the capability to manipulate an election, what else do you think they secretly do? Maybe they are why we usually never get anyone very intelligent and mature to run for office. Or why nobody in the FBI or CIA is very intelligent. They probably destroy really intelligent people that could be a threat to them or do it for somebody else. They probably use people that they are responsible for in the FBI and CIA to do it.
I’m sure some of those classified files Donald Trump was so reckless with were files about Israel and Iran which Israel wanted. I mean, if anyone remembers Jonathon Pollard, there is a lot of sensitive information with Israel we do not share but I am certain it all got shared with Israel under Trump.
I wonder if the Jews were responsible for the female Secret Service Director. This was in order to take care of certain files on me that told the truth and may have made them look bad. Then maybe she got blackmailed. That may be why a very large rifle made it past their security at a Trump rally as well as the Secret Service allowing Trump to be on an elevated platform in an outside setting. It might have been done to make him an easier target. Further indication of deliberate dishonesty in the Secret Service could be indicated by the fact that Biden’s behavior during his first televised debate with Trump, was not due to senility but due to dishonesty in the Secret Service that allowed him to be drugged. Kimberly Cheatle was the Secret Service Director in all these instances. Unless the Jews asked Kamala Harris’s husband to do it if he had access. As an important Jew he might have done what another Jew asked him to do because of what the Jews thought Trump could do again for them.
I have an awful lot of very serious problems with my mind because of the brainwashing drugs. It is a very traumatizing not knowing if you have been brainwashed and something happened and you just don’t remember it. I hate the problems I have when I have to dissect a memory to see if it is true or false. It is a hellish nightmare to be brainwashed and then remember things with the realization you were in a drugged state and not in control while they were going on. I am allowed to remember later when what the memory was about has happened. Then you can’t if it is a true or false memory unless there is realistic action in the memory that confirms it. Or other events in your life that took place does.
Polonium should be accepted by the Catholic Church as a reasonable means of carrying out the death penalty. I’m just being cynical. The Russians used it to kill Alexander Litivenko who exposed a lot of corruption in the Russian government and who had worked for the Russian spy agency, the FSB. It takes fifteen to twenty days to die and the suffering is not as bad as pure pain. You have time to think of your sins. And time to think of heaven, hell, God, and the state of your soul. Litivenko was pretty lucid the whole time up until his death. We really had no right to say anything at the time about his assassination by Putin. The CIA, with President George Bush’s blessing, had assassinated Edward Lee Howard who had exposed the identities of 10 Russian agents working for the United States. Howard had defected to Moscow before his arrest. He also had compromised that the CIA had accessed sensitive communication lines underneath Moscow’s sewer system.
The CIA used an undercover FBI agent who supposedly was writing a book on Howard and made it look like he was trying to leak secrets from conversations he had overheard FSB agents have to try to gain favor with the American government while asserting his innocence. That is what the CIA wanted the FSB to believe. Then Howard would lose his security if he still had any. Later, to see if he still did, the CIA had a reporter barge into his dacha and make accusatory statements. When no security showed up, the CIA knew Howard no longer had any. Then the next time he got drunk (he was always getting drunk), the CIA showed up and impersonated two FSB agents. They simply broke Howard’s neck and made it look like he had fallen down the stairs of his dacha.
The Jews, with Israel’s help, are a very well connected and informed network. They always have their own involved in the government, in any important company, in any important research, and they always marry important people. They are connected through their ties to Israel. They always make sure to enrich other Jews and help Israel. Israel, along with Saudi Arabia, are considered two of our most important allies. After studying politics for over 40 years, it is amazing to know how much those two countries control our government to a large extent. If anything, to make sure we can’t control theirs. Saudi Arabia, however, does not have the kind of control that they used to. But it is amazing how much bribing both countries do. The whole world bribes the United States but a lot of it is perfectly legal.
Recently, the Saudi government made a 2 billion dollar investment into Jared Kushner’s private equity company which he created for that purpose. It made the fact that he took a bribe from the Saudis legal. He is Trump’s son-in-law who helped the Jews and Israel and Saudi Arabia with vital intelligence and decision making by being a presidential aide. Kushner, right from the start, gave them intelligence to help the Saudi government cover up its role in the assassination of Jamal Khashoggi. Khashoggi was a reporter working for the Washington Post. He had been very opposed to the new Crown Prince’s tactics to establish control that was somewhat brutal. The bribe also was for Trump to approve a 8.1 billion arms deal with the Saudi government. A Saudi panel had recommended against the investment because they did not think Kushner had a very good company. However, Saudi Arabia’s Crown Prince voted otherwise. Kushner will receive about 25 million annually in fees for maintaining the investment. And speaking of Kushner. It is interesting to note, that, before his father-in-law Trump left office, a convicted drug dealer, who had ties to Kushner, was pardoned by Trump. That compromised a very important investigation. Trump this term pardoned the former president of Honduras who used his position to run a drug trafficking empire. It seems to me that the only logical reason for him to do that would be if he got blackmailed by a drug syndicate. Sometimes it does seem like a drug cartel has blackmailed Trump. But wouldn’t drugs be totally out of control if that was the case? And a lot of DEA agents dead? But the blackmail would have been carefully done and limited so Trump would cooperate. Like stated earlier, some of the people involved in this were from Lompoc and from personal experience I know that some of them had ties to criminal activity. They became friends with the Jews who have always wanted to destroy me. But the Jews who included these criminal types into the conversations that dealt with destroying me and would openly discuss their dishonest manipulations that were involved to help the Jews achieve power and wealth or destroy their enemies may have enabled those criminal elements to quietly blackmail people that would help the cartels. Maybe Trump himself if the Jews knew of any dishonest activity of his. But that just seems to hard to believe.I can’t imagine that Kushner didn’t profit from that deal either. Dishonest people in our government like to do this kind of thing all the time. It makes the fact that they were bribed legal. And now, Ivanka Trump, because of legal problems, has been utilizing a law firm and paying for it because of donations given to her father for his own legal problems.
We never had too much of a problem before with Saudi Arabia’s high handed ways of handling dissent. We had always wanted them to abandon their strict interpretation of Sharia. To do that, their Crown Prince needed to suppress dissent and do it definitively or risk instability in the Kingdom. Khashoggi vehemently opposed the Crown Prince’s tactics. The US just loves to look for a self-righteous reason to tout its belief in freedom and democracy to prove its superiority and had issues with the Crown Prince’s suppression of dissent.
What caused me to almost fall over in shock one day was the realization that Russia wasn’t usually responsible for the problematic personalities in the FBI and CIA. I realized that because they didn’t capitalize on them as much as they could have. That is evident by the kind of secrets they never obtained but would have. That meant they were probably the fault of Israel and the Jews or the Saudis. I mean Israel did nothing about problematic personalities that Jews in the FBI and CIA and Presidential Administrations would have known about. Israel would want Americans to not trust their government so that wire-tapping laws would never be changed. Not even to just be used on people who had a high-level security clearance. They would not want the wire-tapping laws changed to easily access secrets that were beneficial to the Jews because of who they bribed.
However, Russia must be responsible sometimes. As when a drunk named Aldrich Ames was appointed to be in charge of the Russian Desk at the CIA. His work before that was mediocre. Some agents seethed at his appointment but they were powerless to do anything about it. Ames lived the high life for quite some time after burning 10 CIA Russian assets before the right people realized he had to have been responsible. It was after the FBI got called into the case. I mean, he had to have been a stupid person to openly live way beyond his income after the loss of 10 assets. But he did say it was because of his wife’s wealth. I wonder if the fact that Russia immediately arrested all 10 assets was because they had already known about them but had been feeding disinformation to the United States through them. Since Russia had more than one source they would have considered Ames expendable and knew it wouldn’t pose a risk to arrest the double agents.
But from analyzing world affairs and intelligence matters, it is evident that Russia was not always responsible for the dangerous and incompetent personalities in the FBI and CIA, but it seems like Israel is the country who benefited the most from them. Although, the Cold War was ending, Israel might have had some kind of agreement with Russia which resulted in the Jews who worked the CIA Russian Desk not alerting the right people in the FBI and CIA about Ames’ extravagant lifestyle. The agreement might have been in regards to intelligence about Iran and the rest of the Middle East.
Especially in their early days, both the FBI and CIA had agents that had radical attitudes that were anti-democratic. They are still like that in a lot of ways, even today. I deal with that attitude, and the personalities that go along with it, all the time.
Starting in the fifties, the CIA secretly used a psychiatric facility in Canada to try to develop drugs and methods to find a way to destroy memories. The program was called MKULTRA. The government eventually got sued by former patients for what amounted to torture.
But the CIA and FBI even during the early 70’s had stupid and dangerous people working for them. This would have been useful to Israel because they wanted to acquire military and nuclear secrets from the United States to enable them to better protect themselves after taking over territory again that for centuries was no longer theirs. Not only could they do that by who they bribed in the government but it is useful to them and to America’s enemies that the American public stay paranoid of the FBI, CIA, and military so their spies can get away with obtaining our secrets and manipulating our government. Our freedom makes it easy for them to do so. But what would be wrong with an addendum to our wire tapping protections to give law enforcement more power to be able to do it with anybody who has a security clearance or works for the government? The government for one thing, thinks espionage is really rare. But it mainly is because elected officials want to keep their “legal” bribing private.
Israel likes to keep the CIA stupid for their own purposes. And it is amazing that when they are caught doing something they shouldn’t be doing, all they get is an irritated rebuke. Most of the time, they can’t understand that they are doing something wrong when they are. I deal with the Jews all the time. I mean, for starters, the CIA and FBI, have the attitude that it is really rare for agents to be dishonest and that they’d know. They never seem to be aware at all of agents that work for Israel. There seems to be quite a few who do.
Israel also wants to control Congress and the President to always ensure the US military and financial support of Israel. I mean, for some unknown and unfathomable reason we ALWAYS do what Israel wants and they know we will. Even when what they want is unreasonable. It has to be because of some kind of bribing or blackmail. There is the unspoken knowledge that the Jews have the resources and means to destroy anybody in our country who opposes them.
But should we really support a government that believes that they should be allowed to let 2 million innocent civilians to die of hunger in Gaza because of Israel’s army’s bombardment? But those civilians in Palestine are innocent. They have no control over Hamas and certainly wouldn’t want to risk their wrath. Israel, in actuality, is already making things difficult for aid to reach those in Gaza who face starvation. These kind of comments would make one wonder if Israel is actually looking for excuses to carry out their military operations in Gaza in order to kill as many Palestinians as possible.
It amazes me the things I know Russia does. A lot of the time their more outlandish failures seem to showcase them as inept and incapable of as much manipulation as they actually do. But that is just their failures. Who knows what else they do? It is interesting how people unwittingly get used as their pawns. Some knowingly and some unwittingly.
I wouldn’t be surprised if Russia had something to do with the Capitol rioters. I mean Putin would love to showcase Americans protesting against their government like Russians protest against his. And make a comparison of the kind of people doing it.
Roger Stone, who was indicted for lying during the investigation into Russia’s involvement in the 2016 campaign, was seen talking to the person who was the head of the Proud Boys. The Proud Boys were heavily involved in the riot that took place at the Capitol. There is a strong possibility Stone was always a Russian operative. I mean you’d think Stone is intelligent enough to know a protest made up of mainly fringe and radical elements wouldn’t change the results of the election, so what was his ulterior motive? He also should have known the types of people who were going to be protesting there, would not have impressed mainstream America and it could end up backfiring on Trump, if he planned to run again in four years. It would be insanity to think the protest would overturn the election. Especially because of the type of people involved in the riot. Most people would know that.
People who work on election campaigns as Stone did for Trump focus heavily on having their candidate be appealing to the general public. Any seasoned campaign worker would know a riot at the Capital comprised of fringe elements that he knew would be the ones protesting could potentially damage Trump’s legitimacy. Trump did voice his support for the rioters. I think Stone knew damn well what he was doing and did it for Russia. Russia could make the comparison that the people who protested Putin’s presidency were of the same stock as the Capitol rioters. The FBI did get intelligence that there could be security issues on January 6th but the lynch pin for the Russians would have been the person in charge of the Capitol police. He turned down offers of additional security but maybe the Russians made sure someone downplayed potential security issues to him. It seems security at the Capital would have been considered by the rioters, particularly since there were militia type protesters involved. It would have been easy to get people close to Trump to make sure he gave the speech that day that helped instigate it. I think that is the reason why he ended up giving that speech. I am sure it was deliberate on Russia’s part that he did because they knew what kind of protest it would turn out to be. I had said while talking to the people who like to drug me that it would be really easy to take over the Capitol. I was asked later about that statement by someone and what I discussed ended up happening. I mean it usually goes over the top that Congress ratifies the results of the Presidential elections just like probably a large number of voters in this country don’t know where the electoral college comes from. I’m sure the people Roger Stone associates with made sure that Donald Trump and FOX news would make it an issue. I mean, how would the protesters know they could get anywhere considering most people would have presumed the Capitol would have a lot of security? The Vice President presides over Congress. Did they somehow know it wouldn’t? Stone would have taken it into consideration since he evidently had a lot to do with organizing the protest. It seems to me Stone had to have known what the security situation at the Capital would be that day. Don’t people who engage in certain types of online discussions know they usually are monitored? After the protests, Trump initially criticized the protesters but later called them “patriots” and said he would pardon most of them. I think it is interesting that Roger Stone worked on President Nixon’s re-election campaign. Did he help talk Nixon into the Watergate break-in because as a Russian operative he wanted him to be blackmailed? Did the Jews trick Nixon into doing it because he would constantly talk about how the Jews totally manipulated and controlled US Politics? Remember, Nixon tape recorded all Oval Office conversations. Those tape recorded conversations could have been used to blackmail him. During Watergate, it was shown to be very likely that Nixon had some parts of those tapes erased. I mean the break-in was stupid because Nixon was already leading in the polls.
An affable acting Russian agent told me recently that spies want sex. But he actually might have been a Jew. He had told me “My country wants you dead.” He was one of the Russians who have dark brown eyes and black hair. He told me that because I told him that for some reason being involved with spies always makes me want to have sex with them. But not in exchange for information. Russia, however, will fire any of its agents who have sex without it being part of their job. I am always being brainwashed when anything is going on so I never get to have any fun. But there has been numerous times, because of the drugs that are used on me, that I end up having sex, without being too coherent. But it is never with Russian agents. They do not allow that kind of thing. I am usually not interested in sex too often. But whenever I am involved in intrigue, I crave sex with someone from the opposite sex who is involved if he doesn’t seem to be evil. But not when I am in a drugged state. I think it is the nature of the business. You’re sharing secrets and that makes you have a feeling of intimacy with the person that you are talking to. You also feel a little psyched. Being involved in intrigue and knowing secrets is a very powerful aphrodisiac. But I wonder if the Russian agent said what he said to me simply because most men want sex anytime they can get it and not because of the nature of the business. I am certain there are drugs that can make someone physically desire sex other than just Viagra. Maybe even for women. I don’t know if we have them but I bet Israel or Russia does. But you think they would be used more often and somehow the CIA would find out. I read in a book a reporter had written about the Soviet Union that most American men are on hyper alert to not get into a compromising situation. Women who work for the Russian government who are used to seduce men who have secrets are called “honey traps”. I sometimes wonder if Monica Lewinsky, knowingly or unknowingly, was someone’s honey trap, simply used to ruin President Bill Clinton. She was Jewish and it was through family connections that she eventually secured a job as a White House intern. I remember after Clinton got impeached, he wasn’t the same person. It caused him to no longer be respected enough to use his influence to empower the Democratic Party. Maybe that is what someone, like some Jews, intended. Maybe that business of Monica Lewinsky confiding with Linda Tripp was carefully scripted and planned with maybe Monica in on it. Especially, keeping in mind, the control they now have over the Republican Party. In a lot of cases, it seems like people know the Jews are the “go to” people to help them do something dishonest. How convenient a Republican named Linda Tripp became her confident. The Russians used a honey trap to seduce a Marine who guarded the American Embassy in Moscow. He was arrested in 1987. How much damage he actually did is somewhat murky which always seems to be the case in espionage cases involving the Russians. But knowing secrets and being involved in intelligence for some people is a very powerful aphrodisiac. In my line of work, I sometimes get to lay my eyes on some of the most beautiful artwork God ever made: Diplomatic spies. Recently, there was one who was Russian in the city of Spokane Valley who was just drop dead gorgeous. I could have spent the rest of my life looking at him. He was very aesthetically pleasing to look at but he was so good looking I wasn’t even interested because I knew he was out of my league. Something brought him to a motel I was staying at after a fire in our apartment building. He kept yelling at me, him and his partner, that people have had enough. He said “You don’t know what I wish I could do to you.” It may have been because I had been outside with the smokers and telling my friend whose sister had worked at Northrop designing weapons that I found it curious that for years we couldn’t develop hyper-sonic missiles but Russia and China had already had them. I told him that maybe with brainwashing drugs it would be possible to use a drug that would subtly lower the IQ’s of Northrop’s and Lockheed’s engineers. But the political fallout if a government got caught might be too high to risk something like that. But maybe it was simply Russia or China manipulating the US into not making the development of those weapons a priority at first. Or what had them so angry may have had something to do with me knowing the Russians were planning to attack Ukraine again. Like I have stated before in this web page, sometimes during the brainwashing process, when the spy who is brainwashing you thinks you have been neutralized, they then talk sometimes about something sensitive with other spies that they are with. But they don’t know information is still making it into your memory. I had said to a Russian agent that “You are planning to attack Ukraine,” I could have suggested to someone who needed the evidence who knew I had said that to a Russian agent, to have me wear a wire and to have someone contact the Russians saying these Russian Jews had talked about me at a party in Spokane. And they decided to spy on me for a while and I had told them in a drugged state that Russia was planning to attack Ukraine. Then, the Russians make arrangements to come to Spokane and talk to these people. Then the Russians and their agents are left alone and I am there with them unconscious but they don’t know I have a wire on. And so, maybe that is how Ukraine knew they were planning to invade. But I am sure there were a lot of other intelligence sources where they probably did get the information from. And maybe the Russians wouldn’t have talked about something like that outside of their embassy. Maybe Ukraine only found out when Russia started building up its forces on its borders. All of it could just be a false memory. But the Jews and the people from Lompoc that seemed to have gotten into the government through the blackmail of an FBI or CIA agent who worked for Russia would have compromised it if I had suggested it to Ukrainian intelligence. There is this woman with blonde curly hair who always investigates me and uses excuses to brainwash me who would have compromised it simply because she and the people responsible for her didn’t want me to be important. I don’t know if she is an agent or just wants me to think that but it would be sweet revenge to get her blackmailed by a cartel if she is. But it seems to be their motivation outside of framing me for anything they can frame me for and making sure I don’t feel important. With being brainwashed all the time, you don’t know if a memory is true or false in some cases, unless another separate memory ties into that memory or something in your daily life when you aren’t being brainwashed indicates it. But back to the issue of sex and spies. I think in the recent case of Brian Raymond, who used his position in the CIA to drug, sexually abuse, and photograph dozens of woman he encountered during his employment with the Agency, that was the case of the government not doing a very good job looking into someone’s background. But I am sure, his position enabled him to have access to the drugs he used to do it. Or learn about them. It also gave him the ability to have access to the woman he raped. But it is hard to believe that during the nearly 15 years that he carried out his crimes, that he was never even arrested or questioned or even suspected. Maybe the woman were too traumatized or too humiliated to come forward. Maybe they thought they would never be believed. Or, maybe he had used brainwashing drugs on them. By the time they would have remembered what he did to them, there would be no evidence. He got caught because a naked woman he had just assaulted and drugged screamed for help from his apartment balcony in Mexico City. Maybe since he was a CIA Agent the women thought they wouldn’t be believed. He did it in the different countries he was posted at. I can’t believe he was never investigated. But evidently he wasn’t because the attacks occurred in foreign countries and an adversary of the United States who worked for the FBI or CIA would not have been able to have so many attacks covered up with the intent of exposing them later. But it is troubling, how someone with a personality like his, did not engage in some kind of behavior that would have raised a red flag when the FBI looked into his background prior to the CIA hiring him. You think there would of been some kind of indication there was something wrong with his personality. But maybe it was always dishonest agents from the FBI who would have investigated it or did the background check. There seems to be a great deal of dishonesty and stupidity in the FBI. Maybe he did engage in nefarious acts before working at the CIA but kept his identity anonymous.
My own opinion of Edward Snowden is that he was too psychologically unhealthy to have been working for the NSA. The fact that he was hired by them after being fired by the CIA for trying to expose surveillance secrets could be because of the Jews. I mean two different times he was hired by the government and he had a personality that wasn’t healthy. Russia probably wouldn’t have wanted the techniques exposed because then the US would know they knew them. There have always been assholes and other problematic personalities in the FBI and CIA that mature agents couldn’t do anything about. But the directors should have. I inadvertently gave Snowden the idea on how to get the information he wanted. It was after the listening device trap that I set up with an agent from the Spokane FBI office and I thought honest agents would be listening to me. I thought, because of that, I was setting Snowden up to be arrested. His name and his intentions had gotten into my memory while I was being brainwashed by the Jews. I was taken brainwashed and drugged to the room with the tables again, like a break room or cafeteria, and I was drugged out of my mind as usual. I told these two childish Iranians, who I don’t think worked for Iran, and may not have been Iranian, but worked for the Jews or Lompoc, how Snowden could get the information that he wanted. Someone had been discussing Snowden around me while I was being brainwashed, probably in the room with the tables where I was always taken. The two men acted like I was adorable because I had said something sensitive. They acted that way to make fun of me and to imply I was childish. I know they belonged to someone who was even more of a baby than they were. I’m really short and the person they told was a 4’7″ Caucasian. He might have been a midget. He acted babyish, I guess, to imply I was babyish. It was to imply I’d be interested in him. I wouldn’t be interested in a baby. I wonder if the three of them are how Israel ended up being so advanced in cyber technology and hacking. I mean, throughout my life, it has always been the Jews using the brainwashing drugs on me.They might have planned to got a hold of the information Snowden downloaded from the NSA’s database. And furthermore, it might have been because of Israel, not Russia, that after Snowden got fired from the CIA for trying to download some of the same information he later got at the NSA, that he got hired in the first place there. I mean, it seems pretty evident, that Israel is one of the parties that ended up with Snowden’s files. That is probably when they became so advanced in hacking capabilities. Jews find nothing wrong in stealing. They think they are entitled. The three of them did not belong to Russia because Russia would have used Snowden differently. The little midget with the little ponytail who thought he was cute once acted really shaken up over something these people caused but it didn’t stop anyone’s activities. The people with the drugs just seem to be a bunch of babies who are too stupid to understand the consequences of their actions. But they seem to have gotten people into the governments and it seemed to have happened decades ago. Some years ago, there was a Cuban who lived in my building, who was told by the people from Lompoc that I was interested in him, and I acted upset because of his behavior. But I only acted a little upset with him. I didn’t say anything about it to anyone. Someone reported him, probably deliberately to get me into trouble, and he ended up being evicted. That person was probably deliberately around to hear him make a childish pass at me. It had to have been because of what these people told him because he was never childish. If I had known he had even gotten into trouble, I would have intervened so he wouldn’t have. But the day he was moving out, I was sitting on the stoop outside our apartment building, and this FBI agent came out of our building talking on his phone. You could tell the FBI agent seemed childish. But maybe I was just supposed to think he was an FBI agent. He turned to look at me, Then he got into a car that these people have used before and may have been an FBI car. Months later, I was walking through the park which is across from our apartment complex, and the childish agent was there. He was spinning around and acting like a baby when he did. I think it was to imply I was a baby. Or to imply such babyish behavior would appeal to me. The childish people responsible for him would assume I would be attracted to him since he was an FBI agent. It definitely was the same person that got into the government car the day Luis was evicted. He could have been Jewish. Someone who had things to do with me was responsible for him being an agent and assigned to the Spokane office. Or it was a clever ruse to make me think that. I am certain they also assumed I would find him attractive. I think someone wanted me to be hated for Luis being evicted. He had always tried to send money home to Cuba. It really is like people connected to me somehow got unqualified people into the FBI. Like they had their own recruiting base made up of people from Lompoc or other people that they or people from Lompoc knew. The manager who evicted Luis was Mary Hurst. She never talked to me about it. I wonder if someone connected to me was responsible for her. When she was the manager, a lot of criminal type personalities got into the building. At one time, there were four drug dealers operating in it. I wonder if the Jews were the ones responsible for Luis being evicted since they would have found it beneficial to have people in the building hate me. If this hasn’t been the Jews, it would be impossible for them and Israel not to know about it. A Jewish psychiatrist named Dr. Bot was the person who approved Social Security Disability applications. But it always seems like the agents who are dishonest, or unqualified to really be in the FBI are the ones who work my case. Maybe Dr. Bot was impersonating a psychiatrist. I wonder if they use other people’s identities to get into the FBI somehow or is it just a clever ruse to make me think they are agents? . They sometimes seem to do their jobs if the Russians are involved and do other things to make it look like they are, but deliberately ignore and don’t investigate an awful lot of things that they should. But agents like him, if he is an agent, that someone obviously got into the FBI because of me, makes me wonder if that is why the CIA keeps losing all their sources all over the world. Maybe China used the people responsible for him to get their own agents in place. China is very advanced in technology and I don’t think it is just because of their universities but because of their hacking and who they bribe. Maybe who they even blackmail. But it may just have been someone childish who wanted me to think he was an FBI agent.
I was involved in 9-11. In 1981, I had told this childish, stupid Jew who someone had wear a bulletproof vest, about Al Qaeda flying planes into the WTC. I was too drugged to realize he wasn’t an Israeli agent. It happened at a privately owned dormitory when I was pretending to go to college in Northridge, California. I had said in my room after having something to do with Russia’s agents (if that is who they were), that I wanted to talk to Israel’s intelligence service. At that time, I was drugged and did not remember having anything to do with Israel or that they cooperated a lot with Russia. I was too drugged to know that the Jew I was talking to wasn’t Israeli intelligence. I told him I would get a job as a janitor for disabled people at FAFB and would walk into the commander’s office and tell him how it could be prevented. I don’t even know if the janitorial company existed yet. It was just something I said off the cuff and I think decades later someone made sure to let me know the company existed. It was owned by a very dishonest Jew. It was probably created on purpose for me to work there. After speaking to him about what was to be called 9-11 and other sensitive information, like how I planned for the USSR to break apart and cause the Communists to be overthrown, I ended up drugged in an apartment where these nice Saudis were. They seemed shaken up and said they really wanted to talk to me. But the Saudi who someone had made important years earlier showed up and goes “Nope, not necessary.” I think the Saudi was dishonest and immature, and I really don’t know if he had anything to do with the Saudi government. I also wonder if the couple I ran into in downtown Spokane were actually the Jews with dark skin. I had a Free Palestine T-Shirt on and his wife who had this interesting head scarf with these jewel -like decorations pointed it out to her husband. He turned and looked at me and for some unknown reason looked kind of angry and disgusted. But maybe he was mad at me for some other reason and he was actually a Muslim. But If I had a chance to talk to those other Saudis when I lived in California history would have turned out very differently. I also told that Jew how important people were going to die. My mother was insane and talked about ESP her whole life. One of the drugs that got used on me, especially before I knew I had been brainwashed, made me think I was a psychic. But I even said to that Jew, because of how drugged out of my mind I was, that I was supposed to have tricked Al Qaeda into killing those important people because I had wanted people to think the Catholic Church was the right church, and it would be proven by my ESP. They actually all died the way I said they would. But almost two decades later, about a year and a half before 9-11, someone used the brainwashing drugs on me and antidote while I was working at the base and specifically had me remember what I talked to that childish Jew about. I walked into the commander’s office drugged and told him that the FBI needed to monitor flight schools. I told him about what was to become 9-11 and said any radical group in the Middle East would use the idea. However,, with the kind of childish, sociopaths from Lompoc and these Jews that were involved, that were hell-bent on framing me for anything that presented itself as an opportunity, maybe Al Qaeda was actually just a movement for change but because I presumptuously called it a terrorist organization, to help frame me, maybe it was made into one by the use of drugs to make the members evil. I mean, in 1977, a Saudi had shown up to check things out and he ended up being so filled with hate that his violent expression never changed once over the years I would have things to do with him. Maybe he was made evil with drugs. This really is the truth. The commander was only there three times. If it really was the commander. Maybe someone did an elaborate ruse to make me think it. And maybe the FBI agent on call that night and his supervisor Norm Brown were actually impostors. There was a picture of the commander hanging on the wall when he was made general. The commander called the FBI and an agent showed up. Then Norm Brown showed up who was the FBI supervisor. I had known about the group Al Qaeda because someone was discussing them once while I was being brainwashed. I can’t believe that Norm Brown didn’t know I had been tied to numerous acts of terrorism and would have told the FBI and CIA directors what I said. I would get drugged and predict a terrorist attack thinking I was preventing it and then I would get framed for it. I am why a Pan Am jet ended up being bombed. But it was not because I am a violent person and intended it to happen. I had been drugged with the brainwashing drugs and I was laying on the floor in my apartment and there was a notebook right in front of me. And I ended up writing out in detail what ended up in the end being the facts about the Pan Am Flight 103 bombing. The US Navy earlier had downed an Iranian jet and that is what I said would happen in a drugged but focused state in the notebook. Both incidents occurred right before religious holidays. But it wasn’t because I am evil. I was just drugged. I was just like in a deep, thoughtful trance trying to outsmart a terrorist. Then I lost consciousness and when I woke up the notebook was gone. I remembered writing it sometime after the jet was bombed. But there is no way the notebook wouldn’t have made a reappearance and given to the FBI right before Flight 103 exploded. But I even had said the bomb would be hidden in a cassette player with clothes to hide the wires. After every terrorism attack that I was tied to, sharply dressed agents would be around. One of them once was carrying a walkie talkie. But maybe that was just people being childish who wanted me to think they were agents. Maybe what happened at FAFB was just an elaborate ruse and someone just wanted me to think that it was people from the military and the FBI I was talking to. Government agents have always accused me of being a violent person and a sociopath so there was no reason not to act on the information I told the commander. But I guess when I wanted flight schools watched I was just wanting attention and trying to prove I was important and it was delusions because of mental illness. I can’t believe that Counterintelligence wouldn’t have previously been in contact with the Spokane FBI. But I wonder, now, if the older, evil, sociopath agents that would show up periodically when I was drugged actually were Counterintelligence Agents from the FBI or someone with the brainwashing drugs just wanted me to think that. They would always just sit there while I sat there drugged. They would have known I had been tied to every single terrorism act. If they were agents and working for Russia, they easily could have been blackmailed by any of the groups involved because of Lompoc. What is in my FBI file? That Norm would have read? Or the agent he assigned to the case? I wonder if Norm Brown took a bribe from the Russians or the Jews and then got blackmailed because of the people from Lompoc who were working for everyone and nobody knew what they were really doing. When Agent Brown first showed up, I repeated what I said about Al Qaeda flying planes into the WTC. He turned around and gave me a sick, violent look. But then I repeated what I had said to the commander that the FBI needed to monitor flight schools. He then acted smug and babyish and had the exact same body language he had during KREM 2’s interview with him when the United States was afraid it would be attacked on the millennial. Every interview that involved violent crime, KREM 2 would interview him and he always acted immature until I mentioned it. Then the last interview he gave before 9-11, he acted mature. But at the base, a couple of nights later I was drugged with the brainwashing drugs again and remembering again and the commander was washing out a pot. I tried to talk to him but he didn’t want to talk to me and said he was working on a really serious problem. He was just there one other time and that was when he was sitting in his office deep in thought. Maybe someone set up an elaborate ruse and it wasn’t the commander. But if it was, since he was only there three times when the janitors were, did someone ask him to be? Or did someone ask my supervisor and arranged for us to get there early? The last time I talked to the commander I asked him about a special plane that was parked on one of the base’s runways. He said it was a general’s plane from the Pentagon. That is what he said anyway. I wonder if the person who drugged me in 1981 and had me talk to that disturbed, retarded, babyish Jew wanted to get the credit for how 9-11 could be prevented but still somehow implicate me. It could have never occurred to them, that people would be blackmailed. People know how to act mature around the right people but a lot of people, in fact, aren’t. I got drugged one other time while at that base. This time I walked into the Wing Commander’s office drugged and told him how 9-11 could be prevented. He snapped at me and said: “You have been talking to people?”But about a week later he winked at me. My supervisor at the company I worked for named Matt House kept telling me over and over again I was a terrorist and was going to be arrested. I wouldn’t put it past people like him, and the Director Sherry Russell and the supervisor, Larry Croach all being from Lompoc because that is what Lompoc was like and it is like I was the whole town’s entertainment. Or maybe they all had something to do with Jews. Back at my apartment complex, there was someone who was the building’s maintenance man. He had said to me that he had worked for the DEA out of San Francisco. But once while talking to him, some of the people who have always been the ones behind everything and using those drugs on me, had me drugged and programmed to remember what I had talked about to the commander. They knew what I might talk to him about. In a drugged state and really, really, high I talked to the ex-DEA agent about Al Qaeda flying planes into the WTC. I was programmed to remember that memory at that moment. He immediately slammed down his hammer and behaved really childishly like that is what someone was looking for. It is interesting he had been based in San Francisco when he worked for the DEA. For years, that office might have had a problem with some of their agents being dishonest. A person named Calvin Robinson, who previously had served time with Christopher Boyce and helped him escape from prison in Lompoc, CA, had for some time, transported hashish and other drugs into the US across the San Francisco Bay by means of a tug pushing a barge. But he had been busted a little over ten years previous before the ex-DEA agent worked at our apartment complex. I don’t know if the ex-DEA agent had worked at the DEA then and I don’t know if he had been used to help prove things about me in 2000. I think the reports written about what I said at the base ended up being altered or removed. Decades later I remembered the CI agents, if that is who they actually were, had said to one another: “We have to let this happen.” I remember them saying after 9-11 that Russia was really angry at them. One of them was saying he was sick to his stomach. Did Robert Mueller cover things up for Israel because of a miscalculation they made? Because they were the ones who bribed or responsible for Norm Brown? I find it hard to believe that the person who said he was Norm Brown really was him. Because those flight schools should have been watched and because of how he acted. But maybe nobody expected Norm Brown to be blackmailed by the people working for Al Qaeda. That could be the reason why he didn’t act on the information I talked about. After 9-11, I didn’t even get questioned. I bet Norm Brown made the blame fall on his agent. If Robert Mueller had to cover something up because Israel had done something, then he got blackmailed by Lompoc. Or were things kept from Mueller? Sometimes, especially now, it really is like the FBI got taken over. Maybe through the blackmail of a dishonest high level agent by someone who then got into a couple of key departments and had their own recruiting base and used falsified credentials. Maybe some of the time I am just supposed to think they are agents. It’s like it got taken over now so nobody would find out the truth about 9-11. But it seems like it had gotten taken over even earlier if it was actual agents I always dealt with because of the trouble people would be in after my notebook had gotten found in 1976. But I was always classified as a sociopath, a terrorist, and violent. And at this time I had had a job as a busser and a janitor both which someone with ADD shouldn’t have. But I had never remembered I had ADD until at least a decade later. I also had a tendency to sleep deprive myself because I have always had to listen to this really loud electronic noise which makes sleep difficult. And I would sleep deprive myself because of the stress I always had because of my situation. That is why flight schools weren’t watched. I bet there is no proof I wanted them watched. Maybe it was just some elaborate ruse by really childish and stupid people. Later, after 9-11, I was in Norm Brown’s office. I don’t know what I was doing there, but Norm at one point was crying hysterically, worrying about what was on that tape. I had asked the agent on call that night in Colonel Jones office to always keep a copy of the tape I hoped he had made. But Norm evidently didn’t know what tape was being talked about. There was this really immature Jewish woman in his office who said “Norm, we need to focus on her.” But I had brought up God to Norm a few times while I was in his office and he would get very focused and look at me very directly and say “I don’t think about God.” So I said to him: “Then how well do you love?” I don’t think when you have been brainwashed your mind can make false visuals up that have realistic action. That has never seemed to be the case with me. The memories that are real always tie into other memories in a very complex way. And I know instantly sometimes that a memory is false because there was no realistic action to go along with it. But maybe, somehow, the people who have always been behind this used someone who looked like Norm Brown. Since I was drugged, they could have done that but I really think it was him. But when you are drugged, your mind will never make up false action. Never. When your mind creates a false memory, there is never realistic action to go along with it. It is usually the visuals of my memories that relate the memory. However, if the false memory seems to occur when you are just sitting across from someone the mind can be fooled for a while until you can carefully dissect the thought and realize it is false. And those memories always fade away where the real ones never do. But I will never understand why those flight schools weren’t watched. When I have had too much coffee, I get overly paranoid about my situation and overly suspicious about everybody who is in my life. A lot of the time, where I go, Lompoc goes. I used to enjoy very much talking to a woman named Vee Jones who lived in my apartment building. But now I wonder if she was not as nice as I thought she was. Her daughter was a motorcycle cop for the presidential motorcade. Wouldn’t it be wild if the Jones previously had known me but I didn’t know them? After the planes hit, for weeks they kept going on about the missiles on the Pentagon not launching and how some person in the motorcade evidently did not make it to the Pentagon. But maybe that was just unsubstantiated rumors. She had told me that her daughter was a lesbian. But lets say the Jones’ were evil. And in this web page I talk about mind control drugs and mind control devices Furthermore, a couple of days after I talked to the commander there was a special plane on the runway. I asked the commander about it and he said it was a general’s plane from the Pentagon. But I wanted to talk to him a lot more and he wanted nothing to do with me. He was washing out this pot and he said he didn’t want to talk to me. Did the general from the Pentagon get poisoned and somehow I got framed for it? The Jews know how to make cameras and film lie. There certainly was no reason not to take me seriously because of all the terrorist acts I had been tied to. A couple of weeks later the commander’s family was in his office to film a skit for his promotion to General. His next assignment was to be at the Pentagon. I will always just be terribly confused as to why the flight schools weren’t watched. I can’t believe how badly I got destroyed by dishonest agents and by people who went to my high school. Recently, this woman, who is a little younger than me, was in the room with the tables that I get taken to by people who drug me to be cruel. I found out by agents who talked to her while I was sitting there drugged, that her parents had been very important in the CIA and had totally destroyed me with what they proved about me. She was Jewish. I even wonder if she is from Lompoc or Spokane. Or her parents were but they might have used other people’s identities because of dishonest FBI agents. Later, she was telling these other Jewish woman and people from Lompoc, who were sitting there, that these Jews had asked her parents to lie. So they did. She said that her parents couldn’t believe what it caused. I wonder if her parents lying about me had something to do with the Commander’s and Norm Brown’s attitude towards me. I think they had to have been one of the reasons why the flight schools weren’t watched when they should have been. I mean, previously, I had been tied with hard evidence to a number of terrorism acts and the government had let me know it. But maybe someone was saving up the evidence. It did not seem like it was done for Russia or China but for the people who always use the brainwashing drugs on me. Maybe the people responsible for all the spy agencies showing up in 1976. I think there could have been a possibility that her parents later ended up being blackmailed by Russia or China but never discussed it around her. But I don’t think either Russia or China really knew what the people who contacted them were actually doing. Jews are always dishonest because they feel they are entitled. Even when her parents couldn’t believe what they caused, they wouldn’t admit the truth to anyone. It is with intelligence I would end up with or from intelligent analysis they used probably to become important. What these people could be capable of doing is that their education was falsified. Or they used somebody else’s identity. Some of the people involved in this didn’t count on Norm Brown possibly being blackmailed by people associated with Al Qaeda who were from Lompoc. But I think other people might have wanted credit for having the flight schools watched while still implicating me in what was to be called 9-11. Maybe those in Saudi Arabia’s government sympathetic to Al Qaeda went and removed from my FBI and CIA files my unintentional ties to other terrorism acts so I wouldn’t be listened to about flight schools. Or interfered some other way. Maybe what happened at FAFB was just an elaborate ruse to find out about the flight schools. I hope, somehow, that people who read this web page with an open mind, know I am telling things with honesty and integrity.
But concerning the Jewish girl whose parents destroyed me. I wonder if they are why the flight schools weren’t watched. I bet intelligence that I knew about or was good at analyzing they got credit for. Maybe they were even from Lompoc. Maybe they knew of someone who knew someone at a universities registrar’s office and their education was falsified. Maybe their identities were. The Jews either bribe, steal, destroy, or manipulate. Remember the Rosenberg’s were Jewish. They sold to the Soviets very sensitive military secrets giving them the ability to make nuclear weapons. But it is very obvious after what I have experienced, that the US government is very obvious to what they do. Sometimes I think I never ended up getting credit for anything. Especially by now. They do things all the time they shouldn’t do and they rationalize it, especially because they want to be important and by doing so can promise to make other people important. This is to help other Jews and Israel. (The Chosen Race?). (Yes, they are Chosen. They are chosen to bring salvation to the world through the revelation of Jesus Christ that the prophets of the Old Testament predicted). I am quite sure I am not their first victim. They will make a person’s life hell for the rest of their life if you interfere with what they do. The US, because of how stupid American agents are about dishonesty by other agents, and because of agents who work for Israel, doesn’t seem to fully understand the extent of their activities. They scream antisemitism when people complain or want to get even. From my own personal experience and analysis of politics it amazes me how much the Jews are always interfering and causing problems. Then sometimes they have to do something radical to take care of anybody finding out or because of something they caused. This interferes with the United States having a healthy and productive government. When I am being critical of the Jews, I am only referencing those Jews that are very politicized and are very manipulative, and have a tendency to get obsessed about certain things or people. Those type of Jews will always help each other out, no questions asked, and will never say anything because it would make Jews look bad. The Jews are why the FBI is so bad and why there is so many problems now with Congress. Otherwise they could have said something early on to do something about the FBI. The out of control Republicans unequivocally support Israel. The other type of Jews I like. The ones who are just innocent and not really interested in politics or being important and whose cultural identity and clan ship is something that seems wonderful.
The people with the drugs and mind-control devices tried to get me into trouble for the takeover of North Korea’s Spain Embassy. I was drugged and taken to the room with the tables again and talked about how North Korea could develop weapons. They ended up being contacted and their two top agents came to talk to me. I told them I was going to be framed for something that was going to happen at one of their embassies or consulates. I talked about it because of how drugged and out of control people would get me. But I told them I wasn’t certain if I had just thought of it and not said anything. I said it is like really childish people have brainwashing drugs and somehow got people they know into the government. I told them that people like to drug me and then frame me for what I say drugged. I always think I am outsmarting someone dishonest by thinking I am preventing something but then I get framed for it. I told North Korea to have the people that contacted them spied on. I still get drugged by cruel people and taken to that room. It seems to me it would have had to been Israel and the Jews . That could mean the FBI Director could be a problem for me since Trump chose him and he was totally controlled by the Jews and Israel. They also wanted him to choose Gina Haspel to be the CIA Director. Probably to help destroy me. If it had been proven that I was responsible, it would have completely destroyed my life. After it happened, North Korea’s agent was very angry with me and then I became unconscious. But then I remember her looking over at the next table and angrily saying “You did that! You drugged her.” If China has ever blackmailed agents who were dishonest for these people or used them to get agents in place that would explain why the CIA again in 2017 lost every asset it had all over the world. But maybe it had something to do with Trump’s presidency. James Clapper, unless Lompoc found someone who looked like him, came to Spokane to talk to me twice, and if it was him, he ended up acting really shaken up. Like he had been caught. But maybe he was shaken up because he was someone impersonating the Director of National Intelligence. Before in 2010, the Chinese were given intelligence of a firewall the CIA was using to communicate with their sources. So, the CIA lost all their assets that year too. Those stupid assets. I don’t know what makes them stupid enough to spy for us. Especially since we have so much freedom. So much so, that even Americans with high level security clearances can’t be eavesdropped on without an FBI agent giving a judge the proof they need to be. But in most cases, they need to eavesdrop to get the proof. This makes it very difficult for espionage in this country to be detected. In 2021 the CIA lost all of their assets again. Here now, in 2023, the FBI recently arrested a number of people who had been spying for the Chinese government. But it didn’t take long for China to turn around and make arrests of those in China who were responsible for identifying them to the US. I just marvel at our assets for being stupid enough to spy for us. But maybe they want the money or they think it is for a noble purpose. Unfortunately, it is really easy for people to want or need money. I thought what I did was for a noble purpose. How naive I was. It took a long time to realize the truth. But speaking of China, I wonder who it was that has always made sure they never had any idea what was going on with me? Or know of the dangerous and irresponsible behavior of these people who seemed to be acting as an independent third party. This would allow them to seemingly infiltrate and manipulate governments and drug and frame people. Who honest-to-God have mind control devices and drugs that other people don’t have?
Those brainwashing drugs are used on me all the time. Anytime I have anything to do with agents or just when someone wants to be cruel and manipulate me or when I am going to be told something important. It seems like someone who is childish and reckless has them who shouldn’t because they know I say something sensitive and dangerous when they are used on me and don’t care who is around to hear it. I am certain beyond a doubt it has never been the Russians. These people seem to do their jobs if Russia is involved but they are dishonest for some other reason like for the Jews or Lompoc. But they get credit for the intelligence and they frame me. This very childish woman loves to show off being an agent and prove she is superior to me. Agents like her think I am jealous of them and they love to prove things about me. The people who brainwash me she knows and it would be done all the time when she would find an excuse to talk to me. She would study me to know when to talk to me during the brainwashing process for me to remember later. She loves being one of my personality police. I would always just sit there drugged in her office. Every time she would have me there, this Jewish boy would come in. With a childish smile and mannerisms, she then would download information from her computer and give it to him. I am always angrily calling her a goddamn bitch and then she calls in this Jewish woman psychiatrist who injects me with a drug that is used on violent people although I don’t attempt to attack her. Maybe that drug is why I now never have any initiative to want to do anything at all. I was in her office some time later again and this time the Jewish boy walked in talking to her and didn’t notice another FBI agent sitting there who overheard what he said. She looked really scared at what she knew the agent sitting there had heard. I was too drugged to know what was said. But she still handles my case. I am sure when she didn’t get fired by the Spokane FBI supervisor, the FBI Director would have been told. The agent who was sitting in her office when the Jewish boy walked in and made strange noises because of what he heard, showed up at mass when I was there. But she still has total control over my case and nothing changed at all because of what he heard. The Jews might control a lot of the FBI because they controlled Trump and might have had him choose Christopher Wrey because they knew he would be useful to them. Maybe they offered him some kind of bribe to help them disguised as a financial investment in a certain company. He was the Director when North Korea’s Spain Embassy got taken over but it seemed like nothing got done at all about the dishonesty that was going on concerning my case. You think he would have had the Spokane FBI office investigated especially because a lot of the agents who work my case seem to be dishonest or are deliberately not doing their jobs. I should have been interviewed by an agent from headquarters. But I didn’t. However, there is the possibility that North Korea wanted to blackmail the agents who were behind the people who drugged me and caused me to talk about their embassy being taken over. People who worked for the Jews or got into the FBI dishonestly. Sometimes, I wonder, if it is possible, if these people actually are agents and not just trying to make me think that, if they just knew someone at a University’s Register’s office. I still am getting drugged with brainwashing drugs and other drugs by childish people who think drugging me makes them mature adults. It happens to me very frequently. But I don’t know if most of the time when I am being drugged and brainwashed if honest agents know I am. I have no control over being drugged or when it occurs. The FBI is very stupid about it and there is a lot of dishonesty in the FBI that allows it to happen to me. And then I am very reckless with what I say. I don’t know how evident it is that I am drugged. Sometimes the people with the brainwashing drugs will drug me ahead of time if they think I will end up feeling important or they know I am going to be told something important. I have to deal with the fact that Spokane FBI is only a resident agency with a supervisor who is in charge not a Field Office of a bigger city where there is a Special Agent in Charge. It has a lot of rookie agents who perceive and think like they still are in high school. But to be truthful, I highly doubt it would help my situation if I lived in a bigger city.
It really does seem like there are an awful lot of dishonest agents in the FBI and CIA who seem to be dishonest as far as my case is concerned but not for the Russians. It seems like they do their jobs only when the Russians are involved or if my life is in danger. That is because if something happened to me that resulted in injury or death it would indicate agents were dishonest. However, I got raped by an FBI agent some years back. Now this isn’t something Russia would have risked doing. But it did happen. Whoever has those brainwashing drugs likes to have me be in a mostly incapacitated state all the time and usually around evil people. They had this really cute, short agent stand really close to me to make it look like I was interested in him. Then later what I remember is him pushing me to the ground and raping me and then him looking up. Much later, I was sitting at a table drugged and that agent walked in saying “Norm just fired me”. And the two people sitting at the table said: “It took him long enough.” The mind won’t remember false visuals that have action. I think someone arranged to get this person into the FBI and had him be short and sexy and assigned to the Spokane office unless it was just a ruse to make me think he was one. I have never known FBI supervisors who are qualified to be. For over 45 years they have always assigned someone stupid or dishonest to my case.
It is evident, the Criminal Justice degree, is the most easiest degree to get at a university. It probably just takes a good memory. Even a law degree doesn’t mean someone is intelligent if anyone remembers the pathetic ruses Rudy Guilliano used to get Donald Trump reelected in 2020. One such ruse was to coerce Ukraine into proving Biden and his son took bribes from officials in Ukraine’s government. Trump threatened to withhold aid to Ukraine unless they did but the matter became public. But the FBI got really bad anyway because of budget cuts that went on for years and because of contractors doing their hiring. Things got so bad at the FBI and CIA that they stopped hiring and couldn’t operate their academies. A lot of high level agents left. My own experience with the FBI and CIA is that they were always bad. In both the FBI and CIA, incompetent or dishonest agents, always use the same mantra: “I was misinformed.” I suppose if the agent who supposedly did the misinforming was lied about, it would be a toss-up which agent actually did. A lot of their problems have to do with their cultures. But during the forty years that this has been going on, no agent has ever investigated anything that indicated other people were involved and doing something dishonest. And it really is like the people doing this did their own recruiting for the FBI and CIA. Agents do nothing about me getting drugged. But maybe you can’t tell that I am. Either that, dishonest agents come up with an excuse to do it. A lot of the time it is not done for a legitimate reason. When those drugs are used on me, it always causes me to think and say something sensitive. And the government has never put a stop to it. I can take solace in the fact that several years before the Washington Post wrote an article on how bad the FBI was, Director James Comey was filmed talking to an office of FBI agents and he told them to ignore the criticism. It was already being heavily criticized before the Washington Post article. In their article, the Washington Post said the problems with the FBI “are worse than you think.” This was after Robert Mueller had been the FBI Director for 12 years. He might have been working for the Jews and allowing them to get away with things and destroy people who had a problem with the US’s support of Israel. And to be able to manipulate elections to get pro-Israeli politicians elected to office. This done by ways of legal bribing that actually may not have been that legal. I mean it was evident the Jews were responsible for Trump so what else have they always been responsible for? What was Robert Mueller or others thinking by his investigation into Trump’s aides and cabinet when at any time during that sort of legal preceding, the President could pardon the offenders? Would it of have instead been possible to just let the offenders know that in the future when Trump was no longer in office they could end up being indicted and face jail terms? So they would help expose dishonesty by Trump? Like the unlawful removal of highly sensitive files or the dishonest bookkeeping he did to keep a payment he made to keep Stormy Daniels quiet about her affair with him? I mean, could either the Washington Post or New York Times reporters have done an investigation that would not be considered something official? But maybe the investigation wouldn’t be able to go far enough. Maybe those offenders knew about dishonesty by Trump that has never been exposed. But without a legal agreement in place for lighter sentences, I highly doubt the aides would have cooperated.
But I even wonder if the Jews were responsible for a medical practitioner with the last name of Janacek. Maybe she was even from Lompoc and not even really a practitioner but I burnt out my cartilage in my knees from exercising too much and I had no ability to walk whatsoever. I wonder if she just gave me crutches without even any anti-inflammatory medication or even maybe a wheelchair. So the Jews could make fun of me and prove something about me.
But this all started over 40 years ago and I don’t think there is a way for anyone to find out the truth. Especially because of what government investigators are like and how they have no respect for me or what I say. I have never met an intelligent FBI or CIA agent but some of their stupidity is because of their attitudes. Or because they are dishonest. Their minds are completely made up about the case They think that all that happens is that once in a while my reputation gets ruined and once in a while the Russians try something. The rest of the time agents just like to prove things about me. Thinking back to when this all started, at least as to when George Bush Sr. was the CIA Director, I can’t believe he wouldn’t have been told I needed a new identity. But I have never been given one because of how much corruption there has always been in the FBI and CIA. I made a lot of evil and stupid people very important and made them look like geniuses. Then they proved a lot of evil things about me. Even a lot of people in Lompoc did. Nobody should ever want to cooperate with either agency because of just how dishonest and stupid both are. Agents in the CIA and FBI are more than likely to believe people that make them important and who they consider important than believe a normal American citizen. They also can resent a normal American citizen to be considered more important than they are.
What I would like to accomplish is for people to understand the risks of offering information to either the FBI or CIA and decide not to do it. In a lot of ways, America can’t use freedom and democracy as a reason why it started a civil war in Iraq. I ended up losing my freedom and privacy for life and a lot of agents who investigate me are either immature or dishonest. Losing your freedom and privacy makes you feel really nervous all the time even though you aren’t doing anything wrong. Especially from knowing how dishonest and childish agents are even though they have phony maturity acts. And I feel constantly nervous too because of how stupid the FBI and CIA are about dishonest agents. A lot of the time, there is no difference between Russia’s government and ours, except that our courts are honest which limits some of their activities. The government, when doing something unconstitutional, makes sure there is no way to ever prove it. There is so much dishonesty, they might not give you a new identity. The honest agents are very stupid and naive about the dishonest ones and agents consider it unprofessional to say anything about a colleague’s questionable behavior. Agents automatically assume other agents are never dishonest and have a tendency to close their minds to that possibility. They think the government would know. The FBI and CIA focus only on dishonesty that involves Russia or China even though they are usually really stupid about agents who are. They never focus on agents who are dishonest because of Israel, the Jews, or for any other reason. The FBI and CIA doesn’t care at all about the person giving them information. No matter how important the information is. They just use you to further their careers and when they are done using you they forget about you. They only respect people who they consider important and can make them important. A lot of agents are not very nice people at all. Most of them just love to be assholes. A lot of agents have personalities that border on being sociopaths. They have a tendency to have personalities that tend towards being dangerous. An awful lot of agents used the information I always had to further their careers but proved a lot of evil things about me and made sure I wouldn’t be given a new identity. I have never met an agent who was very intelligent. They just have good memories and assertive personalities and know how to dress sharply so they appear to be. The Jews make sure they aren’t so they can control our elections, enrich other Jews, and gain access to technology and secrets to aid Israel. I have found other countries agents to be a little more intelligent but maybe countries that are police states would consider agents who are too intelligent to be a threat. I deal with stupidity from everybody. People who are considering giving information to the FBI or CIA should not do it. Because there is so much dishonesty in the FBI and CIA you might not be given a new identity and could end up looking like you are the dishonest one. The Jews are the go to for that. Agents love to get you filled with so much hate you act out which they then use to prove the case they have made about you. You can be destroyed and your life made hell in ways you never dreamed of by dishonest agents. Honest people who find out the truth about what is really going on with my case are probably destroyed or arrested.
People with the brainwashing drugs have honest to God used mind control devices and drugs on me. They can make you say things and do things by telling you to and you aren’t even under your own control. Maybe the Jews had the US invent them but maybe someone else stole them or ended up with them. Or the Jews did. In 1977, at home, I came out of this deep trance and then said rapid fire: “My dad is rich.’ I wasn’t under my own control at all. Then people in Lompoc hated me even more because they thought I was trying to make it look like my dad was rich. Honest to God that happened.
FBI and CIA agents were the popular people in high school. That is how they still perceive the world. Dealing with them is like dealing with a high school clique. They have no imagination to be able to solve cases they haven’t been trained to solve. I can never get over just how stupid they actually are. They are some of the most stupidest people I have ever come across. But some of that is due to their overconfidence and a condescending attitude towards people they investigate. They make up their minds quickly because of their overconfidence and don’t change them. Then, they only accept information that agrees with what they have already made up their minds about. They reject a lot of important information because of their attitudes and egos. The Russians check out anything they are told. They never make up their minds instantly about anything. The honest American agents are very naive about certain types of people that they consider professional. I mean they deal with certain criminal types but they do not really know what most people are actually like. They grew up without facing adversity and adversity makes people more intelligent about other people. It also makes you more mature. For the most part, they have always thought I was the only dishonest person involved in the case. They have never had any respect for me at all. They are very patronizing and narrow-minded and egotistical. FBI agents only know how to solve cases they have been trained to solve. It is usually someone else who goes to them with evidence of a crime. Then it doesn’t take too much intelligence to get the proof by getting a warrant. The only time CIA agents are good at intelligence is when they get intelligence from an agent of an unfriendly country that is stupid enough to work for the United States. The government doesn’t even choose the right personalities to be agents most of the time. The Jews probably make sure that the personalities the FBI and CIA think make good agents, actually don’t. Maybe the Jews know things about personality types the FBI and CIA don’t and make sure the government hires those types.
The personalities of FBI and CIA agents usually fall into four categories: Cement heads, patronizing assholes, preppies, and hotshots. The cement heads come across as very disciplined, methodical thinkers, but sometimes they don’t assimilate everything that is being said and reach the right conclusion all the angles of a case should be giving them. The patronizing assholes come across to their supervisors as aggressive problem solvers but they are too much of an asshole to really understand the truth about a situation. The preppies are just stuck on themselves and think they are right because of their egos and education. And the hotshots? Well, they make up their minds quickly because of their egos and miss out on a lot of facts about a case. But most agents who are government agents in the United States have specific personality types that fall into those four categories. They are the personalities the Jews want our government agents to have. They end up not being very intelligent agents and then the Jews can get away with things like controlling elections, dishonest business practices, and stealing secrets for themselves or Israel. And can destroy anybody who gets in their way. In all honesty, it sometimes seems like a lot of the personalities of FBI and CIA agents border on being sociopaths.
It seems like the assholes, who are very aggressive, all help each other out to move up in the ranks and use honest agents and their work to do it. Then those agents under them can never risk overriding them even when they have serious doubts about their decisions. This might be why the FBI and CIA have done questionable things in the past. I wonder if other governments and the Jews go and get rid of really mature and brilliant agents who could really change things by using disinformation from their governments and because of their own agents who work for the FBI and CIA. Israel and the Jews who work for the government would know about the problem, but they like it that way. What the US government was like in the sixties and early seventies, Israel could have told us what to do about but they liked it that way. Keeping American citizens paranoid about the government makes sure there is excess freedom that allows them to know our secrets and to get away with manipulating our government.
I don’t remember anything and I still find it hard to believe it actually happened but I ended up somewhere fairly recently where drugs and maybe even Satanism was going on. I only remember talking to these two really adorable looking guys afterwards. One thing I remember is that one of them offered me a drug and I took it because of how drugged I already was. I was also very tired. Later, I remember sitting across from them at a table. We might have even been in FBI custody but I wouldn’t know. All I remember is that I told him what trap to use to get his own supply of brainwashing drugs from the people who allowed for me to end up at that party. I said they could ask to talk to the girl whose parents destroyed me and say they wanted to see them demonstrated on me. They were to say they wanted to know everything because they knew dishonest people in the DEA and could really destroy me. Then they could blackmail them into giving them the drugs. I remember them actually getting them but I think someone flashed his badge. This didn’t get me anywhere. I still get brainwashed by evil people who shouldn’t have the drugs. I was hoping honest agents would find out that dishonest and cruel people for no reason were always using the drugs on me. But for over 45 years, the FBI has never investigated any angle of the case that indicated people other than me were guilty of wrongdoing. Later, after I remembered them, the two guys were outside my apartment building standing there and go: “Long time no see.” And: “Hail Satan!!!”
I am taken a lot to this room with the tables and drugged and caused what happened at North Korea’s consulate because I was. Maybe the US wasn’t told by North Korea who caused the incident because nothing about the case changed after that. That Jewish girl whose parents destroyed me and other Jews and people from Lompoc are always sitting around at the tables when this happens. They say they just want to prove they are superior to me. So I say to them: “You aren’t superior, you don’t love.” One woman, who shows up now and then when I am taken to that room, has these really big brown eyes, and she always wears a dress to prove she is important (an important agent?). She once said something interesting though to someone. She said that “We got Dr. Bot to lie.” He assessed me to see if I would qualify for Social Security disability. It was less than a year before 9-11. It was around the time I had been brainwashed and walked into the commander’s office at FAFB and told him flight schools needed to be watched. He assessed me again several years later and asked me if I was on birth control. I said ‘No.” And, honest to God, he goes with a really childish voice: “Oh, good. Oh, good.” For all I know, he had falsified credentials or used someone’s else’s identity. He was just being the childish Jewish boy, Jews always are. Honest to God, he said that. When he was a psychiatrist, he may have been the reason why so many trouble makers that ended up living in my HUD building qualified to live there and be on Social Security. At one point in time there were at least 4 drug dealers openly operating. I am sure the Jews tailor makes psychological and psychiatric diagnoses that are put in the medical coding books that are done on people by the FBI and CIA. This is in order to be able to destroy anybody they want and get away with things. You know, the Jews constantly make themselves out to be innocent victims of antisemitism but a lot of the time they aren’t. I just can’t believe how they manipulate and destroy and control and what they get away with because of other Jews and who they bribe.
And no, I don’t want people to think I am intentionally anti-Semitic. I used to work for a Jewish boss that had been a survivor of a German concentration camp at the private dormitory where I lived during my stint at California State University Northridge. I was his meal card checker. I checked off the meal card numbers of people who would come in and eat. But the cafeteria did not have the proper architecture to be able to prevent people from walking in and sitting with their friends who would then go up for seconds and get them a plate of food. It also was very easy to steal dishware. But I was very honest. My supervisor told me I was the first checker to ever do a good job. I started saving my boss a lot of money. I got really harassed but I did the job for my boss since I knew no one else would have been that honest or responsible.
I just watched a YouTube video about FSB defectors. They shouldn’t be that stupid. Look at how I was treated and what has been done to me and yet I gave valuable information to the US Government. Some of the most valuable information it ever got. I mean, I really was responsible for things like the arrest of Christopher Boyce and John Walker and my life has always been nothing but a living hell. I was not given a new identity. Maybe other people got the credit. I’m sure dishonest agents in the FBI or CIA will easily tell Europe that a lot of those defecting are coming over for the purpose of spreading disinformation and to become agents in place. Evidently Europe is rejecting them because of this suspicion. But honest defectors do it because they just can’t live anymore with the situation in Russia. Their conscience bothers them. I mean, potential defectors should think about this: I have always experienced a lot of dishonesty in the FBI and CIA and an awful lot of stupidity. I have never been treated very nicely. If any of them can access my Russian file and if the Russians are aware of the hell the Jews have been putting me through, they would change their mind. The Jews or double agents in the US Government could recruit people who are a 3rd party to destroy defectors who have been resettled. Or destroy their credibility before they are. Maybe if a defector was given a new identity but because of surveillance technology was tracked down he could be framed as a child molester or some financial crime if Russia or China was not able to out and out liquidate him. Or just harassed but not able to prove it. No one should ever work for the FBI or CIA. I mean countries now have very sophisticated spying techniques. And they can probably track you down anywhere because of your fingerprints.
When I was pretending to go to California State University Northridge in 1982, I walked out of a classroom in one of the buildings and this device said right into my brain: “Walk.” So I started walking like a robot. And then it turned off my brain somehow so I couldn’t stop walking. I continued walking for about 300 yards directly into a men’s bathroom and ended up right in front of a urinal as a man was using it. Then the device was turned off and I regained control of my mind and hurriedly left the bathroom. They also seem to have drugs that when you are on them, they tell you what to do and you do it. You aren’t totally conscious. Similar drugs are used to make you walk but periodically you get out of the trance and know you are walking and then they get you back into the trance so you continue walking. That is how I would end up places and not know how I got there. This is the truth. So could these people have the capability to make someone appear to be a child molester?
This Jewish boy was doing all this bragging and trying to prove he was important. He said the Jews own Charlie Hebdo. That was the magazine that insulted the Prophet Mohammed which resulted in worldwide protests and riots. It also insults the Catholics and everybody else but never the Jews. But the owners of that magazine had to have known how the Muslims would react but the Jews will be covertly responsible for something destructive if they think it will further their objectives and make people like the Muslims look bad. So, knowing what the Jews and Israel are like, isn’t it kind of obvious that those Muslim countries that established ties with Israel did it because of some kind of manipulation or pressure from the United States? That same Jewish boy, likes to just sit and watch me, while I sit there while being drugged with brainwashing drugs. He and this other Jewish boy were leaving the table where I sat there drugged on brainwashing drugs, and he was saying to him: “I can’t believe what we caused!!!” And the other Jewish boy goes: “I know.” Honest to God, that conversation took place.
I wish Congress could obtain my FBI and CIA files and the files Russia, Israel, China, Iran, and Saudi Arabia have on me and do something serious about the FBI and CIA. Especially the FBI. It needs to be reorganized and both organizations need to do things a lot differently in order to detect dishonesty and ensure information gets to the right place. Maybe the dishonesty my files from other governments would indicate would impel Congress to widen the wire-tapping laws. I have never understood why people who have high-level security clearances couldn’t sign a form allowing the government to wire tap them or anybody else who had anything to do with the government without the legal basis a warrant would require.
They held a contest to write an essay about what freedom means to you at a place where I worked at and all the people judging the entries had the highest compliments for mine. But then the FBI proved I had stolen it from a magazine which I didn’t. People need to avoid at all costs having anything to do with the government. A lot of them are very dishonest. The nicer agents are really naive about the dishonest ones.
As discussed earlier, I got raped by a person who supposedly was an FBI agent. That isn’t the only time I have been drugged with brainwashing drugs and raped. I had decided to take a few classes at EWU in Cheney, Washington. I know what happened to me, happened to me while I was going there, because I noticed while I was in class, that I had all these needle marks on my arm. What happened is that I got drugged and I was ordered to walk and so I walked. I ended up talking to someone who was very sick. He had very wavy and curly long light brown hair. Other evil people I have ended up dealing with periodically had hair like his too. He said that you and I are going to have a little talk. He raped me over and over again. And he very disparagingly made it look like I had wanted sex and had to do it because the job paid well. Then someone who might have been one of Russia’s FBI or CIA agents showed up who the person who raped me wanted to ask something. But he might have been a Russian agent. I was too drugged to know. The person who raped me had me lying on a bed nude and the person who supposedly was a Russian agent just stroked my arm. Then I ended up dressed and that person goes: “Take your clothes off.” “Why?” “Because I want sex with you.” I took them off again automatically without really being under my own control. That is the truth. Then he had sex with me. Then a couple of years later I was at the rooms with tables that I am taken to and he was sitting there looking miserable. A really sharp Russian agent was saying: “We aren’t allowed to do that.” And then, someone who supposedly was that agent’s boss, told me he was going to fire him. But I told him that wouldn’t be fair because he couldn’t control himself because he had seen me nude and knew I was drugged. I said he tried to be nice about it. So his supervisor told him he wasn’t going to fire him. But maybe that exchange was something someone fabricated for their own amusement. Maybe to somehow prove I am sick. People from Lompoc raped me on numerous occasions too. Because of the brainwashing drugs, drugs would be used on my mind that wouldn’t allow me to think very well. And so I got into situations where I got raped.
American agents have never treated me very nicely, but there were two incidents when they did. The first time was in 1986, at the World’s Fair in Vancouver, Canada. My sister’s boyfriend had gotten transferred up there by the company they both worked at, and I asked her if I could go with her the next time she went for a visit so I could see the fair. Since I knew the FBI would have me watched because the Russians were hosting a pavilion there, I wrote down in my journal that I wanted the FBI to have the local oldies station in Vancouver play the song “Rag Doll”. I had a lovely time, but for some reason, which I still can’t understand, I decided not to see Russia’s pavilion. I did visit Cuba’s pavilion and the Cuban representative was really rude. The last day at the fair, that night the local oldies station played the song. Outside my sister’s boyfriend apartment, 6 or 7 agents burst into laughter once the song finished. The second time agents did something special for me is when I knew we would be going to Bremerton, Washington to visit the naval ship the USS Nimitz that my brother had served on. I had asked for a Filipino Officer Of the Deck and for the person who would give us the tour to look like the Pillsbury dough-boy. I said I wanted to be shown the computer that was transmitted the ship’s position by way of a satellite. When we boarded the ship, the captain, and the Filipino Officer of the Deck were smiling broadly, and the person who gave us the tour did look exactly like the Pillsbury dough boy in his white uniform! He did point out a computer that he said was transmitted the ship’s position but I realized it was just a regular computer. But these two incidences, except for one other, are the only time I wasn’t treated like I was a criminal.
When I lived in Lompoc, I would always pass through the city of San Francisco on my way to and from Spokane where I would visit on holidays. Russia had a consulate there but I was not aware of it since I had no recollection of having anything to do with them until 1985. In January of 1977, I was headed back to Lompoc from Spokane and had a layover at the San Francisco Greyhound station. On the way to Spokane, the bus had stopped in San Francisco as well, and I had bought a cup of tea. Then I wandered around the streets close to the station. On the way home, I bought another cup of tea, and then sat down to wait for the bus going to Lompoc. But I couldn’t keep awake no matter how hard I tried and I ended up falling asleep for a really long time. When I woke up, this young guy with a baseball cap and jeans, who was sitting directly across from me, said really quickly: “Aren’t you supposed to be somewhere right now?” He didn’t look at all like he belonged in jeans and a baseball cap. He had a magazine on his lap. I wonder if my tea had gotten doped and the Russians had been hoping I would end up wandering around outside the station again like I had on my way there. I hadn’t eaten in over 24 hours so if my tea was doped, it might have hit me faster than the Russians would have wanted. I didn’t remember being involved with the Russians until 1985 but every holiday when I would visit Spokane and take Greyhound or fly, the driver or the pilot would always stand in the aisle and study me before he would get ready to leave San Francisco. The Russians, before things got bad between them and the United States, had a consulate there.
I can’t get this Iranian woman off of my mind who was seduced by a member of Hezbollah and caused probably the death and torture of numerous CIA assets. Sexual desire combined with knowing government secrets is a very powerful drug. It can possess you. It can be a very powerful aphrodisiac. Oh, all the things spies do to get information or to neutralize someone or to flip them. It’s all about manipulating personalities. But that Iranian woman said she was like 61 and wanted a fling before she got too old. Yeah, and that Iranian woman knew what her lover wanted and had to have known that is why he had a romantic interest in her but knowing government secrets is a powerful drug and seducer. I am also positive that she started viewing things from her lover’s point of view and felt the CIA assets that she betrayed were in the wrong. My own personal experience being involved in intrigue is that it seems to increase the desire for sex. Bringing back up Christopher Boyce, when he worked at TRW, he said that the people associated with the CIA, would spend a lot of their at a local strip joint.
There has always been this asshole with white curly hair who deliberately ignores incidences that indicate other people are dishonest. He might have something to do with the Jews or with Lompoc. He has always ignored reports that I am being drugged which a lot of the time doesn’t seem to be because of the Russians. I am certain I made his whole career. He probably got credit for an awful lot of things I was responsible for and proved a lot of evil things about me. I have even been accused of crimes of a sexual nature. It has even been implied that I molested children. There are a lot of incidences he and other agents deliberately never look into. He deliberately ignores an awful lot of things about the case if it involves the Jews or people who work for them but does his job if the Russians or Chinese or terrorism is involved. He never does anything about me getting brainwashed even when it is evident it isn’t for an honest reason. If it is the Russian Desk he works on, the Russians might easily be able to blackmail him if it is the Jews he is being dishonest for. But if he is an agent, his behavior some time ago, indicated he was shaken up about something. If it wasn’t something he and the people who were responsible for him caused because of their stupidity and what they are doing, then his behavior indicated it is because he had gotten blackmailed. I remember him later using drugs on me and then looking guilt ridden because of it. That is what I remember. False memories never make up false visual action. Maybe he got blackmailed and ended up helping ISIS in some way carry out that attack in Russia. By identifying Russian agents who worked for the CIA for ISIS to blackmail. Then those agents had to help ISIS carry out the attack.
You know, there were rumors after Israel suffered that attack by HAMAS, that HAMAS had inside help, maybe because of who they blackmailed. I think if that was the case, the attack would have been much worse. But I have always wondered why Israel’s intelligence service didn’t know a lot more about my case and what was actually going on with it. I can’t believe they wouldn’t have known about a lot of dishonest people who were engaging in behavior that was very irresponsible. I think they would have known a lot from investigating me when I knew about Jonathon Pollard. Did the Jews in the United States do some kind of manipulation of Israel’s intelligence service so they wouldn’t? But I think if HAMAS had found that out and blackmailed anybody, the attack would have been much worse.
Once, outside, there were these patronizing FBI agents, who looked Jewish, standing around in a semi-circle facing me, with the person who evidently is the Spokane FBI supervisor giving me a disgusted look. Either that I was supposed to think they were agents. I thought it was because I had written down in my journal that I had compromised the firewall that the CIA had used to communicate with their assets. Like it was my fault! The Spokane FBI is so stupid about dishonesty in regards to my case, they let me be taken to the room with the tables. I was sitting there drugged and I was thinking of the firewall and how it worked and there were these two men who were watching me that noticed the dangerous look I get on my face when I am thinking of something sensitive. Because I have been beaten up so badly both mentally and physically and because I was very drugged, they got it out of me immediately when they wanted to know what I was thinking. China would have paid me a lot of money for that information but they only had to pay the two agents who made me tell them. Agents just love to prove bad things about me but they let me get drugged and then hold me responsible for what I say.
But won’t those arm sales to Israel help exacerbate the dire humanitarian situation that is occurring in Gaza? We are letting innocent Palestinians get killed who aren’t responsible for the attack that happened in Israel.
Recently, someone who said he was from HAMAS came and talked to me. He was from the Middle East. He spoke with a British accent. Maybe he was used to help frame me and wasn’t from HAMAS. But the way Israel some time later went and tracked down and picked off all of HAMAS’s leaders, I wonder if he was and Israel tagged him with some kind of tracking device. Maybe he actually was a high-level member of HAMAS. I am certain the conversation took place, because the mind never makes up faces, and it wouldn’t have made it up that he spoke with an accent. I was brainwashed ahead of time as usual before I talked to him. He kept saying: “You don’t know what I would like to do to you.” He also talked about these men who were professionals who knew what they were doing who were going to beat me up. My web page caught their attention.
Incidentally, it was so beautiful how some Russians went and paid tribute to Navalny after his execution by the Russian government. But in some ways it seems like his protesting and death didn’t accomplish anything.
I think of that Ukrainian journalist that ended up in one of those really horrible detention centers. She was tortured and ended up dead. I understand resistance of that type because I have had to resist people who wanted to neutralize me. At first, you are very strong because of your beliefs, and you feel your beliefs make a difference. and they make you resilient but then you get emotionally tired and your emotions won’t give you the strength to resist anymore. Then it is pretty well impossible to resist ever again. You feel like you have the power of people behind you or the power of your beliefs. But then you wonder why your beliefs mattered or would make a difference. I easily now do whatever they want.
I guess ISIS Afghanistan was able to pull of what they pulled off at Crocus City Hall because they went and blackmailed a Russian agent who was working for the CIA. But that is probably preposterous. He’d have gone and made it to the US. I have the tendency to make everything a conspiracy. Very few Russian Intelligence Agents have ever been stupid enough to work for the US in the first place.
I just look at it all with a jaded attitude. And a real cynical one. Rock and roll used to fuel my passion for intrigue but I don’t have a passion anymore for it. I am just a prisoner of it. It is a really ugly business to get involved in. American agents are only good at being assholes and having an attitude.They are unbelievably stupid, especially about dishonesty by other agents.
I wonder if there was a legitimate reason as to why I was never given a new identity. Nobody should ever get involved with the US Government for any reason. They are so corrupt you might not be given a new identity. They also won’t tell you anything. For over 45 years, not once, did government agents ever investigate incidences that indicated other people were being dishonest.
President Joe Biden on Monday condemned the Supreme Court’s decision which ruled president’s have an absolute immunity from prosecution for core official acts, and issued a stern warning over a possible second term for former President Donald Trump.
“There are no kings in America. Each, each of us is equal before the law. No one, no one is above the law, not even the president of the United States,” Biden said in a speech from the White House.
“(With) today’s Supreme Court decision on presidential immunity, that fundamentally changed. For all practical purposes, there are virtually no limits on what the president can do. It’s a fundamentally new principle and it’s a dangerous precedent because the power of the office will no longer be constrained by the law even including the supreme court of the United States.
Do we want Trump to have this power?
Trump is a bully and a narcissist. He only talks about himself. He called McCain a loser because he was a prisoner in Vietnam. He made fun of a disabled man. He insulted one of our soldiers who died as a war hero in Afghanistan, because he was a Muslim. He cheated on every one of his wives. He’s talked about how great Putin is. He has a GOLD TOILET in his penthouse in New York. He’s infamous for cheating small business owners who were unfortunate enough to do work for him. He’s racist. He treats women like objects. He was a friend of Jerry Epstein, the guy who sexually abused underage girls. AND he’s incoherent. Have you actually listened to his speeches? They don’t make sense. AND: Remember: it was judged that 40% of the pandemic’s deaths could have been avoided if intelligent decision making had been made by Trump. He pretty well dismissed the pandemic’s seriousness and his son-in-law took steps after Biden won the election to thwart the Biden administration effectiveness to get the pandemic under control. I hope the recent job statistics do not hurt Harris too much. Under Trump, the economy lost 2.7 million jobs. The federal deficit increased by 7 trillion.
So the citizens of the United States elected a criminal to be its president. But I guess most people decided that it is understandable how he used dishonest bookkeeping to cover up the hush money payment he made to Stormy Daniels. And they had no problem with how reckless he was with sensitive files. What does that say about us?
I think it is very evident that someone drugged President Biden before the first debate he had with Donald Trump. Kamala Harris’s husband is a very important Jew, maybe someone asked him to do it or someone who worked on Biden’s staff who was actually a spy for Trump. I wonder if that person got blackmailed or was it done too carefully for that? I am quite sure they probably did not think they needed to get Trump’s okay before they did it. However, if the person who arranged for Biden to be drugged got blackmailed, he then might have been able to arrange for Trump to get blackmailed.
Living in Washington State, fairly close to the Canadian border, has caused me to cross over into Canada and back now and then. EVERY time when the car I am in drives up to the check-point, the border control guard immediately zeroes in on me and like goes into this trance while studying me. I never noticed him getting that way with anybody else in the car. But maybe I just imagine it. I don’t think so.
I know I am pushing my luck with the readers of this web page but I wonder how many of you remember a 10-year-old Maine girl named Samantha Smith and the letter she wrote to Yuri Andropov, who was the dictator of the Soviet Union? I am the actual author of that letter. The people who knew who she was were were Jews because her mother was Jewish. Those Jews knew people from Lompoc and Spokane. They even had her write a letter to the Queen of England when she was five. The people who use the brainwashing drugs on me and who were responsible for contacting the different governments that showed up in 1976, like to use those drugs on me all the time just to be cruel. And they always cause me to say something dangerous that gets me into trouble. That is how I came to write the letter she supposedly wrote. They had me lit up on the brainwashing drugs while I was living in a college dormitory and pretending to go to college. But at least the YouTube video that was a copy of a television show done on her trip let me see Russia. To be truthful, it seemed for the most part to be really boring. She hated it. She even said so to the cameras on a couple of occasions that she just wanted to go home . When she was in Russia I was visiting a friend in Dallas. On my way back to Spokane, I was in Lompoc a few days. People in Lompoc always stalked me. They always wanted to make me jealous and had the radio announcer in Lompoc say she had been a guest at the White House. She was never invited
Oh, so Kash Patel is going to be reforming the FBI? Oh, as a pretense of lessening their power so politicians and the rich can get away with more financial dishonesty? Not because they abuse people’s civil rights like they have always abused mine or because he understands how stupid, immature, and incompetent they are. Hot shots, patronizing assholes, and cement heads. Or does he plan to change the kind of personalities they hire?
It is very evident, I don’t really have any protection from the government given how many times I have been raped and how often people like to show their power over me by using the brainwashing drugs on me while I sit there drugged. Most of them are Jews. And then they go and inject a lot of other drugs into me. Some drugs that cause me to be a mental zombie and not able to think very intelligently. In tenth grade, I ended up being out of control with nervousness. It caused me to become a compulsive eater. To try to stop the compulsive eating, I ended up a caffeine addict. I was a zombie after that for years and a compulsive eater. The government let me stay that way. And so did people in the city of Lompoc. I was too much of a zombie to know what to do about it. I ended up having very horrible behavior because I was so much of a zombie. It made me very immature and I did very stupid things because of it. I even would slur my words because of how exhausted I would get. At first I started doing a lot of exercising and I swear sometimes I think someone even used steroids on me. I feel so badly for what it must have done to my dad but he wasn’t very smart about it. And I think someone who had the brainwashing drugs also had other drugs used on me. The law enforcement in Lompoc who watched me, and made me feel very nervous because of how childish and dishonest they were, let me stay that way. I remember the woman with the red hair talking to me when I became a caffeine zombie and told me I was different but her and the people she worked with had put me into a deep sleep for a while so I knew what the problem was and I told her. But then I got brainwashed. NO ONE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE should ever be stupid enough to cooperate with the US government. I would want to clarify that I think it is highly unlikely the Russians have been the ones responsible for most of my misery. I think it is the Jews who are and the people who were responsible for all the spy agencies showing up. Anybody who is considering getting involved with the FBI, the CIA, or Congress needs to understand how easy it is for dishonest people to be able to control your case and your life and destroy it, and how adamant the few honest agents in the FBI and CIA are in believing dishonesty is rare and that they’d know.
I told a Russian agent in 1977 that the KGB needed to do something about the dinasaurs that run his country. That they might start nuclear war or shoot down a KAL. I really did!!!
I remember in 1977, after I got completely brainwashed and had no idea anything unusual had happened in my life, that I overheard in the school cafeteria these students talking about the CIA brainwashing somebody. I didn’t know they were talking about me.
We should rename the street in front of the Russian Embassy Navalny Avenue.
I am sorry people in our country are so small minded they are prejudice against African Americans and Asians. The African Americans in my opinion have a realness about them other people don’t have that is in a lot of ways very refreshing. They have always had a lot of obstacles to making it in life. I always thought the Asians had it all together a lot better than other people and were just nice people. They have nothing to do with China.
Because of the personalities that are chosen to be agents even the agents who aren’t assholes aren’t really very nice people. Their personalities are sterile and it isn’t just for the job. It is how they think as people. I want to add how drug dealers usually treat people who haven’t double crossed them much better than agents do.
If I had to choose between a normal life where I had privacy or a life of intoxicating intrigue, I would choose privacy. What I have been involved has caused me to have a very interesting life, but to be truthful, even if I had not been treated like a criminal and given recognition for everything that I did, I still would have preferred privacy. Because of brainwashing drugs, and other drugs that affect the mind that spies use, and because of what spies do to you, it all could be considered to be the rape of the mind. I hate being brainwashed and the problems it causes me make me live in a private hell I can’t talk to anybody about. It is very traumatizing to know you have been brainwashed. It seems to have been done just to get me into trouble by the Jews. It is even more traumatizing to not know when you have been brainwashed or if you are having a false memory. The government doesn’t care about me whatsoever. But a great deal of it is controlled by the Jews and they seemed to be the ones who did this.
First day of spy school: If you want to destroy, manipulate, or flip someone, the first step is to try to make them lose their discipline. I wonder if that was done to Christopher Boyce and Hunter Biden. Second day of spy school: Make them angry at their government, especially because of how your agents will treat them and what they will be accused of.
My dealings with a number of spy agencies find that the Russian government is very loyal to those who give it support. The US agents, for the most part, just use people to further their careers and don’t care about them at all. The Chinese, for the most part, are probably the best at keeping secrets, but take no interest in the people who give them information.
I am quite sure, America’s adversaries, particularly Russia, made Trump paranoid of the Intelligence Community before he got elected, causing him to maybe purge or replace experienced veterans. Those who might work for Russia or China probably seemed very supportive of Trump and helped make him paranoid. Did Russia position itself to capitalize and even orchestrate Trump’s overhaul and purging of the intelligence community? I mean, it is evident there has been politicization of the Justice Department by those loyal to Trump. Those people in the Justice Department who called the January 6 protests a “riot” got fired. I mean people got killed, why wouldn’t it be called a riot?
Everyone selected so far in Trump’s cabinet are Pro-Jewish, Pro-Israeli. I think Iran’s only chance would be if they found something they could blackmail Trump with.
Really childish and evil people sometimes take credit for my insightful ideas and analysis. They want part of the action. They sit around a lot while I sit at a table in a drugged state. I am so drugged sometimes they like to fool me into thinking they are agents. Most of them seem to be Jews. I decided to get even and asked an Iranian agent to help me do it. I told him to have someone say that he had heard things at a party in Lompoc and came up to Spokane to check things out. He was to say he was from Santa Maria, CA. This person could find the people who like to do this to me by asking a woman agent who has blonde frizzy hair who they are or ask to talk to the Jewish girl whose parents destroyed me who would know how to find them. He was to say he ended up talking to me while I was being drugged and said that I thought he was a CIA agent. I supposedly told him of an idea I had to get a South Korean preacher out of a North Korean gulag. I was to make the proclamation: “I have made my decision. I want political asylum in South Korea because it is not connected to any of the governments who harass me or would imprison me.” My idea was that North Korean agents would show up, impersonating South Korean agents and take me away. The Spokane FBI office would be told it was to make me grow up. But then the North Korean agents would be arrested. Then a prisoner swap would be made. My original intention was to get a South Korean preacher out of their prison. But the person had said he had wanted someone from Lompoc to get the credit for it to really upset me because of how famous they would be and how it would make me jealous. I had told the Iranian agent that helped me do this that no one involved was to ever know the trap. Well, Mathew Miller, for SOME inexplicable reason, went into North Korea in 2014, tore up his passport, and got himself arrested, supposedly with the intention of publicizing conditions in North Korean prisons. He was from Bakersfield, California which is right next door to Lompoc, California, which is where I used to live. I wonder if his parents were from Lompoc. The whole family was Jewish. His parents would have been my age. The person who set it up disappeared. And Mathew Miller was stuck. Oh, he had been so motivated. But when they announced his sentence of just six years doing hard labor he looked destroyed. When Mathew Miller got arrested and allowed to call his parents, I told the Iranian agent he was to think he was talking to his parents on a secure line that was operated by the Swiss government using a satellite. But it is so mystifying that the Director of National Intelligence so aggressively wanted to get Matthew Miller out whose childish behavior got him arrested when he didn’t seem to do that to get Kenneth Bae out. And I remember the attitude Clapper had when he stormed down the steps of his military jet. Did the Jews who like to drug me and seem to have a great deal to do with who we elect, and with intelligence, have a lot to do with Clapper and ask him to get Mathew Miller out? Could other governments who spy on me and a result spy on them, have found out something Clapper did that was dishonest that the Jews had asked him to do? I mean, after what happened on 9-11, because of what I told the base commander at Fairchild, maybe they needed him to cover up a few things that would have exposed what their childish behavior was responsible for. It is through those Jews that it may have been possible to find out something dishonest about James Clapper. And Clapper never seemed to care about the preacher that was in prison there. But then started issuing all these threats to get Mathew Miller. I mean, considering how advanced in technology both China and North Korea are and how advanced shortly after this North Korea got in sophisticated weapons, maybe North Korea blackmailed him. But I make everything a conspiracy. It was probably due to their hacking. It is interesting that several weeks after this incident, I was buying some yogurt at Rite Aid and an extremely skinny Korean who also had very stunted growth was in line with me. He was buying a bar of soap. I didn’t know what I was supposed to make of it.
You know, the Russians and the Chinese have been beating us at things like hyper-sonic missile technology. We finally developed our own but maybe it is because we stole the technology from the Chinese or Russians. I make EVERYTHING a conspiracy. I know during the time of the Cold War, Russia had special math and science schools for students who excelled in those areas. I don’t think it is too far out of the question that governments could have drugs that can subtly lower people’s intelligence level. Just to affect intelligence ever so subtly. Because of brainwashing drugs, the person wouldn’t know they were drugged. These could be used on the people who work for the government and for our defense industry. But just on the brightest minds so it could never be detected. But it is debatable as to whether the Russians would risk such an operation due to exposure concerns.
I don’t know if anybody remembers an incident that occurred at North Korea’s Spain Embassy in 2019. It got taken over by Koreans and North Korean Embassy staffers got tied up. It was arranged to happen because of the people who like to use the brainwashing drugs and other drugs on me. They drug me and I either make a political prediction or I come up with something where I think some disturbance is going to happen of a political nature. What this ends up doing, is that I end up giving someone an idea, and then they cause it to frame me. That goes on all the time. So in a drugged state these people had me in, I talked about a North Korean embassy being taken over. North Korea’s agents, after it happened showed up, and were very angry with me but then they ended up being told that I wasn’t the person responsible. The North Korean woman agent goes: “You caused that!!! You drugged her.” About 8 or 9 Koreans, a short time after the takeover was resolved, hurriedly walked by me as I was walking down the street. I think it was done to imply I had given them the idea.
But the news said that Trump seemed hesitant to blame Iran for the current hostilities between Iran and Israel. But then he did because of how Israel has so much control over the government. And Iran certainly had no control over Trump. But he maybe he is a lot more savvy than people think. He wanted to be able to engage Iran later for peace talks. But Israel didn’t want that. They wanted a military confrontation.
But this is probably ridiculous and not as clever or intelligent as I think it is. But could someone ask Trump who the name of the Jew is who helped him become President? They have someone in mind who could continue the Jews objectives. Then that person is stopped and asked in an inconspicuous location if he knows of anything dishonest that could get Trump blackmailed. Or something that got covered up that someone now knows about.
I just ran into somebody on a walk I took because I am trying to settle down and proofread this web page. I wonder if I was being set up some how unless she wanted money and realized I didn’t have any. She asked me to say a prayer for her. I said I would. And then I said this: You know, human beings, because of what most of us are like, have a tendency to usually make people not believe in God. A cat should make everyone believe in God. Only a God could have created a cat. Something that is love. For people like me who would have nothing else to love or get love from. And I told her that love you find in the Gospels. And then I told her when you sin the love goes away and then only a cross or pure contrition brings the love back. But I have ended up being made to look like a really sick person. And then that is used against my Catholic faith.
Protests in Ukraine as Zelensky signs a bill that weakens the independence of the country’s anti-corruption bodies, sparking protests and drawing international criticism. I’m quite sure the Jews engineered Zelensky’s rise to power in Ukraine so the Jews in Ukraine could have a lot of power and wealth. He tried to have a bill signed into law that would curb the ability of anti-corruption agencies but because of public backlash he withdrew it. I’m sure the Jews found some other way to circumvent those agencies. Maybe by whom they managed to get appointed to them. Or Speaking of Zelensky. It actually seemed quite reasonable that Putin, in effect, would not attack if Ukraine did not join NATO. But maybe he would have anyway. But maybe he was not planning to make Ukraine a vassal of Russia. But sometimes it seems like he made Russia a vassal for his cronies.
It is because of the Jews that our country was stupid enough to invent brainwashing drugs and do a lot of other stupid things. Like the development of other mind control drugs and mind control devices. The Jews take over the project and then make it look like it was not successful. However, they end up with the technology and the drugs.
The Jews will also use all their means and authority and connections to destroy people they don’t want respected or who constitute a threat to their subversive and dishonest ways. Or will make their lives unpleasant. Jews are known to get sick and obsessed about certain kinds of people or people they consider a threat and will start stalking them as a group. They always get even when their behavior is exposed or if they are criticized and they tend to do it a very reckless manner.
Trump is deliberately wanting to deploy National Guard troops to areas that favor Democrats to imply it is their fault unrest occurs in those cities.
I wonder what Russia’s reaction would be if they were to get the Chinese government’s file on me. Were there things that China knew about from me that they did not tell the Russians about? Because I was drugged by dishonest people, and because I was worried about being charged with being a child molester, I might have told the Chinese that I did suggest to people who I thought were from our government that the CIA should check Moscow’s sewer system to see if communication lines ran along it. I also could have told them about Jonathon Pollard who was someone I also knew about.
The managers changed at the St. Andrews Ct apartments right after they told you they had an apartment for you. The new manager’s name was Ingrid Reitz. She was Jewish and she was a bitch. Maybe she had something to do with Jews from Lompoc. She and those responsible for her becoming the manager arranged it because I was about to move into the building. Her supervisor at Kiemle and Hagood, the reality company, said it was up to the manager when I asked them if it was possible that I did not have my 10 year old cat declawed. But Ingrid Reitz made me. And she deliberately had me move into an apartment that had a black toilet and an oven with so much caked on food and grease I never could get it completely clean. Then in one of my more stupidier days ( I sleep really poorly because I have to endure this really loud and painful electronic noise), I signed the form stating the apartment was clean when I moved in. I bet the Jews know me so well that they told her to wait until I seemed really spacey. The Jews probably even knew I was extra spacey that day. But she did it because other Jews and the people from Lompoc asked her to. The FBI for over 50 years has not once protected me from dishonesty. Nobody should ever cooperate with them or the CIA. Maybe Hitler knew the truth.
And I bet the Jews my whole life were keeping track of me and my sick family. Jews are why in 7th grade my science instructor about halfway through the semester went and put me into a special group for the really good students. I had told him that if he had been wondering why I was doing better it was because I had started eating breakfast at my sisters. Initially at first I was getting C’s and D’s. Sacajawea was an extremely difficult Junior High School. Most of the kids who went there were from really affluent families. I really think it was done for an evil reason. Somehow me and the Jews ended up crossing paths at sometime in my life and they always after that kept track of me and it seems always wanted to destroy me and use me and my family to prove things about the Catholics. My mother was functionally insane. Like in fifth grade my brother brought home a friend of his who was a sheriff’s deputy and I bet my brother . was asked to have me given a drug and my behavior when that deputy was there was really sick and strange and extremely hyper. I bet it went into a file and the people who caused my behavior made sure it would. My brother used to work at the Crescent a very expensive store in Spokane. And he would be living at home and brag about ‘And the salt shakers went out the door with Mike.” And I have a lot of unpaid creditors but I am probably given credit on purpose. I don’t handle my life very well but lately I have been handling it better. But I bet it is because of the Jews I have never had a court ordered payee. I am very out of control a lot because of this electronic noise and what these people have been doing to me that I make my situation even worse. I think it is like they got really dishonest people into the FBI. For a long time because of that electronic noise and the stalking I was a very messed up person but lately it has gotten a lot quieter. It used to be so loud it would cause my ears to be in a lot of pain. But I was a very messed up person because of that electronic noise and I would compensate by drinking coffee. The Jews are unbelievably diabolically evil people and Lompoc was a very evil town.
Another thing the Jews did to me was since I have to take psychiatric medication because of the problems associated with having to listen to this really loud electronic noise was what they did when I got a new doctor at the Mental Health. She changed both my drugs and I swear maybe they were switched with street drugs. She was Jewish. They caused me to be totally out of control but she left a message on my phone and in a very childish way said “I am discharging you from the Mental health” I was still on DSHS because the social services never had me apply for Social Security. I had no way of getting any psychiatrist. But I finally did get on Social Security and then I got Medicare.
Another thing I would like to share with the readers of this web page and this might ruin any chance of anyone believing what I have written in this web page.. In 1982, a device was turned on in my head that caused me to hear audio like voices, and even rock and roll music. But most of the time it was just this really loud electronic noise that made sleep very difficult and caused symptoms of mental illness. It caused me to have symptoms of schizophrenia. The minute it got turned on I should have been committed by the mental health but I deliberately wasn’t because of what my behavior would prove. And it made my personality very erratic. And I tried to fight being institutionalized because I wanted to save the inheritance I got from my dad to try to escape the device. But I never would have been able to. They had connections with the government.
But I had been brainwashed and at that time never knew I did. It finally stopped the voices but the really loud electronic noise never went away. It will always be considered schizophrenia. But the people who have always done things to destroy me when I was at the local psychiatric hospital let me even drink coffee. Because unfortunately I love it to death. And then I had to live in a Adult Foster Home. I tried to have them find me somewhere else to live but they wouldn’t. She was a very evil woman. And she made fun of me all the time. And she might been Jewish. Now I deal with the noises a lot better. And they haven’t had it play voices in decades but it still plays electronic noise. I don’t really have very much of a life because of it. And these really childish people have brainwashing drugs. Maybe they contacted the Russians and the FBI agent who worked with them might have been blackmailed. Because it seems like some of these people are agents or they want me to think it. They always have me drugged whenever anything is ever going on. I remember it later but false memories never have realistic visuals. But the Jews even made sure when I was at the Mental Health that I didn’t get the kind of counseling I should have gotten after growing up in a bad home. They never asked me to talk about my past or anything. And the counselors had degrees in education. But the first time I was picked up at Eastern because of that device they had a black doctor derisively “strip” and the hospital staff make fun of me. But they should have kept me there because of how out cf control I was because of that device. But the Jews are always doing things to prove things about me and I think they got a really sick person out of Eastern and allowed to move into our apartment building. All he ever did was eat. And he would sit in the lobby with a days supply of food and just watch people. I am sure it bothered people but I wouldn’t be surprised if they were told they couldn’t evict him because of me. He said he tried to rob a bank and got committed. He told me he was very lonely and had no friends and I am sure someone told him to say that to me. So I would eat dinner with him now and then. I sometimes do stupid things because that electronic noise causes me to not sleep very well. When it first got turned on I couldn’t even think clearly. And when it first got turned on it transmitted voices and even blasted rock and roll music into my head. And there was none playing in the room. But that will always be considered to be schitzephrenia. And I was previously so messed up because of a coffee addiction. Because of Lompoc and the Jews I wasn’t committed for a really long time. I am sure the essay I have about God it has probably been published under someone else’s name and when I give intelligent witness about God it is probably recorded and it is proven I just memorized it to sound devout. And like sick films are probably shown to people.. And I swear somehow I think I have been given steroids and other things done to me because of these evil Jews. When I was pregnant because of how messed up I was they did not give me the drug to stop lactating and that was on purpose. I can’t believe all the cruel things done to me and proven about me but it is almost like the FBI ended up being taken over. I was such a caffeine zombie my behavior seemed really sick. And I wonder if you are stalked a lot if you even help the stalker. But because of the Jews and the city of Lompoc I was deliberately left that way. There was a women named Pat Herrot who was very important in our church. She led the rosary. Maybe she supposedly came up with the luminous mysteries.. But the cable company had quit broadcasting EWTN but she had told someone that she had a satellite. So when she was at the lectern looking over the day’s readings I went up to her and asked if she could tape the EWTN’s Sunday Mass. She just said “No, Mary. No Mary.” And then a few days later she threw me a tape of Frank Provone who is just too preachy with nothing really spiritual. I have always wondered if she got into the church to destroy me and destroy the church. But maybe she just wasn’t a really good Catholic. About a week later she had a heart attack and died a month later. I even wondered if it was proven I gave it to her. But the FBI has always had really stupid agents. They just have good memories and a lot of confidence and they were the snobs in high school. They don’t know what people are capable of doing to other people. The Jews are so evil. I have severe ADD and I never should have gone to college. But because of the Jews I was admitted. And I was a mess. But later in Spokane I went to school again to try to be a Medical Record Technologist. Because of this really loud electronic noise I don’t sleep very well and make a lot of stupid decision. But I have gotten better. But I just wish either my mental health counselors and the teachers had just gone and been honest with me. Probably because of the Jews or what Lompoc was always doing they weren’t. At Shriners or it was St. Like’s it was a project I was doing and I just couldn’t understand how to do what she wanted. And I was to get a copy of all the forms that are in a medical record. And I left the stacks a little untidy. So she very petulantly took me by the hand and told me to straighten them. I bet she was Jewish. But I bet it was deliberate that my teachers just weren’t straight with me and tell me the truth. And once, I burned out my joints and I wonder if the Medical Practitoner who was Jewish deliberately just gave me crutches and no medication to make the joints better. The Jews are very, very evil people. A lot of them deserve for people to hate them. I remember meeting Bob Woodward and Carl Bernstein because the Jews were talking about Watergate and I ended up finding out Deep Throat’s identity. Either that it was an elaborate ruse. But he just sat there smirking. I was too drugged to know if it was really him. It probably wasn’t but maybe it was. And I remember him showing up every year when I was a caffeine zombie. And he might have helped destroy me. I even wonder if Max Bernstein at the New York Times does evil things for the Jews. Maybe even switched their file on me and destroyed really good reporters.. The Jews have mind control drugs and mind control devices and that probably gives them the capability to frame someone as a child molester.
But as far as some of the bad presidents we have had. It would be really easy for the Jews to control our elections. In every state they manipulate the vote count.
But I wonder if we ended up with Retard and Trump because the Jews simply go and have people staffed that have something to do with the vote count.. Maybe that is why we ended up with Retard and Trump. But sometimes they have their reasons to allow Democrats to win. I bet a Jew even asked Monica Lewinsky to seduce Clinton. And maybe they even went and used a drug on him. She might have even been in on it and it was just made to look like she was stupid enough to confide to Linda Tripp.
But Zelensky might have fired his two spy chiefs because of what they knew about him. Maybe even because of what they knew about me. Maybe they knew that these Jews in the United States were responsible for him and his ilk. And then maybe they even got completely destroyed. I mean he did go and try to severely limit the power of the anti-corruption unit. The Jews in the United States who also have always wanted to destroy me were responsible for him. And I had had dealings with Ukraine’s government and they might have even found out what the Jews in the United States were doing to me. If he knew the anti-corruption unit was always bad maybe what fooled him was someone from the United States or American Embassy saying that there were honest people that got into it and they have been quietly doing an investigation into his finances.
Sometimes I think our family and me were targeted for decades. Maybe to prove things about the Catholics. My whole family had unbelievable hatred for the Catholic Church but I never did. It might have started when we moved to Lompoc in 1963. But It might have started with my insane mother even earlier. But it is impossible for my brother Tony to ever have gotten into the Navy. He never even really ever held a job before he was recruited. When he was a juvenile he had a criminal record. I probably was blamed for it because of some kind of blackmail. I even wonder if there were people responsible for it if they gave him drugs to pass boot camp. I think it is impossible he could have passed boot camp. He’d call up my sister all the time saying he was going to kill himself. I wish he had. He molested me later. He supposedly made friends with this family in Germany or Italy but I am not sure they even spoke English. Maybe he ended up doing something to their reputation.
And also, this company called Rugrats was originally owned by this wonderful family who were from a Catholic country. They loved their work and would leave me changed for weeks. I wonder if something happened to them because someone ended up calling themselves Rugrats but it was someone who just would use the washer on the rug. I was stupid to use him a couple of times. He seemed to be someone who might have sometimes taken drugs. I wonder if he knows the people who always stalk me.
It is amazing the things the people from Lompoc dream up to belittle me. One of them is named Joan Braithwaite.
The Jews and like the people from Lompoc are such evil people. And I bet I will always be the one blamed for horrible things. And these people have mind control drugs and mind control devices. And I know the essay that I have connected to this web page about God they went and proved I just wanted to make it look like I wrote. They probably proved it was published at a much earlier date by someone else. And anytime I have ever given really good witness about Christ they are probably around to tape record it and then it gets published at a much earlier date under someone else’s name who then might become important in the church and help to destroy it. Supposedly the luminous mysteries have been around for a really long time but were never made official by the church. But when I ended up walking into Monsignor Ribble’s office in a drugged state and programmed to walk into it and not even knowing what I was doing there I named off the luminous mysteries. Wouldn’t it be wild if Pat Herrot got credit for them? She was up at the lectern once before mass looking over the day’s readings. And I walked up to her and asked her to tape EWTN’s Sunday’s mass since she had told someone in the sanctuary that she had a satellite. And she said “No, Mary. No, Mary. No, Mary. But then she realized how bad she looked before the whole church and about a week later threw me a tape of EWTN’s mass. But I do not know if it was the Sunday mass but it was Frank Provone. He is just really preachy about right to life and I bet these people know me so well that I don’t listen to the mass that day if he is on. I think he turns people off of right to life. And then it was proven I didn’t listen to the mass. But a short time after that she had a heart attack and died. When I first started going to church there was a priest named Monsignor Ribble who gave nothing but pep talks when he gave a sermon and it had nothing to do with scripture. I worry these people were responsible for him too. And Father Connall who is the rector of Our Lady of Lourdes concerns me greatly. He had supposedly his former students give sermons. One person I do not remember the name of had those kind of eyes really sick people have. Kind of watery and unfocused. And he was completely incoherent. I even wonder if I was accused of wanting him to be preach because I supposedly wanted credit for him wanting to be a priest. And then there was Father Hines. Who just does things like spin around right up to me and go: Our Bishop is going to be arrested. Our other Bishop is going to be killed. Like to insulate he had ESP. Because one of the drugs used on my mind made me think I had it and also I knew things and didn’t know why because I did not know yet I had been brainwashed previously.. And my insane mother would do nothing but talk about having ESP. That childish priests name was Father Hines but maybe he used someone else’s name. And Father Seidell worries me greatly as well. He doesn’t give very good sermons at all and he knows has a hair cut like they want me to say he’s cute. And then there was this other priest who gives about a 5 minutes sermon on nothing spiritual. Was he Father Connall’s student too? The people from Lompoc who want to destroy me also want to go and destroy the church. I know I could never prove I have been watching EWTN since 1993 every day. But when I get unbalanced I can miss a lot of masses but I keep track of the ones I miss and get caught up later. And these people make me take the Lord’s name in vain a lot. I was once told that God in every language sounds kind of negative. But it is perfect with damn to blow off anger.. But I am never mad at God. The Jews and these people from Lompoc have been writing reports ever since I was very young to prove negative things about me. I know when I had this really hyper out of control behavior around my brother’s friend who was a sheriff and later around a doctor who I think was named Dr. Seagull I know that behavior was caused. I am certain of it but I could never ever prove. I am sure the people who caused my behavior had a report about my behavior get into a police file on me or an FBI file.I have been destroyed so completely I could never prove the real truth about myself. But Lompoc and the Jews had not been so evil when I was stupid enough to think I could be a cheerleader and had not known that I had been told I had severe ADD and had not used a drug on me to make it look like I was embarrassed from failing cheerleader tryouts which caused very hyper behavior again and then that triggered compulsive eating and then to try to stop that I started drinking coffee. It turned me into a zombie for like at least a decade. And I was left like that. I have always had a problem with coffee but now when I drink it I am smarter about it. But God, being a caffeine zombie made me a very stupid person with a lot of things that I did. And for years I couldn’t control the compulsive eating. And the Jews were always keeping notes but they never did anything to straighten me out. And when this device got turned on inside my head and it made everyone think I was schizoid the Jews again deliberately did not go and have me committed and I refused to but it legally could have been done. I was left a very messed up person. And I know talking about that device makes me lose my case defending myself. But it really does exist. The Russians I know have never known too much what these people have been doing and causing. But I refused to be committed because I wanted to save my inheritance money to try to escape the device. Oh, all the things these people would think of. That device and the experience of hearing it made me have very erratic behavior. It even would flash holograms and blast rock and roll music into my head. They did at one point have me committed. And they went and had a black doctor sneer at me and say “Strip”. And the hospital staff at Eastern made fun of me. But the things these people think of to prove things about me and destroy me. I know I could never ever be respected. Even all the notes that I have from EWTN masses they probably even said I stole from someone’s apartment. But I have been listening to EWTN every day since 1993 but I bet it is impossible to prove it. And they had Mother Angelica when I was watching EWTN say in this very hateful way about people not paying off their credit cards. But I bet it is because of the Jews I even got credit. If only they had not wanted to destroy I know I could have had a court appointed payee. And if only the FBI had not been dishonest when I had a job as a phone operator I was very unbalanced and ended up having a lot of credit card debt. But the FBI, who monitors me, would have known the spending was done with very erratic behavior. When I was with the Spokane Mental Health because of the electronic noise hey never did any kind of an assessment or ask me about my past. Like two males who had education degrees. And two psychiatric nurses. But maybe they never do at the Mental health. Maybe they even made sure I never got really good medication that would have helped me cope with the electronic noise I always have had to listen to. And what these people do with the brainwashing drugs and being framed all the time and that electronic noise makes me have very erratic behavior but most recently my behavior has stabilized quite a bit. And I have gotten smarter about how I handle coffee. But sometimes I get so uptight about what is going on in my life that I stay up all night but I handle that better than I used to. But I wish I had had a court ordered payee. I have had a payee a few times but I always go and want to handle my own fiances. But because of the Jews and because of Lompoc the government has not once ever done anything for me. I bet I never once got credit for anything I ever did that was important for the government. And it like these people have made sure any agent who handles my case is either effectively lied to or is dishonest There are a lot of things the government could have done for me but they were under the control of the Jews or Lompoc. Or because of the Jews and Lompoc were stupid agents. But back to bad priests. There is this priest named Wade Menedez that I wish EWTN would be smarter about. He just quotes the Magesteriam and the Cathechism and that is all he has ever done in like 20 years. I think these people might be responsible for him and maybe EWTN’s CEO and other people are destroying it. Sometimes I am very disciplined with money and I do give quite a bit to charity. But I get manic when it comes to credit. And I know that now I am much smarter about stupidity helping people with my money. But I bet it is because of the Jews I am given credit in the first place and was never given a payee. When I worked at the phone company I had a lot of credit card debt but poor sleep and a coffee addiction and that electronic noise is why. But I swear I almost wonder if the Jews let me get credit to begin with. I don’t know. But what is being done to me and the way horrible things get proven about me makes me have very erratic behavior. But I am handlings things now better than I used to. Father Connall got a secretary named Shari and I wanted to do charity work by cleaning up the church. But I did something and she sucked in her breath but it is like it was intentionally done on purpose. Like she knew me before she got hired. But as far as credit card debt I must remember Jesus’ parables. But I wish I would never had been given credit and I bet it is because of the Jews I was given so much credit. They probably control most credit. Anyway. But when I had a lot of credit I also had very erratic behavior and if the FBI had not been controlled by the Jews and Lompoc they would have done something for me. But because of how badly I have been destroyed my whole life I could never prove anything good about myself. When I worked at the phone company the company newsletter had a contest about writing a essay about freedom Mine got the highest praise. But the Jews proved I stole it. They are unbelievably evil people. I don’t know if there is anybody reading this paragraph up to this point but I hope so. Once in a while I go through a time when I am very stable and I give substantially to charity. But because the FBI is so dishonest there is probably no proof. But that electronic noise makes me not handle money too well. But I bet it is because of the Jews or maybe even this woman named Joan Braithwaite that I never got a court ordered payee.And they are why the government not once has ever done anything for me. I sometimes think I have never gotten credit for anything I ever did. A lot of the times these people make me think someone is an agent like making me think someone was a DEA agent. I had some really good ideas but this woman agent who handles my case got the credit or someone else did. Because of so much injustice and cruelty and stress I live with a great deal of strain. And this main who I remember from high school (maybe) was sitting there while I sat there drugged and said he wanted to kill his daughter. All the woman involved in this all like to wear navy blue suits because when I was stupid enough to think I could be a Medical Record Technologist I had to have a suit made. And it was blue. My Medical Record instructors probably wren’t honest with me about how I should leave the program on purpose to prove things about me. But one of the woman who wears the navy blue suits said to her youngest baby sister: “Didn’t you understand what you caused.?” And the little spoiled brat and they have very manicured looks goes “That’s why. That’s why.” All of this causes me immense strain but I worry most of all for the Church. But I almost wonder if the CEO of EWTN is actually Jewish. I don’t think anybody could ever make it through my web page. It would take a lot of focus and discipline. And I am sure nobody believes a word of it. But everything that is going on in my life causes me immense stress. And I have immense stress by what these people could be doing and causing especially to the Catholic Church. And I get so stressed worrying what could happen to me and I have immense stress worrying that device that first transmitted voices and even blasted rock and roll could be used on other people. But now it is just very loud electronic noise. I know it could never be proven that since 1993 I haven’t missed EWTN. I know all the notes I have taken from watching them dishonest people probably said I stole from somebody else. But sometimes I do give good witness about Christ but it is probably made to look like it was published on the internet at an earlier date. But I just bet I have never once gotten credit for any of the very important things I ended up doing for the government. Not once, because of the Jews and Lompoc, have they ever done anything for me. And like in fourth grade, I went and beat up this deaf kid and it just seemed like someone had drugged me and caused me to do that. And in fifth grade, my mother worked graveyard at a local hospital. And she became friends with this intern and I think his name was something like Dr. Seagull. And I had this really hyper out of control behavior and he even spanked me. And I had this out of control behavior again. And my brother Brian had made friends with someone who was a sheriff’s deputy. And I had the same out of control behavior with him. And I bet both incidences went into a file on me and the person who caused my behavior made sure of it. Everything I did got into a file. Yeah, but if that is the case, and if it is the Jews, why weren’t the flight schools watched? I got brainwashed after talking about the flight schools to Colonel Jones. But he might not have really been in the military. But my job coach kept saying over and over again that I was a terrorist and I was going to go to prison. But they let me work at that company with developmentally disabled people for a very evil reason. I have severe ADD and I could never learn my way around the buildings. My job coach’s name was Matt House. I bet he and Shirley Russell and Larry Croach helped prove things about me and I deliberately was allowed to work at the company for an evil reason. I had talked about it in 1982 to a childish Jew who had a bulletproof vest on that people wanted me to think was a Mossad agent. I knew he wasn’t Mossad but I told about Al Qaeda and 9-11 and I said OK now the attack will happen on 9-11. But Al Qaeda probably wasn’t even a terrorist group but because I said it was it might have been made into one. And people used drugs that make people evil on their members. But it is just really childish people. The world would never get over what really childish people have done and caused. And I had talked about Saddam and Iraq attacking Kuwait and Saddam had said at his trial that he had no control. Or maybe he got lied to. But there isn’t anybody to help me.. Nobody. And I know I need to commit suicide and I know I am running out of time to do it. And I made the radial Muslims hate the Catholics because of how sick I seemed. But if the FBI and mental health had not gotten taken over by dishonest people something would have been done about my coffee addiction and my behavior. I am sure I have never gotten credit for any body who got arrested for committing espionage. And at the janitorial company I still wasn’t on very good medication and I was still listening to electronic noise and I would sleep deprive myself so I would get really tired so I would get a good night’s sleep. But this electronic noise that I have to listen to makes my behavior more unstable. If I ever gave a really good witness about Christ somebody else would get credit for it. But I almost wonder if my brother Tony’s girlfriend Kathy Paupst knew these people. And she bought him a Lamborghini and he crashed it. And then she got him another car that was large with the same Navy blue color. I can’t believe what our family was used for but I think my family might have believed in something dark. I get so scared out of my mind what could end up happening to me. And they have me on Risperidone because the electronic noise makes me need psychiatric medication. And it has really bad side effects that I have just been tolerating and not focusing on because of what is going on in my life. And I really get scared most of all for the Catholic Church. Sometimes I give really intelligent witness but it is probably recorded and then published on the internet at an earlier date. And my unpaid creditors are used as proof my religion is just an act. And there is nobody in the world to help me. Nobody. But this blonde woman with curly blonde hair that everybody involved in this thinks I am jealous of has something to do with these people. And she is evidently an agent and everybody involved thinks I am jealous of her but I wouldn’t be jealous of someone so evil. She probably got credit for making sure the DEA had El Chappo’s wife’s kids, Forever 21, and even having Sean Penn interview El Chapo. I could never prove anything. They drug me but part of my brain still works and I thought someone was a DEA agent. But he was just someone childish from Lompoc. And this woman who is beautiful ended up getting the credit. But I wouldn’t be surprised that if she is an agent she doesn’t even have a degree and may not have gone through the FBI academy. For all I know I am just supposed to think she is. She gets credit for everything that I do. And like I went to Jackie’s wedding who worked at the dorm. And this sick man danced with me but I was a caffeine zombie and other drugs were used on me. But like with Monsignor Ribble. Every sermon was always just a pep talk that had nothing to do with scripture. I wonder if he really was a priest. And there were also other drugs being used on me. I had said I like old men. Well, it is because my grandfather was the life of the party and young people would even invite him to their parties. That’s why. But knowing I was being framed and I was being stalked and having to listen to this electronic noise made me have very erratic behavior. I have gotten a lot smarter now and a lot better at handling that electronic noise. They even had a shoe salesman be kind of an old sick man and I bought bad shoes. Because I had said I like old men because my grandfather was Irish and was the life of the party with his energy and sense of humor. That is why. There has never been something so cruel done to a human being in history. But I get scared most of all for the Church. And I am sure these people used a drug on Mother Theresa which caused her to not be able to experience God. But for a long time I just had really out of control behavior but the Jews wanted me to look bad and did not have me committed. They even do things to my psychiatric drugs which I have to take because of the really loud electronic noise. But I have gotten a lot smarter at handling that electronic noise. But I sleep deprive myself a lot. But I wonder. Father Anthony on EWTN only gave sermons on human nature. But he goes Bishop Cupich and then he was our Bishop. Did he end up getting framed as a child molester by these people? This web page takes a great deal of my time. And I have to have had a good night’s sleep to be able to read it. I sometimes think it isn’t really on the internet. I hope I get a good night’s sleep tonight so I can reread this web page. Maybe since I said I knew of a way to get proof Donald Trump was dishonest maybe that is why he freed the Honduras President who ran a cocaine empire. Or is that something people who control my internet made me think? Or was it to get me into trouble? It was to approach Donald Trump Jr and say that they know the Jews who made his father president and they got them a job with the FBI and they needed to know if there was anything that might not have been taken care of by the Jews who made him president. And say a lot of people right now are under surveillance. But I once said in my journal. That if anybody wants to find something dishonest about Trump to start hanging around the Jews who have always wanted to destroy me. I know I probably don’t have any chance in the world and neither does the Catholic Church. And these people made sure the FBI was really stupid. But it always has been and the Jews made sure of it. Or the people from Lompoc did. I get so scared out of my mind that I never sleep. My doctor, Doctor Meyers said that sleep clinics aren’t used to straighten sleep cycles. But they should have them. But I will never get over my shock that Hitler really did have a point. But even the Muslims are smart enough not to bring up Hitler. I know that Kash Patel is probably dishonest for these people concerning me. I would know what trap to use to get him. I know this very lengthy paragraph is probably going to have the effect of making the rest of the web page completely non believable. My brother Tony and the rest of my family but especially my brother Tony were really messed up people because our mother was so sick. But the fact I was never taken out of that home is probably because of the Jews. But God, if the Jews and the people from Lompoc had not been so evil I would been committed the moment I started screaming about voices. But they wanted to use my behavior for a very evil reason. Oh, God, the things they thought to do me. But all along they were proving I was a sociopath but I guess they wanted the credit for flight schools and they were going to make it look like they got the intelligence later of the terrorists acts I was connected to. When agents would make an appearance like after the first WTC and the Pan Am Jet.for all I know they weren’t really agents. But they were so sharply dressed they looked like them. I was tied to the Pan Am Jet because they had me in a deep thoughtful trance and I wrote it out thinking I was outsmarting a terrorists. I bet the notebook made an appearance after the fact. But the FBI is very dishonest. And the people who want to destroy me made it that way. They are dishonest for them and the Jews. But I just get so scared as to what is going to end up happening to me. But God, the Jews are geniuses at manipulation. I know what I have been talking about sounds totally unbelievable but everything is the God’s honest truth. I know this paragraph will make the rest of what I have written about not believable at all. But I can still laugh at Mathew Miller. I bet his parents knew me in Lompoc. James Clapper never cared about the preacher in a North Korean prison but went ballistic when Matthew Miller got arrested by them after his childish behavior and started issuing threats. I wonder if the same people responsible for Clapper were responsible for Matthew Miller. I even wonder if these people falsified identities or credentials. I wonder if it was really set up to make Mathew think it was a secure line the Swiss government set up when talking to his parents. And something got said about James Clapper. Because shortly after this North Korea went out of control with a hodge podge of sophisticated weapons. Did Clapper get blackmailed by them? But this priest in Spokane from Mexico has been accused of sexual assault and liking woman in thong underwear. Because of cultural differences people from Mexico would find thong underwear revolting. Father Connall supports his accuser. What I am involved in is probably the most evil thing ever done in history. But it is like these people that wanted to destroy me also wanted to destroy the church. And it’s like they even did their own recruiting for law enforcement and the FBI. The immense strain that I am under. And people are too stupid to realize what these people they talk to about me are actually doing. And they are too stupid and naive they do investigate anything. And the way I have been destroyed. I wish to God China and Russia knew the truth about my situation but these people who got into the government have always been lying to them. China and Russia actually have very stupid spies and they always have. These people are very devious and diabolically evil. And they have sophisticated ways to spy on people and check them out. I don’t think the church is going to survive. This family in particular at Lourdes has always supported Father Connall. I bet that might have been done on purpose. I wish Bill Gates would pay for us to have a brand new sound system. A brand new sound system was put in and it rarely works. Father Connall has been a terrible administrator and he has a terrible personality for a priest. I don’t think anybody will ever believe me and even if they halfway believed me and did an investigation they would be stupid about the people they talk to who supported him for a really bad reason.
But I even think the Jews are why I never got taken out of a really sick home. The Jews for decades always wanted to use me and my family to prove things about the Catholics. And so did the people from Lompoc. I also think I somehow crossed paths with the Jews early on in my life. They always targeted families like us or would find a way to destabilize Catholic families. Them and other people. The way to describe my mother was functionally insane. No one in the history of mankind was ever like my mother or as sick as she was or as childish or as childishly egotistical or as arrogant or as cruel or as neglectful or as eccentric. She always had to be the center of attention. She would constantly use the belt on us. She never taught me one thing except housecleaning. Starting in fourth grade I would get boils. I wish somehow someone had just sterilized her because they knew her personality was too sick to have kids. I always wondered why the state never stepped in and took me out of that home. I wonder if the Jews were the reason why. I never even started brushing my teeth until my dad took custody of me when I was fourteen years old. It was very hard for a teenage girl to live with her dad. Every job my mother ever had she would come home and make us sit there and she would violently yell about the job and the people she worked with. First thing she would do after dinner is put on her nightgown and pour herself another glass of wine. By evening she would be slurring her words. I always wondered if Dr. John Collins was actually Jewish. He was our family doctor and he should have initiated growth hormone shots. I am only 4’8″ tall. But he treated me four times for boils and he would have noticed my teeth were brown. I mean I was so abused I never even made myself breakfast. Later, when I returned to Spokane from Lompoc after my dad died my mother had married a man named Mr. Doreshenko. These Jews and people from Lompoc who stalked me for enjoyment and would do high octane “fun” probably arranged for him to meet my mother and then marry her. That made their stalking of me even worse because of how strange her personality was.
Where I go, Lompoc goes. And sometimes they use people in Spokane. But a priest who is from Mexico got accused by 5 women of sexual assault and wanting them to wear thong underwear. People from Mexico are so culturally different, they would find thong underwear to be repulsive. Emily Chapman is one of those accusers. She has tattoos. I wonder if she is from Lompoc or knows people from there. Maybe she is using someone else’s identity. I would like her asked a question but I don’t know who to trust. I would like Father Connall asked a question too. But like elsewhere in this web page, it conveys how these childish people who like to stalk
Larry Page’s mother who was Jewish was probably tipped off about his computer genius father. And how Sergey Brin was probably tipped off about Larry Page. They were probably tipped off maybe by Jews who more than likely have a very well informed connected network. And maybe the Jews use Google and other computer networks to tap into companies and governmental institutions to obtain information.
I sit in a room drugged while other people sit around and talk about me and things they are doing and things they caused that they didn’t mean to cause. Like this girl whose parents were very important at the CIA and who always destroyed me. I bet they even got credit for anything I ever did like breaking apart the Soviet Union. I bet they were from Lompoc. But maybe they used someone else’s identity. Or knew someone at a school’s registrar’s office. But the Jews trusted the people from Lompoc to ask them to help destroy me. I got the Jews into an awful lot of trouble quite a few times. So they wanted revenge and always wanted to use me to destroy me and prove things about the Catholics. But they did not know that some of those people from Lompoc were diabolically evil. Donald Trump could have been blackmailed by those people or they even could have been responsible for him. I even wonder if he is actually Jewish. A lot of the people who stalk me have the same colored hair as Donald Trump or auburn hair. But could Donald Trump’s sons and daughters be used to get him in line? Like tell him they will be injected with sulfur if he doesn’t become responsible? Oh, but they have bodyguards though. But maybe somebody can think of a way to get him in line. Like look at how high measles cases are now since he stopped mandatory vaccinations. Or how about threatening his business associates? But I bet they have bodyguards too. But just infiltrate the bodyguards. I bet I am going to be paid a visit by the Secret Service but I just bet this web page isn’t even on the internet.
I gave up the most precious thing of all by double-crossing the Russians. I can never visit Russia. Right now, it is not advisable for Americans to go there. But previously there was no problem if you went there. I used to talk about going over there to my dad and he would always say if I went over there I wouldn’t be coming back. But I did not know I had any dealings with the Russian government on a permanent basis until 1985. But what I did certainly wasn’t worth it, especially losing out on ever being able to see the country I have been obsessed with since I was five years old.
Israel knew the other Gulf states would attack and be attacked by Iran and that was Israel’s intention. The other Gulf states were also targets of Israel. They also, perhaps, wanted those Gulf States to depend on them more for a strategic alliance.
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Attributed to a professor at Edinburgh Scotland University in the 1800’s: Democracy cannot exist as a permanent form of government. It will eventually collapse because of loose fiscal policy. The length of most democracies is about 230 years. A democracy is born *because of bondage. From bondage there is spiritual truths. From spiritual truths there is great courage. From great courage there is liberty. From liberty there is abundance. From abundance there is selfishness. From selfishness there is complacency. From complacency there is apathy. From apathy there is dependence. From dependence there is bondage.
Mussolini: The masses have little time to think. And how incredible is the willingness of modern man to believe.
The thing from which the world suffers just now more than any other evil is the not the assertion of falsehoods but the endless and repress-able repetition of half-truths.
The press, important as its office, is but the servant of human intellect and its ministry is for good or evil, according to the character of those who direct it. The press is a mill that grinds all that is put into its hopper. Fill the hopper with poisoned grain and it will grind it to meal, but there is death in the bread.
Man is by nature a political animal.
Whoever controls the language, the images, controls the nationality.
Spying and politics is the Devil’s playground. Satan really enjoys himself and gets a lot accomplished. People have a lot of fun playing in his playground. For some, intrigue is a very powerful drug. I admit, periodically, I need my fix. But sometimes what I am involved in gets really wearisome. However, I don’t instigate situations that I get into and always end up having to pay a very steep price. Politics is usually for deception and profit and manipulation. Also, sex and intrigue come from the same part of the soul. They are close cousins to each other.
“We live in a totally corrupted world where every government is just a bunch of business men working for a bigger bunch of business men and none of them give a shit about the people. The sad fact is that no one knows how to change it, because no one knows how to take on corporations.”
Governments don’t want an intelligent population because people who can think critically can’t be ruled. They want a public smart enough to pay taxes but dumb enough to keep voting.
War Pigs
Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to the poor, yeah
Time will tell on their power minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in chess
Wait ’til their judgement day comes, yeah
Now in darkness, world stops turning
Ashes where their bodies burning
No more war pigs have the power
Hand of God has struck the hour
Day of judgement, God is calling
On their knees, the war pigs crawling
Begging mercy for their sins
Satan laughing, spreads his wings
Oh, Lord, yeah
God created man to share in his own blessed life. It is love which compels one to share. In revelation, by which God addresses and gives himself to man, and the faith in which man responds to God, man has union with God; the desire for God is written in the human heart. We were not made for the shallow and the superficial but for the serious and meaningful because we are spiritual beings. A cross lets us do that. We were made for Wisdom. God’s wisdom. Since we are spiritual beings suffering and difficulties given to God gives us wisdom which we subconsciously crave. But you get more real, and see the world in its true stark reality, the more you unite yourself to the Creator. This is done most effectively by accepting a Cross. When you accept a cross you then have the ability to love better afterwards.
When we had fallen away, God sent his Son to teach us and to heal us In his Son and through him, he invites men to become, in the Holy Spirit, his adopted children and thus heirs of his blessed life. Christ fulfilled the hidden oracles of the prophets and brought to completion the Jewish faith in the most unexpected way. He was rejected by the Jews but it is through his death we have union with God and forgiveness of sins.
Uniting His cross to ours takes away the “coating” we get on our hearts caused by sin and selfishness. Only a cross will remove this coating. Suffering given to God allows us to love again. It can reinforce belief in God when one has gotten lax in their faith. This proves sin, evil, and love are all spiritual forces. When we partake of the body and blood of Christ, it nourishes our faith, takes away our sins, and gives us communion with God. Only by living the Gospels does man have a real connection to God that reaches to the center of his heart. They give man a feeling of love and joy and makes him feel complete like nothing else does. Jesus is a life force whose words have actual power. When you take the path of worldly distractions or evils, you can feel how it kills the Holy Spirit within you, how it kills love. Then it takes a cross and sacrifice to get it back. This is not something psychological. Following God’s law is life-giving, not following it takes away it’s life-giving feeling.
Only a Deity that is love could have created the personality of a cat or dog. One gets that love from following God’s commandments. Something had to have been here all along and it was God. It is fascinating the love that created a cat is found by practicing what the Gospel teaches and that sin and selfishness takes that love away. We love because we were made in His image. Think of a rose. In fact, think of all of God’s flowers. They are exquisite masterpieces that only a loving God could make. Not only are they beautiful, but they give us honey, which is another gift from God. As Simone Weil said: “In everything that gives us the pure, authentic feeling of beauty, there really is the presence of God. There is, as it were, an incarnation of God in the world, and it is indicated by beauty.” You experience God when you enjoy his creations. Think too, of an orange. It is a beautiful, vibrant color. It is refreshingly delicious, and it is very intricately made. It is a gift from God and a reason to believe. When enjoying an orange, one should marvel at the sun which is a separate entity from the earth but allows the seeds that become the orange to grow, along with water and soil. God had the sun be at a precise distance from the earth so it could make things grow.
The Catholic faith has an intricate economy of grace and fullness of belief that other Christian religions don’t seem to have. But it can miss out a little on teaching how to have a more personal relationship with Christ as our Lord and Savior that other Christian denominations do. But I found the Catholic faith to have a more fullness in expressing God in its worship and beliefs. Some Christian religions fault the Catholics for having Baptism at birth but Catholics every year at Easter reaffirm their baptismal promises that their parents made for them. They also fault them for the Eucharist, but Jesus said: This is my body. This is my blood. God wanted us to have communion with him through the Eucharist. His body nourishes us and his blood, which ratified the predicted last and final covenant, takes away our sins and is life giving.
Other religions that are not Christian and aetheists find fault with Christ’s miracles, saying that they didn’t occur. One argument they give is the overt miracles would have stopped the development of the soul because it could no longer be tested. By being tested, that is how the soul develops and expands love. They argue that if God absolutely manifested himself, people would become like spiritual robots and couldn’t develop love the right way. But the miracles might have been needed for the birth of the Church. To prove Christ was divine. Who made creation, after all, would have the power to alter it. He unites us to God as love in the center of our hearts.
We must have freedom to choose love for love to be effective. This means God has to be hidden to some degree for our salvation to be worked out. We need free will to develop love but free will can also lead to sin and alienation from God. If the miracles were added, how Christ fulfilled the obscure ways in the Old Testament in which he was predicted and how he taught love and took sin away when we unite our cross to His, proves it is undeniable the Creator came to teach his people love and to take away their sins. All throughout the Old Testament in obscure ways, Christ was predicted. It is interesting, that the Creator of Life, would teach us His Word that enlivens life, while behavior that is not life giving, takes away His life in us. When God sends us a cross, it allows us to love better and believe again more fully. Jesus gives us freedom. Freedom from sin and freedom from those psychological defects that interfere with love and really being psychologically free. You need to be free to truly love.
The earth itself allows us to grow spiritually by allowing us to develop virtue and love. The physical allows the spiritual to develop. No other environment but the Earth would allow us to grow spiritually and be tested. Interaction with our fellow man and choosing to do good and be responsible by being challenged by life on Earth allows us to develop character and discipline which can develop into virtue which develops into love. It is interesting, as spiritual beings, that virtue develops into love and vice takes away our ability to love, until we suffer a cross, repent, and sacrifice. Then we love again and believe more fully again because the vice took away love from our soul clouding our relationship with God. Because we are spiritual beings, we only have true love and have true joy by uniting our cross to Christ’s and by living out the Gospel. Because we are spiritual beings, only by doing what is right and true gives us the right kind of joy and love.
On the Earth, there is suffering, but suffering allows someone else to be tested for compassion. It is a result of free will which is necessary to be tested and to develop love. Because we are spiritual beings, suffering united to God purifies and turns into love. It can remove the poisons of the world (ego, selfishness, sin) so that we can have compassion. Suffering makes one realize what is important in life. It can allow us to love better, to understand better, to mature, and to become disciplined. Suffering can transform. It can actually make one feel reborn. Suffering allows the divine to penetrate into what is human when uniting it to Jesus’ suffering on the cross. It is amazing that sometimes only suffering united to Christ’s cross can make you really love again. This is because we are spiritual beings. And it also allows you to see the truths St. Paul taught in his letters that had to have been revealed to him by Christ. But without a cross you really can’t understand them.
As Jerry Ryan in Spiritual Life magazine said: “It is only when we are confronted with an ambiguous and disconcerting reality that authentic faith can develop.” Faith is our acceptance of the destruction which God affects in us in order to conform us to God. This allows us to believe and to have true love and joy. Those who do evil do not love rightly again unless they are sorry and confess their sins and God sends them a cross. They did not lose God and the ability to love because of conscience. For most people anymore, conscience tells people that it is right to do something wrong to someone because of faults they find with that person. That it is right to be selfish. Faith dies without giving love. Since Go
d is love, love is the only way you can know him. Faith and love you cannot separate. One is not true without the other. Faith allows death to be an instrument for man’s transformation and fulfillment. Without knowing one would die, man would not develop spiritually. Like the silkworm who dies and then becomes a butterfly, we are transformed when we die too, and if we have loved, we unite to the God who is love. Something had to have been here forever and it was God. It could not have been anything but a God that guided creation and made our extremely complex bodies with sight, hearing, speech, and emotions, so we spiritual beings could learn to love and be tested. We were made in God’s image but we are fallen due to pride. Because we are spiritual beings, we don’t find what we subconsciously crave with prestige and wealth. That craving is only filled by communion, by following the Scriptures, by purification (a cross and fasting) and by sacrifice. That proves we are spiritual beings. You only feel the right kind of love and the right kind of joy by doing what’s right and true because of this. Consider people who feel important.The feelings people actual experience aren’t that great but they are too busy thinking they are important to realize it.They probably have never known something better. Feeling egotistical causes you to lose access to your center which is God. You lose the ability to love. Doesn’t that prove hat there is a higher purpose in life? Theoretically, you’d think being important would be the most important thing to achieve in life. That it would be life’s highest pinacle. Then why doesn’t it bring honest love and honest joy unless we are spiritual beings? Why does allowing our passions to dictate our behavior which cause our selfishness result in unhappiness and the loss of the ability to really feel love and joy unless we are wired by the Creator to only feel that way when we give unselfishly to others and love Him?
Throughout the Old Testament, in many obscure ways, Christ was predicted. Those predictions were fulfilled in a definitive manner. One such prediction was when God had asked Abraham to sacrifice his son to prove Abraham loved God above all else. While they were going to the place God told Abraham to do it, his son Isaac asked him where the lamb for the sacrifice was. Abraham told his son, “God will provide one.” God stayed Abraham’s hand from carrying out the sacrifice of his son and instead Abraham sacrificed a ram. Later, lambs were used as a sacrifice as a sin offering or a fellowship offering and John the Baptist called Christ “The Lamb of God.” God provided the sacrifice by sending his Son to die for us. He died because he told the Truth. Before the Exodus, the blood of lambs were sprinkled on the doorposts of the Israeli houses in Egypt to ward away death. As the Son of God, Christ’s sacrifice is offered, and when we unite our cross to his, it takes away sin which is spiritual death because that is the death of love. Then by following the Gospels we truly love. His life and death and resurrection that enabled us to be united to Him was the new, predicted covenant ratified by his blood.
Jesus, by his teachings and the giving of his body and blood through the witness of His cross which we can share in and then be purififed, as well as being able to receive the Holy Spirit, fullfilled the law and the prophets. It is said in the Old Testament: Your teacher will marry you. Your builder will marry you. What an unbelievable coincidence.
There is a few other things I would like to add that right now I do not know how to incorporate into the main body of this essay:
I mean do the Satanists profess that the Devil will be victorious in the afterlife? How? He will be victorious on earth for a time, but his spirit is incompatable with the spirit of love which is heaven so he can never gain entry there to try to destroy it. He never created anything.
Those of us who God said are his people, are those who profess he is their God.
I bet every one of us, a lot of the time, doubt the authenticity of the miracles that were recorded in the New Testament. I sometimes doubt they actually occured but I firmly believe that Christ was God’s Son and fully human and fully divine. The miracles do more for me when I look at them with a symbolic meaning. Such as the leprosy of the soul. When we unite our own suffering, our own cross, to the cross that Christ suffered in his humanity to bring us salvation, revvelation, and truth, his divinity turns our cross into something salvific and it takes away our sins. Then we are infused with his Holy Spirit. A llot of the time, only when God sends us a cross do we love again after sinful behavior or becoming lax in our worship. It has always amazed me that a lot of the time I never get my love back for Christ after spiritual laziness or sinful behavior until he sends me that cross. A cross makes one mature. A cross increases belief. But I sometimes wonder if the miracles were added so we wouldn’t believe and be transformed by Christ’s message. I mean Christ would have known 2000 years later a large proportion of the earth’s population would reject Christianity because of the miracles. And if one was to witness a miracle I actually question how their faith could develop because you would think you wouldn’t be able to grow in your faith anymore because it would not develop properly because I can’t see how you could be tested anymore. You would think people who witness a miracle wouldn’t have tha capability to grow in their faith anymore by being tested and through discovery. But Christ was God. Only belief in Christ infuses us with his Holy Spirit. He reveals God to us better than anything else ever did and he teaches us love better than any other spiritual teacher ever did. He gives us love. He gives us a union with God nothing else does. So how can he not be divine, be God Himself?
Furthermore. I don’t think God is the Father’s name. Unless you are never supposed to say it. Sometimes when you say it, even if you mean it in a reverential way, what the Father’s name sounds like can seriously disturb a feeling of union with God. It can sometimes feel like the sound of his name causes his Spirit to leave you because of the way his name sounds. I think the Jews wanted us to think that was his name because of how much hatred they always had for us. Because of this electronic noise that prevents me from ever getting a good night’s sleep that the government will alwaays say is mental illness and a lot of cruel and evil and unfair hings that are going on in my life as well as the stress of it all, I use say the Lord’s name in vain a lot. But I don’t mean it. It releases a lot of anger and stress and then paradoxically I go back to feeling closer to my creator. I have never been mad at Him.
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